Tag: Health
Loneliness
George Orwell once said: The most terrible loneliness is not the kind that comes from being alone, but the kind that comes from being misunderstood; the loneliness of standing in a crowded room, surrounded by people who do not see you, who do not hear you, who do not know the true essence of who you are. And in that loneliness, you feel as though you are fading, disappearing into the background, until you are nothing more than a ghost, a shadow of your former self.
It’s that soul-deep ache of being surrounded by people—friends, family, colleagues—yet feeling completely invisible. You may smile, nod, and go through the motions, but inside, you feel a sense of isolation that words can’t fully capture. You feel as though no one truly gets you, as if the truest parts of you are hidden, left unrecognized, while the world only acknowledges the version of you that fits in.
This kind of loneliness hits hard because it isn’t about the absence of people; it’s about the absence of connection. You crave to be seen for who you really are, to have someone understand your soul’s language, your quirks, your dreams, and the complexities of your heart. But when you’re misunderstood, it feels as if there’s an unbridgeable gap between your inner world and the outside one. It’s like standing behind a glass wall, desperately hoping someone will look through and truly *see* you, only to realize they’re gazing right past you.
In that space of feeling unknown, you start to question yourself. You wonder if you should change, if you should become what the world expects or desires, just to feel a hint of acceptance. But even then, the loneliness doesn’t vanish; it only grows. Because the deeper tragedy is the slow fading of your own essence, the parts of you that you start to hide or let go of, simply to belong. You become a shadow, a ghost of the vibrant self you once were, drifting silently, holding onto the hope that one day, someone might understand.
What makes this kind of loneliness so painful is that it’s not just the longing to be loved—it’s the longing to be known, and loved *for* being known. For someone to look at the parts of you that are messy, complicated, and even broken, and to say, “I see you. I understand. And I’m here.” It’s the yearning for someone to hear your heart’s quietest whispers and to feel the depths of your soul without judgment or expectation.
Yet, even in that terrible loneliness, there’s a quiet strength. There’s a resilience in holding onto your essence, even when it feels invisible. There’s courage in keeping your light alive, in refusing to let the world’s misunderstanding extinguish the fire within you. You may feel unseen, but the truth is, your uniqueness, your complexity, is what makes you extraordinary. Somewhere, someone will value that. And until then, you can value that.
Sometimes, the journey through being misunderstood leads to a deeper understanding of yourself. It teaches you to embrace who you are, even if the world isn’t ready to. It invites you to find peace in your own company, to nurture the parts of yourself that feel lonely and unacknowledged. And, in time, you may discover that the right connections—the ones that see you, hear you, and know you—come when you least expect them.
So, hold on. Keep your essence alive. Refuse to become a shadow, even if that means standing alone for a while. Your true self deserves to be celebrated, and though the wait may feel long, the beauty of being fully known is worth every moment. Your people—the ones who truly understand your soul—are out there, and when they find you, the terrible loneliness will start to fade. You’ll realize that your essence was never meant to be hidden. It was always meant to shine.
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What would it mean to you to feel truly known and understood by someone?
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1959 Controlling weather
Covert effort to disconnect the soul of human beings
What it does : Pineal Gland / 3rd eye
https://www.facebook.com/share/r/UvwH3YakeSUs9CAj/?mibextid=uSdriS
Effort to control or kill the Pineal Gland
Snake venom : Turbo cancer
Took this for 4 days with horrid side effects , including bleeding from my colon
Emergency surgery found an abscess from this bleeding in 2016
14 lymph nodes were removed , 1 was stage 3
Bingo
Nameless Dead Ascend/ Mad in America
Poem of the Week: “When the Lunatics Arise” by Bonnie Schell
Excerpt:
The nameless dead ascend, limp forward then soar, breaking through the thin clouds.
They rise, shouting their full names into the skies.
And drift from numbered body to body whispering, “It is safe. It is safe.”
Shackled, sterilized, lobotomized, now upright the strangers stand, meet and greet their peers
From across the land – 300,000 acres – of public asylums and state hospitals.
From deep valleys they arise, levitating above the priests with their liturgies of exorcism,
And the doctors with their Diagnostic and Statistical Manuals.
They run up the hills and are not weary. They fly and do not tire or fall.
Look up! Open your SUV and condo windows. Crook your neck and see!
All the shunned ones, missing from scrapbooks, removed from Ancestry trees,
All the ones who swallowed secrets, stuttered, became silent
All the ones never invited to the weddings, graduations, birthdays, bar mitzvahs, and death beds, Deprived of connection, now say “Hello you.”
Read the full poem here: https://www.madinamerica.com/2024/10/when-lunatics-arise-bonnie-schell/

They are lying to you -RFK jr / vaccines
Depression Truths – Gabor Mate’
Journey of Blessed change is near
The acceleration may feel overwhelming, exhausting, and profoundly beautiful all at once. The presence of new plasma in our Solar neighborhood is escalating shifts in our consciousness, DNA, bodies, minds, emotions, nervous system, and lightbody.
Gaia’s fields continue to build more plasma intelligence. With linear eyes it looks like radiation. From the Higher Realm perspective, we are bathed in a profound New Liquid Light of Cosmic Mother Plasma. Gaia is a Cosmic womb of Golden-Crystalline plasma, and we are birthing new consciousness and Presence in this Sacred space.
External events accelerate, providing more Planetary, Solar, Cosmic and collective shifts more often. This acceleration is reflected within; more changes in our bodies and consciousness, more often.
Keeping up can feel like a full time occupation as the presence of Love and the I AM Presence overwhelm our fields, DNA, and hearts.
Why does it feel so surreal, and why are so many challenged by the intensity?
First, embrace that it is never one cause. Don’t limit your mind or heart to duality, choosing good or bad, this or that. We embrace multidimensional, multi-realm perception as we ascend. Viewing the energies or external events as positive or negative, is the old paradigm.
Expand the Heart and mind to Oneness. Everything has multiple causes; multiple synchronizations are happening at once. This becomes very evident during the accelerated dissolvement of time, magnetic shifts, activation of plasma, and collapse of the old realms.
As always, self-evaluate for what is applicable to your personal journey. These realms are one big Mystery School in this Now. Rewards come from persistence, patience, practice, and the pursuit of Love.
These are the most prominent experiences in this Now (not a symptoms list.) Take comfort in knowing that it is collective. You are not alone.
Widespread Ascension Experiences and Practices for Relief
Cosmic Mother Plasma: Overwhelming Love
A brand-new level of LoveLight Intelligence is in the field and penetrating our consciousness as well as our bodies. Mother Plasma is the key to shifting realms. When combined with magnetic fluctuations and new harmonics emanating from Gaia and Solaris, it feels intense.
The truth of Love, as a pure expression of Source, is amplifying through this new plasma. The sensation of this Love flowing in our Crystalline DNA, Kryst Hearts, and bodies feels overwhelming.
Open conduits can be suddenly flooded with Cosmic Mother compassion, Love, Gratitude, and Grace. The presence of Divine Love, the highest truth, is gaining strength in these realms. It’s a beautiful experience, however it requires surrender, weeping, honoring, and rest. This becomes consistent for open conduits of the I AM Presence. We become One with Love as the highest Truth.
This is why the foundation of your Ascension must be built on the Divine qualities of Love, in order to provide stability through the most challenging transformation phases or Ascension.
Learn about Mother Plasma – video link below.
Fluctuating Emotions and Sensitivities
When the magnetic fields are in flux, it directly affects our personal magnetic fields. Emotions and Mind are susceptible to these fluctuations, and we may feel many emotions at once. This is why the Higher Realms warned of psychological and emotional disorders during this phase. Emotional clearing was a vital early step in our process, and now we see why.
Feelings may rise and fall like the magnetic waves. We may feel confident, overwhelmed, fatigued, inspired, grateful, expanded, floaty, ready to exit, enfolded in grace, flowing with pure Love … all in one day. Often simultaneously.
Much of this is to learn multidimensional expression; the ability to be Presence in multiple realities at once – and stay aligned in the Heart Center.
Feeling the entirety in one vessel takes some practice. Release in the moment, flow the energy with movement, and embrace patience.
Most importantly, don’t embody the external. Don’t embody collective fears and anxieties. This is something to practice moment by moment. Clear and release with the Kryst Light. Practice Divine Neutrality. Witness, hold compassion, be Love, honor all expressions. Master sovereignty in Unity consciousness, as Source Presence.
Exhaustion
Yes, you may feel profound love and Presence, and exhausted at the same time. Nearly everyone has felt this in the last year, and some are concerned that it isn’t going away. While it typically isn’t every day, every moment, it is part of our lives now.
Magnetic fluctuations, strong cosmic energies, and new plasma are constantly shifting and influencing our fields. Acceleration means just that; more changes, more waves, more often.
Just as the thinning magnetic field makes the planet more vulnerable, the same thing is happening to our own bodies and consciousness. We become more vulnerable and more sensitive to the field and new light dynamics, cosmic forces, and Ascension itself. And we need more rest, real rest, for those deep changes to occur.
Remember we have not experienced planetary, physical, and spiritual Ascension as a collective before. Creating a new path is an experiment, as well as an experience.
This is where your wisdom and patience step forth. This is teaching us how to be responsible creators in the moment, and hold our hearts and journey in Source Love, as Source Love.
Respecting life force and your unique journey is a key to Ascension. When the exhaustion, fatigue, or expansion makes you want to threaten the Universe to dis-incarnate if it doesn’t improve soon, take a breath. Lay outside. Feel your true heart. Remember who you are, and shift to gratitude for the experience.
While there is no date when everyone will miraculously feel better, the exhaustion is not forever. Huge changes are happening in the field right Now to support our process. Manage your moments with Grace.
Cosmic Pressure
Magnetic field collapse creates waves of pressure. Proton elevation can also make us feel pressurized, exhausted, and emotional. We’re still studying the effects of these random proton storms. Pay attention to this chart.
Remedies and Support
This passage forces us to be present, to be Love, to access stillness, and witness our own transformation. As we get used to the surreal out-of-realm flow of pure Love and Unity Consciousness, we support our bodies as best we can. Symptom relief basics still apply; here are some suggestions for the Now.
Create genuine rest: Turn everything off and rest. Limit EMF exposure. We become more sensitive in this process. If you hold your phone often, it is literally fraying your DNA and depleting your energy fields. Computer radiation and wifi are also draining. If this is a necessary part of your life, clear your fields and recover often. Unplug and rest in nature. Earthing helps. Screen fasting is restorative.
Hydration: Plasma integration requires more water in the body. Solar activity and magnetic shifts cause dehydration. It can make you feel more tired, and decay your lightbody. Drink pure water, charged however you prefer, with the purest Sea/Ocean Salt you can find.
SUN gazing and bathing: Solaris is providing nutrients, activation of new glands, and lightbody upgrades to support these influxes. Lessen exposure when the SUN feels too intense. Weather, schedule, or mobility are not obstacles. Cosmic rays penetrate homes, walls … everything, all the time. You cannot hide from it, best to use what is available to keep up.
Shed old Coping Habits: Don’t make it worse by repeating coping mechanisms from the old self, or habits that do not provide more energy, joy, or stability. You’ll feel lost, frustrated or listless if you loop in what no longer serves.
Fasting: Classic water fasting (just water) for a day or three helps the body and DNA catch up to the energies. Screen/Tech/Social Media fasting and silence restore the Heart. Adjust for your journey and health.
Learn something new: Creativity is soul helpful. Play to encourage the brain to be more pliable. Be of service.
Access Zero Point: Meditation is a primary tool for healing and supporting the entire body-mind-emotion-spirit complex. Meditation recalibrates us to our natural state, and creates unwavering inner peace, with practice. Brief visits to Zero Point rejuvenate us. Even a few heart-centered breaths may calm overstimulated nervous systems.
Keep your sense of humor and lightness as these moments unfold. Simplicity and Unity are treasures in this Now. We are capable, adaptable BEings of LoveLight Intelligence.
Sending everyone Infinite LoveLight for highest outcomes of peace, unity, and freedom. See you in the field ~ Let us show HUmanity what is possible with Ascension!
In Love, Light and Service,
Sandra Walter ❤️

Solarized Water
I have or had info on using different colors of bottles , giving different results for this .
SOLARIZED WATER WITH SOLAR ENERGY TO GET SOLAR PHOTONS INTO CELLS.
How to prepare: Use a dark blue bottle as much as possible, it can be lighter in color, fill it with tap water put it in the sun for about an hour uncovered or more.
What happens when we put the bottle in the sun..? The sun’s rays have infrared rays that penetrate the glass and heat the water molecules, causing the molecules to activate.
This in homeopathy is called “Dynamics the water” and thus it comes to life.
It is an ultraviolet flash, which sterilizes the water by eliminating any kind of bacteria, and if it remains uncovered, it will also eliminate the chlorine, which through chemical action turns into gas and is brought to the surface. But the most amazing effect is what happens when the sun’s rays penetrate a dark blue glass:
Physicist Lord Kelvin, in 1848, described the method of determining the temperature of light. Establishing that all light has a degree of color temperature, for example light from a light bulb is between 2,000 and 2,500 degrees Kelvin, an halogen light between 3,000 and 3,800 Ky, and at noon on a sunny day we encounter 5,000 and 5,500 degrees Kelvin.
But what happens when the sun’s rays penetrate a dark, crystal blue?… The 5,500 degrees kelvin turns into 7,000 Ki… And when the Earth was 7,000K?… At the time of creation, so water regains the memory.
Do you think our bodies don’t recognize that? Everything that exists in us, already existed. Then the water not only becomes energetic, loses bacteria, eliminates chlorine, but also restores the memory of what it was doing at the time of creation.
To enhance this beneficial effect on the body, place inside the bottle a white quartz, previously cleansed and energized by the sun with health in tension and personal harmony.
Solarized or photonized water.
Sergio Montera ☀

