Tag: wisdoms

Wrong Life ?

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You did not live the wrong life, friend.

You made choices, yes, the best choices you could have made at the time, the only choices that were possible for you, choiceless choices that led you willingly or unwillingly to the place where you are now.

Perhaps there was never any choice anyway.

You said yes, you said no, you said no when you meant yes and yes when you meant no.
But these were the only answers you could have given at the time, considering what you knew, where you were, what you needed; considering your genetics and the trauma you had not yet healed, the insights you had not yet had, the path you had not yet trodden on your way to your deepest self.

You did not live the wrong life.

You can look back and say you lived the wrong life.
But these are only thoughts
and you did not live the wrong life.

For you are here. Your breath is rising and falling, right on cue.
The sun is rising in the sky and the leaves are falling from the trees.
Your mind is full of the thoughts that must be thought now.
Your body holds the feelings that you must feel now.
Sounds you must hear, longings you must turn towards.
Regrets you must illuminate, fears you must smile at.
Or not.

And every choice, every missed opportunity, every right path that turned out to be the wrong path, every bridge burned or connection made, every loss and every gain, every moment of doubt, inaction, courage, joy, every depression and every moment of unbridled ecstasy, led you right here.

Here. Now. A new beginning.
A new chance to live. To love.
To make amends, or not.
To laugh or cry at the world and your place in it.

To fall to your knees in awe and humility.

The cosmos does not make mistakes,
even when it does.

You did not live the wrong life, friend,
because life did not live
the wrong You.

  • Jeff Foster

Narcissist- Paranormal-Spell Casters

This is an experience of another that addresses the spell work of the Narcissist.

The Secret Society of Masons are known for this as well as many religions

Unfortunately many have no real idea of how to cast spells and are in denial of the boomerang effect that can and does come back to haunt them .

I’ve been accused of blackmail in trying to legally and financially matters cleared ; because there is always denial and deception as part of the characteristics is to believe in the lie .

I do not miss one bit of his depressive , disturbing and distorted energy that along with neglect drained me and my chi .

He has stressed this monster 👺 is me and our sons have adapted to that shadow world of trauma bond and drama .

It will be resolved if just to cut the cords of trauma bond with regards to me but their’s to heal or not .

I’ve been liberated spiritually and mentally and emotionally and need not allow abusive relationships in my life .

Her story :

I brought up todays topic about Narcissists and the Paranormal because I think it is very important. Because when you experience someting like this, you will believe you have lost your mind. It already makes you crazy being in a relationship with a narcissist but add some paranormal activity to the mix and it can push you over the edge.
My experience started with a phone call, on a phone with a complete charge, And for some reason the battery drained in a couple minutes. I really can’t remember what was said but we were talking alone the lines of tarot cards and doing a reading for this person. It was The start of an online relationship with a guy who lived in Cancun, Mexico That lasted 5 years. He is a raging Sociopath, which I of course had no clue of. Nyways we really connected and started talking every day, all day long. A few months after meeting and learning more about him some strange things started happening arund my home. I don’t really know how to explain this but…. when the sun would set my home would take on a totally different vibe. Dark vibe, you could feel it. It was like something was in the air, is the only way I know how to explain it. Then strange things would happen. Things would be moved around, strange noises etc. My room mate worked second shift, (she was also a Sociopath, but I didn’t know this yet.) So i started becoming very afraid and if you know anything about spirits they feed on your fear.
I’m not going to go into specifics about what happened, I just sound crazy, but the reason im telling you all this is because for me, I believe there is a huge connection between paranormal occurrences and Narcissism.
The end of my story is the Narcissistic spiritual guru dumped me and broke my heart and I believe cast a nasty spell on me. Which played out into the scariest time of my life and what broke me so deeply that I started this group.

Personality Type

Most of this is right but I don’t seek the approval nor attention of others ; I just AM💯

I used to get embarrassed, I used to get sexually harassed but that’s been long gone .

Not everybody likes me , not everybody cares but I learned long ago , if just one person heard me ; if I made a difference in 1 person’s life especially in my work effort , that’d be a good thing.

I’ve very happy with that part of my life and my foundation will balance out the unsteady parts ; home -my home 💝 after years of ” shaky ground ” will never be taken for granted .

www.verywellmind.com/enfp-an-overview-of-the-champion-personality-type-2795980

Past Life Healer

Carole Carbone was a major contributor to my healing and I am certified through her as an Intuitive Healer ; I didn’t feel Psychic Healer would be welcomed on a business card in Virginia , lol

We had several years together and moving and money matters nipped our sessions but I highly recommend this lady who encouraged me to accept myself and my gifts .

She allowed me to ask the questions and answer them myself . She was very proud of my progress and complimented me highly on my perceptions!

Ex called me asking for her contact information and I discussed it with her and she said there was no way she’d discuss anything about me with him ; far too much abuse and trauma in the past .

I plan to contact her soon and that’s my gift to myself ❤️💯🎁

http://www.drcarolecarbone.com/

Carole Carbone is also on Facebook

Winter Solstice

“Winter Solstice has been celebrated as the birth of the God, and in Christian tradition as the birth of the Saviour. But there are deeper ways of understanding what is being born: that is, who or what the “saviour” is. In the Gospel of Thomas – which was not selected for biblical canon – it says: “If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you.” This then may be the Divine Child – the “Saviour” – the new Being forming in the Cosmogonic Womb, who will be born. We celebrate the birth of the new Being, which/who is always beyond us, beyond our knowing … yet is within us, burgeoning within us – and within Gaia. What will save us is already present within – forming within us.

Birthing is not often an easy process – for the birthgiver nor for the birthed one: It is a shamanic act requiring strength of bodymind, attention and focus of the mother, and courage to be of the new young one. Birthgiving is the original place of “heroics” … many cultures of the world have never forgotten that: Perhaps therefore better termed as “heraics”. Patriarchal adaptations of the story of this Seasonal Moment usually miss the Creative Act of birthgiving completely – pre-occupied as they often are with the “virgin” nature of the Mother being interpreted as an “intact hymen”, and the focus being the Child as “saviour”: Even the Mother gazes at the Child in Christian icons, while in more ancient images Her eyes are direct and expressive of Her integrity as Creator. In Earth-based religious practice, the ubiquitous icon of Mother and Child – Creator and Created – expresses something essential about the Universe itself … the “motherhood” we are all born within. It expresses the essential Communion experience that this Cosmos is, the innate and holy Care that it takes, and the reciprocal nature of it.”

-Glenys Livingstone, PhD,, PaGaian Cosmology: Re-inventing Earth-based Goddess Religion, excerpted in Songs of Solstice: Goddess Carols

Art: “Tlazolteotl” by Hallie Iglehart Austen, from her book, The Heart of the Goddess: Art, Myth and Meditations of the World’s Sacred Feminine, also shared in Songs of Solstice