Family court judges should be allowed see the outcomes of their ruling on children

Geoffrey Shannon, Special Rapporteur on Child Protection calls for specialised court facilities for children
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Why Does He Do That ?

YOUR ABUSIVE PARTNER DOESN’T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH HIS ANGER; HE HAS A PROBLEM WITH YOUR ANGER…
One of the basic human rights he takes away from you is the right to be angry with him. No matter how badly he treats you, he believes that your voice shouldn’t rise and your blood shouldn’t boil. The privilege of rage is reserved for him alone. When your anger does jump out of you—as will happen to any abused woman from time to time—he is likely to try to jam it back down your throat as quickly as he can. Then he uses your anger against you to prove what an irrational person you are. Abuse can make you feel straitjacketed. You may develop physical or emotional reactions to swallowing your anger, such as depression, nightmares, emotional numbing, or eating and sleeping problems, which your partner may use as an excuse to belittle you further or make you feel crazy.”
― Lundy Bancroft, Why Does He Do That?: Inside the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men

Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder – Survival to Thriving

Months ago, Beloved shared the video I post within this missive that he

had come to know as he realized his own traumas , upon much life

experience intensified painful lessons . Without speaking of my breech

or his stuff , there has been silence him which is something far too many

men adapt to as conditioned toddlers , to hold in tears …be the little big

man.

Their truths this when challenged , is silence , anger , or isolation,

and this has been normalized in a male dominated world and it shows.

🤓Far past time to release a lot of ignorance and abuse of the masculine .

And consideration for our 3 sons emotional intelligence or need to love

and respect was dominated by controlling , secretive , alienating , and

discrimination ; unless someone other that immediate family was watching.

abuse was not displayed overtly socially . Of course , within his secretive

life abuse were accepted as normal, as was addiction, in a self importance

that was childish .

On occasion to acknowledge the abuse of our sons by Ex MIL …and

confirmation has brought truth..smacking in the mouth of our son?

And more ..

What must she have exhibited her son? What bonds them in such

partnership that precludes his heart participation with Beloved ?

It was determined within his family that I did not serve the pedigree

of flagrant grandiosity , which was also used to shame our sons.

Thing is , I couldn’t buy into it , the self importance of new money ,

shielding self shame , trauma, abuse perhaps.

Traumas experienced were many , with a ” runner” partner , who ghosted

me openly dismissing any side effects on 3 souls , our sons who knew

my prescribed , induced mental illness and abuse by their dad .. Ex MIL

determined that it was my Mom and Dad should take care of me in my

” mental illness ” , not her son…Yes , finally I understood her complete

MeMeMe, it’s all about me , kids are an extension of me thus mine

forever concept of parenting …

A meeting in Harper’s christening , 5 years ago, had her expecting

me to extend my hand …I waited for her Christ Consciousness to kick in

alas it did not, and looking her straight in the eye , turned to my right.

Appearing in court with “Sweetie” , seated up front in solidarity to support

her son, and shame me, I requested both females be removed from the

hearing. The last time I had to see her, in affirmation of a bond of trauma

with her only son, again affirmed as ” Sweetie” booked early this year..

I listed to a repeat of the same type insanities going on, ” Sweeties”

unworthiness , her inability to work…it again was the female who failed her

son…Judgement ..

The dynamics of a relationship with a survivor of ignored C-PTSD , with a

an empathic , compliant woman of faith, mother of his 3 sons

or a sweetheart , who met him equally , (horribly cruel and abusive to me)

on every level , saving him , making him “happy”, each left in depleted

health .. it took me years to begin to wake …I am sure Sweetie has trauma

as well, undiagnosed . Hearing her screams in April via phone

as I contracted business was confirmation and concluded and

completed my lesson in hysterical drama and anger as directed towards me

for 20 years . Abuse

Each near death, lessons completed with each other ; he

rediscovered love ….clinging to his version of truth, his creative math ,

his money, his kids….

https://youtu.be/6sbYIKC7-Tw

The trauma is a real possibility, as is high functioning Aspergers ,

Dementia …An MRI of the brain reveals more grey matter..

There are many ways to approach healing , self empowered , no meds.

A feminine view

https://youtu.be/otxAuHG9hKo

The Adverse Childhood Experiences Side Effects in 50-60 year old Adults

The responses to an open-ended online survey question were heart-wrenching.

“Those five years ruined everything. My self-identity is sad, melancholic, shy, retiring and angry… never content or at peace.”

“It has hampered me all my working life.”

“Problems with relationships with the opposite sex my whole life made me think something was wrong with me.”

“I will never know the person I could have become….”

Lasting Scars of Childhood Sexual Abuse

All of those comments were made by adult men who had experienced sexual abuse at the hands of clergy, particularly priests, when they were children. Collected as part of a 2010 survey, they illustrate the insidious harm that can follow individuals throughout their lives when they are badly hurt — physically or emotionally — as children.

A study of more than 21,000 child abuse survivors age 60 and older in Australia found they reported a greater rate of failed marriages and relationships. 

(See below for a video of one such man.)

Childhood sexual abuse is just one type of early trauma that can affect one’s life for decades — even into middle age and beyond. Research has shown that childhood trauma, ranging from parents’ divorce to alcoholism in the home, increases the odds of heart disease, stroke, depression, suicide, diabetes, lung diseases, alcoholism and liver disease later in life. It also increases risky health behaviors like smoking and having a large number of sexual partners. And it contributes to “low life potential,” according to the U.S. Centers for Disease Control. 

One more thing: those traumatized as children die earlier.

Screen Shot 2016-12-08 at 10.22.34 AMCredit: Centers for Disease Control and Prevention

Childhood Trauma: Too Much to Handle, Too Soon

From 1995 to 1997, the health maintenance organization Kaiser Permanente in California conducted a survey of more than 17,000 of its patients. 

The “Adverse Childhood Experiences” or ACE study asked respondents to indicate whether they had suffered any of the following during their childhood:

  • Emotional abuse
  • Physical abuse
  • Sexual abuse
  • Mother treated violently
  • Household substance abuse
  • Mental illness in household
  • Parental separation or divorce
  • Household member in prison

A portion of the respondents were also asked about emotional and physical neglect. The most common experience reported was physical abuse (28 percent), followed by household substance abuse (nearly 27 percent). 

The more Adverse Childhood Experiences a person reported, the higher the risk of experiencing poor psychological and physical health later.

A 2010 update found similar results.

Paralyzed with Shame

Jim McDonough, 61, was a happy, inquisitive kid who earned excellent grades and loved the outdoors. A lifelong resident of St. Paul, Minn., he joined the Boy Scouts when he was 12, attracted by the prospect of frequent camping adventures. 

But those camping trips soon became terrifying. The scoutmaster, on the pretense of separating a boisterous group, brought McDonough into his tent with him. He then sexually abused him. McDonough “froze,” he said. It happened repeatedly for four years (see the video below). 

Besides a brief mention to his wife years later, McDonough told no one.

“There’s a lot of shame with that,” McDonough said in an interview. “(I thought) no one will understand this. The shame always comes back to, ‘Was it my fault?’”

A Secret Until Age 60

Not long after the abuse started, McDonough began sneaking alcohol from his father’s liquor cabinet. He used drugs and booze for years to “kill the pain.” He married his high school sweetheart, but she could not put up with his drinking and the unpredictable bouts of rage. 

After she left and they divorced, McDonough cleaned up his act. He went through chemical abuse treatment and the couple remarried. But McDonough, who serves as an elected member of the Ramsey County Board of Commissioners, knew he still had not dealt with the deep wound of the sexual abuse.

“It takes a lot to come to terms with this,” he said. “I worked really hard on myself to be a better person, to really understand who I was.”

On his 60th birthday, McDonough held a press conference: He had filed a personal injury lawsuit against the Boy Scouts of America and the local Boy Scouts council. (A Minnesota law temporarily lifted the statute of limitations for childhood sexual abuse cases.) Coming forward was “putting the shame where it belonged,” he said.

Indeed, the ACE data found that childhood sexual abuse was reported by just 16 percent of males and 25 percent of females. Underreporting of such abuse is common.

The animation below, by Twin Cities PBS in St. Paul, Minn., illustrates the research on adverse childhood experiences.

Trauma Hard to Divulge

Adults age 50 and older are far less likely than younger people to reveal a childhood trauma of any kind, said Michael Barnes, clinical program manager at CeDAR, the Center for Dependency, Addiction, and Rehabilitation, at the University of Colorado Hospital in Aurora, Colo. 

“I think some of that is generational and the view of counseling,” he said, “and there’s a significant difference between men and women.” Women are more likely to tell others. Men are socialized to be stoic and not complain, Barnes said. He estimated that 30 to 90 percent of the patients seen at his addiction program on any given day had some sort of childhood trauma. 

Scott Easton of the Boston College School of Social Work has studied how childhood sexual abuse affects men in later life. In one study, which received a federal National Institute on Aging grant, the men who were sexually abused as kids waited an average of 21 years before they told a single person about the abuse. It took them 28 years to give a fuller account to someone else. 

“The longer they waited, the worse their mental health,” Easton said. 

Emotional Effects in Later Life

Children don’t know how to process a traumatic event or environment, experts say. Those who suffer childhood abuse or trauma often grow to distrust others, having been betrayed by the very adults who were supposed to teach, nurture and protect them, according to the Australian abuse support group Blue Knot Foundation.

A study of more than 21,000 child abuse survivors age 60 and older in Australia found they reported a greater rate of failed marriages and relationships. Abuse survivors were more likely to rate themselves “not happy at all” or “not very happy.” They attempted suicide at a rate four to five times higher than those who had not been abused.

Others with a history of child trauma may later experience problems such as these, according to experts: 

  • Anxiety 
  • Sadness and depression
  • Hypervigilance
  • Drug or alcohol abuse
  • Addiction to gambling or shopping
  • Feelings of alienation
  • Feelings of hopelessness
  • Low self-esteem
  • Adult relationships with abusers

Another common trait among trauma survivors is the need for control, Barnes said.

“Control can look one of two different ways: ‘I’m going to control everyone and everything around me, so I can feel safe,’ or ‘I’m going to withdraw from everything and control by not participating,’” Barnes said. “So for a lot of older folks, they are underemployed (or) they may work in very independent kinds of work.”

Healing Is Possible

It’s important to remember that not even adults are good at dealing with the powerlessness of traumatic events, much less children, Barnes said. 

But there are a number of therapies and tools that can help trauma survivors. Barnes has seen great strides in mindful meditation as a later-life treatment for early trauma. Dialectical behavioral therapy(DBT) techniques and cognitive behavioral therapy may also help, he said. 

Coping strategies also include taking good care of your health, seeking joyful activities and learning a new physical skill, Blue Knot Foundation says. The group also recommends learning distress tolerance(or how to soothe oneself) and arousal-reduction tools (taming anxiety and anger).

This self-help guide from the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration offers additional suggestions for dealing with trauma.

Screen Shot 2016-12-05 at 10.11.40 AMCredit: Centers for Disease Control and PreventionThis article was written with the support of a journalism fellowship from New America Media, the Gerontological Society of America and the Commonwealth Fund.

By Emily Gurnon

Emily Gurnon is the former Senior Content Editor covering health and caregiving for Next Avenue. She previously spent 20 years as a newspaper reporter in the San Francisco Bay Area and St. Paul.@EmilyGurnon

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A teacher discovers the magnitude of childhood trauma in his classroom: ACEs at Onate High School | ACEsConnection

I received the following essay from my colleague Bill Soules, PhD a week ago. Dr. Soules is a New Mexican state senator and educator—a champion working to prevent adverse childhood experiences (ACEs). I am publishing his article, a call to action, with his permission. —Dominic Cappello Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACEs), such as abuse, neglect, and witnessing experiences like parental conflict and substance abuse, have been found to have devastating effects on the future health and…
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The U.S. tried to take language on reproductive health out of a U.N. resolution to prevent violence against women – VICE News

The U.S. was the only country to vote against the language.
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