I left Baptist , after consciously making an effort to connect
and failing upon waking ; having forgotten, the failure in
actively seeking council and connection up formers exit in
98..2004. I was then aware of the power of as a Christian
mentality , that allowed more examples that did aide me for
reasons that lend towards blackmail of former..
That’s how business is done ✅, I witnessed it , and it’s
a brother/sisterhood that is motivated by power and power
is money and how that insures power ..
Um No..
I accepted the invitation of a woman in a devastatingly
shadow world who practiced SGI – Buddhism which resonated
and still does , but it also had shadow that allowed me to
step out , and own my spirituality which is ever present ,
and accepts all higher energy, as heart centered .
That needs no label, no name .
It just is.
Like me …always & forever ..
It is the choice I wished for each son..
Their own, which I heard in blame and
judgement, by a DIL who has a very strong
attachment to good cop -bad cop , control
which has not allowed bonding , nor trust .
Utilizing , emotional blackmail , children
mine or hers, is part and parcel of the side effects
of PAS , which does not exist in her world , as I
do not.. sadly the utilization of gd , has been repeated
as is true in , what cannot be denied .
My pledge to gc was sealed while under construction
and I have no intention of failing …
It’s a lovely full feeling , and seems to disturb those who
prefer to avoid the adversity , to better thwart , true surrender .
As a Christian’s existed within my youth , and were cruel
in many ways that have released , in their not knowing
their addictions, their shame , a matrix, I rejoice in escaping .
The loss, is a universal theme of abuses that defy human rights
as I now know the consciousness and truth of so many
erased families , I lend myself , knowing the side effects
hurled at me will only point out the pathogen ..
I am thankful beyond measure in acceptance .
©️ Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna


