Endings

I did have highlights , but the recoil of 2 living situations that did not ” help ” but hindered my growth in healing physically, enjoying more time outs .Balancing out my world . I managed despite conflicts that have made every effort to halt progress …rather digression , projected blame and rage as the lower selves joined in every effort to prevent exorcism and change ; displacement, remaining as is Distorted and heavy with the burden .

I am grateful for foods donated locally and heavy at years end !

Cash and gas ⛽are not presently forthcoming , and I’m allowing that flow , utilizing my quite time , and the basic cooking plan that challenging without my kitchen ware ..spices etc .

As the current situation has been chronic and awareness of why that has been controlled and judged guilty , inferior and a waste of air space by a man in Distortions that contributed to the severance of any healthy relationship of balance with HIS kids .

He’s justified in contracts that disadvantage me of income after creating a divorce that allowed his control of my finances. This has been breached, in a continuation of his WAR .

I have survived against his many and varied efforts , denied truths and shuns any response or responsibility for truthfully parenting in the best interest of our sons , physical and mental health .

Realizing that, repeatedly cost me faith in myself for having misjudged the character of the father of our sons . I has begun to forgive myself , when I began to study and accept NPD as reality ..I tried on that shadow personally , and it nearly took me out .

I love each son forever & always and pray for their liberation of parenting and elders who disadvantaged them , in ways that had bound them in secrets and trauma .

Never to conceal ?

Never to reveal?

Never to heal a scared bond ?

Transformations are a

reality .Recent events denote

imbalances and continued

rejection of positive flow , so

I am focused on getting my

” house ” in order .

Resting & Rejuvenation despite

Challenges …

Blessings & Peace

All the Best in 2022!

Dona Luna

Shared her RX history , now clear ..

I am rx drug free now. I am not an addict even though i

was in withdrawal for the last 4 years. I was a patient

with PTSD who took the medications prescribed to me. I

was patient long enough.  Below are the exact drugs i

can clearly recall that were administered to

me … AmbienAtivanBusparCymbaltaDepakoteAntabuse

EffexorLexaproLunestaProzacHaldolInvegaKlonopin

LamictalLexaproLithiumNeurontin/gabapentin

PaxilPristiqInvegaTrazadoneValiumWellbutrinZoloft

Torodal

ZanaflexFlexerilAlbuterolLevothyroxineVicodinTylenol

3MorphineFentanylAllopurinolPPI’sStatinsSteroids

Cortisol injectionsBeta blocker

ClindamycinPenicillinZpacks–


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