I can really relate to this ..
During the time of Patriarchy, the Male Dominance wanted to literally write out all the women out of the history books, out of the all Knowledge and the application thereof, and more than this out of all that was seeming leading humanity, in whatever form.In this they cut out half of themselves, and even to the degree of dishonoring their own mothers and sisters.Now, with the Return of the Divine Feminine, and balance, more and more of the Ancient Knowledge the Divine Feminine holds, is being returned. In fact, the Divine Feminine holds the Cosmic Keys and Codes, as well the Tree of Life (thus the All–Knowing, the All-Seeing, the All-Being).The very Tree of Life was taken away from the planet, because of the severe persecution and suppression of the Feminine Divine.When you look closely and delve into the depths of HIDDEN meaning into the story of Adam and Eve, the latter is given all the blame, for she fell for the trick of the serpent. Nowhere does it tell you the hidden meaning of that serpent (kundalini Energy) and the abuse the Male created with the self-same powers. Indeed he FEARED the Feminine side of this self-same power so much, that he wished to annihilate her. Indeed he blamed her for his own Fall.So, what was what he feared?Now, this is what I have asked myself time and again in my own set of awakening, as lifetime after lifetime memory banks to severe persecution came to the fore.Well, interestingly this has led me on path of discovery, which truly is at the core of all the Divine Knowledge of Co-creation, at its deepest Mysterium.And interestingly – it is the Divine Feminine which holds that Mystery and the Power within herself!When the Male cuts off his own Feminine side, and then persecutes the Feminine in all her forms and expressions, he is divorcing himself at a deep level from the Godhead itself: – thus intense separation, and then his destructive side emerges, more than his co-creative and loving side. He created a deep VOID within himself, which eats him in the end. No matter how hard he tries to fill the void with power play and games, he cannot ever fill that void. He divorced his mind from his heart. Interestingly the mind will create more chaos than equilibrium, until it finally gets balanced out by the Heart. With the balance now returning, the male is now embracing his Feminine side in order to find that inner and deep connection to the Godhead, the Divine once more WITHIN Himself.The Female, now has to embrace her own Masculine and destructive side too – yes, it is there in all which the mind conjures up, when the mind is divorced from the heart. She holds that Heart energy – and she holds the whole of the Feminine Powers within her too. But when she closes off her heart – she is closing off herself from the core of the All-knowing, All-Seeing and All-Being within herself – her own co-creative force.We will only experience the full return of the Tree of Life itself, when the Masculine and Feminine are finally and beautiful balanced and in harmony with each other again.Yet, gradually the ancient knowledge is being returned to those who are open to fully do the inner work, in order to be opened up to the highest degree.The Mysterium only ever reveals her most profound face, to those who are willing to walk that path: – no matter what, and then with utmost truth, integrity and authenticity.