This beautiful song of a father’s love for child
as Mom and Dad split . It’s reality of deep shadow
and great love .
I found my CD of this Poo based album, in my car
and knew immediately how much I needed to
hear it , intensively therapy alone ..And I did
a deep cry , soul level but no longer the depleting
arm throbbing experiences as revelations rapid
fired upon waking …
A morning that spoke to me of connection of
my abuses , so causally dismissed in house
were possibly deeper abuses to our sons .
No boundaries , means no boundaries and
I have no reason to believe that our sons were
subject to whatever he wanted , especially when
I wasn’t there …
This does show up in the psychology side effects
of children forced to loyalty to 1 parent , ignored
until recently .
A collection of secrets , opening for the gift of
awakening to Christ Consciousness within , is
free will , choice . I do not know his connection
for he never does deep in spirit , ever ..
Shadow has me doubt the authentic fact of his
family lineage …
It shows in each baby, mine and each grandchild
but why hold that secret ?
Like memberships , clubs , secrets ?
Sleeping with the Enemy , with Julia Roberts
depicts this relationship, fortunately she was
able to get out early , intact …
Civility , will be normalized , for I have much to
reveal of such progress , in the clearing of this
erasure of family , of ignorance , control
of a child … conscious parenting , seeing
hearing , protecting the guide , and the God
Mother connection , the union of Men who
are allowed to nurture , as testament to their
Balanced consciousness , denied in their
nature as loving compassionate creatures with
deep and worthy emotions . Hear them ..
If this consciousness is lacking it’s their revelation
and could be even more toxic .
I’m clear as to my harvest , and the effects that
will ripple , but at the end of the day , it’s over .
The past that creeps in every day , is there in each
of us , and I’m choosing the liberation of owning
my stuff , allowing influences and inducements
that created motherless children .
One voice , 1 experience shared , concluding
factually can aide 1 more , and that is enough ..