Yea. I got little respect or acknowledgment for being a stay at home Mom , who had a partner who was not interested ; far too busy to partner or parent
Tag: consciousness
Pisces North Node & Cancer Full Moon
This is huge 💯🤩
Mind control – hacking via gene altering tools
I’m going to use nicotine patches to rid the spike proteins from shedders and the swab test in ER
Transformation- Cancer Full Moon 1-13
EMOTIONAL TIDES ✨ RIDING THE WAVES OF THE JANUARY FULL MOON AND THE 1:11:9 PORTAL ✨ JANUARY 11, 2025
Dear friends, today January 11 2025 (1:11:9) marks the climax of the energetic intensity of these first 11 days of the year. Those of you who are energy sensitives may be feeling the energetic pressure in the air and within yourselves. At the same time, the initial waves of the upcoming full moon are beginning to arrive, adding an extra layer of intensity.
The first Full Moon of the year, occurring on Monday January 13th in the nurturing and emotional sign of Cancer, brings a profound emphasis on family, roots, and inner world. As we bask in the silvery light of this lunar event, we’re invited to dive deeper into the emotional realms, exploring the intricacies of our hearts and the depths of our souls.
This Full Moon follows closely on the heels of the 1:11:9 portal, a potent gateway that activated our DNA, expanded our consciousness, and connected us with the universal frequencies of the new 2025 year. As we navigate this portal, we may have experienced a sense of awakening, as if our cells were being rewritten with new, higher codes. The Cancer Full Moon now offers us an opportunity to integrate these energies, to embody the shifts that have taken place within us, and to nurture our emotional bodies as we continue on our journey.
The first 11 days of the year, which began on January 1st, have been a potent time for setting intentions, planting seeds, and laying the groundwork for the year ahead. This Cancer Full Moon marks a critical turning point in this process, illuminating the emotional underpinnings of our desires and intentions. As we connect with the energies of this Full Moon, we’re invited to reflect on the intentions we’ve set, to nurture the emotional roots of our desires, and to make any necessary adjustments to ensure that our intentions are aligned with our deepest emotional truths.
As the Moon reaches its fullest point, it shines a light on our emotional landscapes, illuminating our deepest desires, needs, and vulnerabilities. This is a time to tune into our intuition, to listen to our emotional whispers, and to honor our feelings. We’re encouraged to create a sense of safety and security within ourselves, allowing us to feel grounded and supported as we navigate the complexities of our emotional realms.
The Cancer Full Moon also stirs up memories, emotions, or unresolved issues related to our family dynamics, cultural heritage, or ancestral lineage. As we connect with these energies, we may find ourselves reflecting on our roots, acknowledging the ways in which our ancestors and family members have shaped us, and honoring the traditions and cultural practices that have been passed down through generations.
To harness the energies of this Full Moon, take a moment to sit in stillness, breathing deeply as you connect with your emotional body. Allow yourself to feel, process, and release any emotions that arise, engaging in creative expression, journaling, or talking to a trusted friend or therapist to facilitate emotional release. As you nurture your emotional body, remember to honor your physical body as well, engaging in self-care practices that promote relaxation, comfort, and rejuvenation.
If you feel guided, you may work with the “Full Moon” activation in the 3D to 5D Activations Library. This transmission will attune your emotional energy fields to the full moon energies on the days before, during, and after the event. It will assist you with the processing, releasing, and final closure of emotional issues that may be requiring some extra help as we approach the end of this year:
As we weave together the energies of the 1:11:9 portal, the first 11 days of the year, and the Cancer Full Moon, we are creating a powerful tapestry of transformation, one that honors our emotional depths, nurtures our inner worlds, and connects us with the universe. By embracing these energies, we’ll be able to integrate the shifts that have taken place within us, embodying a more compassionate, intuitive, and emotionally resilient version of ourselves. Have a peaceful weekend, much love 💖
WE ARE ONE ♡
Diego E. Berman 2025Ⓒ
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Nudging
“If my energy doesn’t wake you up,
I’m not for you.
If my mind doesn’t inspire you,
don’t force the connection.
If my thought doesn’t make you think deeper,
it’s no point in keeping me in mind.
If my passion doesn’t move you,
then you better change your direction.
If my presence doesn’t help you evolve,
my absence certainly will.
If my love doesn’t open your heart permanently, another love will.
Go and find what vibrates your being,
don’t even stop to look behind you.
One of the greatest acts of love is letting go.
The vibration doesn’t lie.
Trust your process. ”
🤍
Alejandro Jodorowsky

Real Relationships
A real relationship is not made of flawless perfection. It’s made of two imperfect souls who refuse to let go of each other, no matter how rough the road gets.
In a world where giving up has become the easy way out, real love is a quiet rebellion. It’s the whispered promise of two hearts that say, “We’re in this together, always.”
It’s waking up on bad days and choosing love, even when it feels hard to find.
It’s fighting battles side by side, rather than against each other.
It’s understanding that arguments are not signs of a failing love, but proof of two people who care enough to fight for it.
A real relationship isn’t about perfection:
It’s about messy moments that turn into cherished memories.
It’s about misunderstandings that teach you to communicate better.
It’s about flaws that make you human and love that makes you extraordinary.
You’ll see the worst in each other and still choose to stay.
You’ll witness the tears, the anger, the doubts—and still believe in “us.”
You’ll learn to forgive more than you judge, to hold on tighter when life tries to pull you apart.
Real love is a choice, made every single day.
When pride tempts you to walk away, you choose patience.
When distance creates silence, you choose connection.
When the storms of life rage, you choose to shelter each other instead of letting the rain drown you both.
A real relationship isn’t fairy-tale perfect.
It’s raw. It’s unfiltered. It’s filled with both joy and pain.
But that’s what makes it beautiful. That’s what makes it real.
Because at the end of the day, love isn’t about finding someone who makes life easy. It’s about finding someone who makes life worth it and never giving up on them, no matter how imperfect they or the journey may be.
Here’s to the real relationships. To the imperfect souls creating perfect love stories, one day at a time.
– Unknown

Counting
I counted my years
and realized that I have
Less time to live by,
Than I have lived so far.
I feel like a child who won a pack of candies: at first he ate them with pleasure
But when he realized that there was little left, he began to taste them intensely.
I have no time for endless meetings
where the statutes, rules, procedures & internal regulations are discussed,
knowing that nothing will be done.
I no longer have the patience
To stand absurd people who,
despite their chronological age,
have not grown up.
My time is too short:
I want the essence,
my spirit is in a hurry.
I do not have much candy
In the package anymore.
I want to live next to humans,
very realistic people who know
How to laugh at their mistakes,
Who are not inflated by their own triumphs
and who take responsibility for their actions.
In this way, human dignity is defended
and we live in truth and honesty.
It is the essentials that make life useful.
I want to surround myself with people
who know how to touch the hearts of those whom hard strokes of life
have taught to grow with sweet touches of the soul.
Yes, I’m in a hurry.
I’m in a hurry to live with the intensity that only maturity can bring.
I do not intend to waste any of the remaining desserts.
I am sure they will be exquisite,
much more than those eaten so far.
My goal is to reach the end satisfied
and at peace with my loved ones and my conscience.
We have two lives
and the second begins when you realize you only have one.

Visitors
Patience visited me
And it reminded me
That good things take time to come to fruition
And grow slowly with stability
Peace visited me
And it reminded me
That I may remain calm through the storms of life
Regardless of the chaos surrounding me
Hope visited me
And it reminded me
That better times lay ahead
And it would always be there to guide and uplift me
Humility visited me
And it reminded me
That I may achieve it
Not by trying to shrink myself and make myself less
But by focusing on serving the world and uplifting those around me
Kindness visited me
And it reminded me
To be more gentle, forgiving and compassionate toward myself
And those surrounding me
Confidence visited me
And it reminded me
To not conceal or suppress my gifts and talents
In order to make others feel more comfortable
But to embrace what makes me me
Focus visited me
And it reminded me
That other people’s insecurities and judgements about me
Are not my problem
And I should redirect my attention
From others back to me
Freedom visited me
And it reminded me
That no one has control over my mindset, thoughts and wellbeing
But me
And love visited me
And it reminded me
That I need not search for it in others
As it lies within me.
Words by Tahlia Hunter
Artwork by Jungsuk Lee
💛 — with Wow Scenery.

Giving Up
One day, you will look back and realize how many times I tried to talk to you, but you wouldn’t listen.
You will remember how often I told you that your behavior is hurting me, and you brushed it off.
You will remember that I warned you that I was slipping away, but you didn’t believe me.
You’ll recall all the kind things I did for you that you took for granted.
You’ll remember the times I set my pride aside to save us, even when you were wrong.
You’ll think about my kisses, my hugs, my laughter, and the little things I did for you.
You’ll remember how I looked at you, cared for you, and said, “I love you” while holding your face.
You’ll remember my jokes, my quirks, and even what you called my “toxicity” ~ which was really just me refusing to overlook your mistakes.
I made you important, but you didn’t do the same for me.
Now, you’ll face my silence and my absence.
Because when someone stops asking for attention and trying to talk, it means they’ve given up and have no fight left.

1-9-9 Gateway
PORTAL OF TRANSFORMATION ✨ UNLOCK THE POWER OF THE 1:9:9 GATEWAY ✨ JANUARY 9, 2025
Dear friends, today’s 1:9:9 portal is a numeric resonance gateway that embodies the transformative energies of spiritual growth, humanitarian awakening, and global consciousness. As we journey through this portal in 2025, we’re immersed in a unique blend of energies that amplify our capacity for selflessness, compassion, and unity.
In 2025, the universal energies are dominated by the number 9, which holds a deeply sacred and symbolic meaning across various ancient cultures and world philosophies. The number 9 is considered a humanitarian number, associated with global awareness, compassion, and selflessness.
The 1:9:9 portal is particularly significant in the context of the first 11 days of 2025, which are considered a critical window for setting intentions and aligning with the energies of the new year. As we navigate this portal during this time, we’re invited to tap into the profound wisdom and symbolism of the number 9, and to cultivate compassion, empathy, and selflessness in our lives.
The combined energies of the 1:9:9 portal and the 2025 number 9 vibrations create a powerful synergy that amplifies our capacity for humanitarianism and global awareness. This synergy inspires us to contribute our unique gifts and talents to the greater good, using our skills and abilities to make a positive impact on the world. Today’s 1:9:9 portal will be mirrored and energetically connected with the 9:1:9 portal of September 1 later in the year.
As we journey through this portal, we’re encouraged to release outdated patterns, relationships, and limitations that no longer serve us. This process of release and transformation supports our spiritual growth, awakening, and evolution, allowing us to emerge stronger, wiser, and more compassionate. We are embodying higher frequencies of consciousness expansion, we are becoming less dense so more Light can be anchored within our cells.
In order to fully integrate the energies of the 1:9:9 portal, it’s essential that we detox our emotional life and release the past. This means letting go of old wounds, resentments, and fears that have been holding us back. As we release these emotional toxins, we create space for new, uplifting energies to enter our lives, allowing us to embody the compassion, empathy, and selflessness that are at the heart of the 1:9:9 portal.
If you need some extra assistance to cut/dissolve energetic cords connected with emotional situations from your past, you may listen to the “Energetic Cord Cutting” transmission in the 3D to 5D Activations Library. This transmission contains high angelic frequency codes that will assist you with the release of past attachments that need to be let go at the present moment in order to move forward more freely:
The first 11 days of 2025 offer a unique opportunity to harness the energies of the 1:9:9 portal and set a positive tone for the rest of the year. By focusing our intentions, releasing the past, and embracing the present moment, we can align with the transformative energies of this portal and co-create a brighter, more compassionate future for all.
As we navigate the 1:9:9 portal, we may experience a range of physical, emotional, and spiritual symptoms. These can include feelings of fatigue, dizziness, or disorientation as our energy fields adapt to the new frequencies. We may also experience vivid dreams, increased sensitivity to our surroundings, or a heightened sense of intuition. Emotionally, we may feel a sense of restlessness, anxiety, or emotional release as we confront and clear outdated patterns and limitations. By acknowledging and working with these symptoms, we can facilitate a smoother transition and integrate the transformative energies of the 1:9:9 portal.
On this portal symbolizing global awareness and a wider humanitarian higher perspective, may those affected by the devastating California fires and other challenging events in other parts of the world be wrapped in love, comfort, and support during these challenging times. May they emerge stronger and more resilient as they rebuild, heal, and rebuild a lighter future. Much love 💖
WE ARE ONE ♡
Diego E. Berman 2025Ⓒ

