All that you have is your Soul , Tracy Chapman

As the wind blows harshly, and bitter cold sits in,

a fragment of me lost , leaves much in tact ..

and new beginnings await .

The truths with , I own, Tracy tunes in to a few of em.

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Peace

Dark Nights of Souls , has released tears with more to

come before I wake.

Laughing / Crying , ’tis the same release… Aware that the tears

and emptiness, signal an end to old energies , and a new

beginning , as I fill in my next ” stage ” or cycle..

I have succeeded in ways, and failed in others , and so emptied

out , my body tested , and weary , I retreat to my dreams which

never fail to lift me up…

Bottom line is returning ” home” with your heart as boss,

owning the balance that gives and takes .

Thy Will Be Done

#ForeverAndEver

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How Drum Circles Can Improve, if Not Cure, Your Depression | Psychology Today

Looking forward to learning drumming , it’s chill and creating

participating in music is very uplifting .. I am also giving music

instruments to children, which I feel is a very good thing .

Have you ever wondered how people used to treat depression before prescription medications were invented?
โ€” Read on www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/ending-addiction-good/201609/how-drum-circles-can-improve-if-not-cure-your-depression

Free Falling : Tom Petty ..

Life after , can feel like free falling , delicious

in an escape .. truth , my truth , was the

catalyst , the result was , being ” caught ”

as never before …

Admit to fear, and pushers of shadow and doubt

however , I have passed a fair amount of test,

enough so, I’m in a place , a state of calm .

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Candle In Wind

So many of our 70’s reality was loosing friends , later the

Beloveds who were so traumatized, addicted , or tortured

as Lady Di was , in the cultural suicide of prescription drugs

and judgement in family that legally ripped apart families

and medicating trauma ..

My 1sr Elton John album , was around 19 ish, smoking , and

lying buzzed on the floor , with the ex of my soul mate lover

and her best friend and mine Lou , with hair of silken gold

she stood beside me as I married , to break the soul mate

connection…lasted 2/3 weeks …he required a ” keeper/slave”.

It is always with recall of the 2 bright lights who lost their

lives , never being known in their fullness , until after death.

How very sad a legacy for Di’s sons ..and grandchildren .

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Where have You Been ?

Paired with the Notebook …A Star Is Born, Out

Of Africa…

The essence never leaves one’s soul of a Beloved

as the forward movement may be but delayed .

Patience is Prayer , as Divinity speaks of forgiveness

in a grand Unification, the Union of Souls

who join in a mission …ordained lifetimes

and many lessons ago…

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Standing Knee Deep in River , Dying of Thirst

This beautiful 80’s song , haunted me

not being enough, I failed , as Kathy sings

in my unknowing ..

I wept as I listened , for ” her” , myself at that

time in comradely that I can still relate to in

council …It’s a true transformation of Joy

to know how to plant seeds that begin trans

formations, that soul calls me in form.

#3 The Bridge , also has shadow …That shadow

has been teaching me the vital need to balance

ground and nurture myself , at this time

as well as council within boundaries that

are a liberating and uniting and loving .

It is my belief that many , are experiencing

a return to love ๐Ÿ’•, within, without in solidarity

as Soldiers of Love.

As no less than modern day disciples, and we

are weary , but victorious .

My next post is celebratory , and sung by the

same artist ..

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