
Trauma Responses


Supported by family and the law , 4 decades of financial
abuse …
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I am receiving profound visions of what is happening now, and in this so deeply touched, that all this information needs to just sink, and gain inner sight, before I can share this with you.All I can say is that what is now happening goes beyond anything we, as human beings, ever experienced.For the Omni Verse is a spiral, and there are many tiers to this spiral. Once descends down the spiral in order to incarnate on planet earth. Then one needs go up the spiral, to reenter the True Omniversal State again. Each tier of the spiral has a different level of dimensional frequency. When one hits the next tier, there needs to be a trememdous burst of energy in order break through to the next tier. Indeed, then powerful portals or gates open and thus all is transformed and transfigured, which was in the lower dimensional state, and thus assumes a much higher vibrational frequency existence and form.This is what is now happening.Yet, what is more – I reported that the Shofar had sounded, that the Trumpets then sounded, now something completely new is in the offing which is so profound, that I have no words for it. All I can say, is the indeed, the greatest of prophesies of all time will be fulfilled and are being fulfilled.I have tears in awe and wonder as I write this.More I cannot say – for words fail me.I have been lifted into the highest realms to be shown this vision, and it from there that human words just are not sufficient. For all is energy and energetic.You will feel this intensely when you read this.Allow yourself to be lifted beyond all you have ever known before, into the totally new and, as yet unknown.
Judith Kuselhttp://www.judithkusel.com
Photo Credit: Daniel B. Holeman

”In the very beginning of her life, the girl-child has direct access to the spirit of life. It is as near to her as the breath that fills her. And it connects her to everything. She is not alone. Her spirit is one with the spirit of her beloved grandmother, her favorite rock, tree, and star. She develops her own methods for contacting the spirit in all things.
She climbs a tree and sits in its branches, listening. She loves the woods and listens there too. She has a special friend—a rock. She gives it a name and eats her lunch with it whenever she can. She keeps the window open next to her bed even on the coldest of nights. She loves the fresh air on her face. She pulls the covers tight around her chin and listens to the mysterious night sky.
She believes that her grandmother is present even though everyone else says she is dead. Each night, she drapes the curtain over her shoulders for privacy, looks out the window near her bed, listens for Grandma and then says silent prayers to her.
Her imagination is free for a time. She does not need priest or teacher to describe god to her. Spirit erupts spontaneously in colorful and unique expressions. God is Grandma, the twinkling evening star, the gentle breeze that washes across her face, the peaceful quiet darkness after everyone has fallen asleep, and all the colors of the rainbow. And because she is a girl, her experience and expression of spirit is uniquely feminine. The spirit of the universe pulsates through her. She is full of herself.
Eventually the girl-child will turn away from the Spirit-filled One. Her original spirituality will become confined within the acceptable lines of religion. She will be taught the right way to imagine and name god. “He” will be mediated to her through words, images, stories, and myths shaped, written, and spoken by men. She will adopt the god she is given. It is too dangerous to rebel. If she dares to venture out of the lines by communing with the spirit of a tree, the mysterious night sky, or her grandma, she will be labeled heretic, backslide, or witch. She is told:
Prideful One, your grandma is not god; neither is your favorite star or rock. God has only one name and face. You shall have no gods before him. God is Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. He is found in the church, heavens, and holy book, not in you. God is the god of the fathers and sons; the daughters have no say in the matter. As it was in the beginning, it is now and ever shall be.
The Spirit-Filled One falls asleep. Occasionally she awakens to remind the girl-childturned-woman of what she once knew. These periodic reminders are painful. The woman fills her life with distractions so she will not hear the quiet inner voice, calling her to return home. Years later, new teachers enter the woman’s life—a therapist, a self-help group, a support circle, a beloved friend, or perhaps this workbook. They remind her of what she once knew:
Spirit-filled One, your grandma is god and so are your favorite star and rock. God has many names and many faces. God is Mother, Daughter, and Wise Old Crone. She is found in your mothers, in your daughters, and in you. She is Mother of all Living and blessed are her daughters. You are girl-woman made in her image. The spirit of the universe pulsates through you.” -Patricia Lynn Reilly, A Deeper Wisdom, The 12 Steps from a Woman’s Perspective
Painting by Helena Nelson Reed
The knowing, not knowing began with my awakening
from the density and oppression of induced mental
illness , that much of what this man discusses is reality
for me .
Therefore it is with great pleasure and strengthened
faith that I now have a lovely home in the mountains
as has been my dream , my soul for decades …in this
life . All that’s connected with this house divinity are
bringing Heaven to earth , which is the foundation
peace of a stable home life .. a gated community reduces
drop ins and drive by as the beauty blesses me each day.
Life is not perfection , as the mountains rest , the
stark baren trees , certainly shadow, but do allow the
Sun shine and light abounds which i am grateful for .
I have been here since Dec 1st , and a few days ago I
felt a variance in my body that was improvement .
I am working hard, very slowly unpacking, packing up
things to give away and settling in…The bulk of my
things are not here , and so its been nice having the
time to be slow ..
This is rather therapeutic, and grounding as I do chores
and get my home in alignment.
Letting go , all but business to conclude , I look towards
Spring and growing , as I create my new life, using the
discernment that with my heart and head have held
me through many life lessons , many adverse that I may
know better and do better . With these experiences
research and education , I can aide in the process of
families , in particular the child ..
Blessings & Peace

Today is the first day of a very strong energetic portal that is opening up from now until Solstice (21st December). As of this moment it is very important to remain centered. There is a lot happening in the world that is out of our control, yet the one thing we can control is the reaction to what seems chaotic.
If you have lost connection with your daily practice, or even if you have no practice at all… now is the perfect time to meditate, move, connect to all that is divine and most importantly share your love with the world.
Just a few minutes of consciously sending love and blessings to the world goes so far in shifting the vibration of your internal world, and this in turn reflects onto the outer world.
The planet has reached a critical mass of awakening, and thanks to all that have been doing the deep inner work, the external world is changing. Sometimes change doesn’t flow in the way that we think is ideal, but the world works in mysterious ways and this mystery is now playing out on a global scale.
That which appears to be a tragedy, is often a blessing in disguise, so look for the silver lining in everything.
Things are changing! And if each of us can continue to share love with the world in the face of all adversity, the world will reflect this love back to us. Shadows only remain shadows when they are hidden and now is the time to let all the shadows out into the open to be transmuted into the highest love.
P.S. On the 19th of last month, we were blessed with a divine child. We birthed Rose at home in our bath tub, just the 2 of us unassisted without any medical intervention. This was a really beautiful and somewhat intense experience, and we will be sharing this story with you in the next message.
Luke Miller
Artist Rob Rey