NPD -Disables Your Reality , Mine was Also Altered By Induced Addiction , C-PTSD , No One Noticed

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Truths -Competition is Always Present with Narcissistic Personality Disorder

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Trauma’s Labyrinth – Laura K. Kerr, PhD

A very lovey woman, her work is uber researched

and I highly recommend her ..either site

included is historical trauma..

Trauma’s Labyrinth – Laura K. Kerr, PhD
— Read on www.laurakkerr.com/traumas-labyrinth/

Mothers are being abused during childbirth. We need our own #MeToo | Sally Gimson | Opinion | The Guardian

1st was over 2 weeks, OB told nite to hold me

back, after telling me he drove a Porsche and

would be right there .

She told him to get his ass there , I was having

a baby .

I delivered a non alert, 9 lb 3 Oz , 22″ baby

a shade of purple blue , with his cord wrapped

around his neck 3 times ..

After telling me the facts , I sent the RN labor

delivery nurse a dozen roses , and the Dr a letter

explaining why I considered him at fault , nearly

costing my 1st born his life , in requesting nurse

hold me back.

Of course with his recent death , he was the BEST

OBGYN , ever , just like his Dad .

Cut to accommodate a 14 ” head , I was not sutured

correctly ..

Women are scared to speak out about what has happened as they give birth, says Sally Gimson, deputy editor of Index on Censorship
— Read on www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2018/dec/28/mothers-abused-childbirth-metoo-movement-women-give-birth

What Causes Attachment Based Parental Alienation in Narcissistic Relationships? | The Recovery Expert

Psychiatric Dr created the ” unfit mother ” in me

with toxic RX , incapacitating me , so my abuser

had a clear shot to have a separation and divorce

he paid 2 lawyers to put together his way.

3 men came together , to cut me off at the knees

avoiding facts, for which I had 30 days to respond

to …I incorrectly thought my lawyer had my best

interest at heart .

He had been partners with ex’s lawyer , and over

powered, with only 6 % of his work in family law.

Of course it took, coming to , reading the contracts

of dissolution as if I were in agreement , ” no fault”

was his desire . Making me responsible for my own

health care , and legal fees. As to personal property

he had me signing loan notes , buying himself

and sons cars, and his new love and he going through

our home , keeping all he wanted ..

To say I had a choice, as a misdiagnosed and medicated

mental patient , cover up of such much abuse

where winner takes all, and that’s generated by money.

Whose lawyer is connected and or owed a favor

and not about what’s best for children. Of course

he saved tons , waiting until youngest was 16…

Gone Guy ARE You Happy ? Yet . That gal he left

with/for left him this year …

And all he said as he left , was he had to leave to be

happy , openly dating immediately, living with her

leaving our youngest to live in our very neglected

and abused home .

Of course that was my fault too. Too sick to do

my job , was laziness .

As a Dad , as a partner he did much harm..As a

monied landowner , he has had family connections

and seemingly a permanent ” get out of jail free

card ” and it’s always the other person’s fault.

“It’s funny how sometimes the people you’d take the bullet for, are the ones behind the trigger.” What exactly is parental alienation in the context of a
— Read on pro.psychcentral.com/recovery-expert/2017/11/what-causes-attachment-based-parental-alienation-in-narcissistic-relationships/

Wisconsin Lawyer: Domestic Abuse: Little Impact on Child Custody and Placement:

Missing the very valid point

Domestic Abuse with children in house / witness

is Child Abuse ,

Wisconsin Lawyer: Domestic Abuse: Little Impact on Child Custody and Placement:
— Read on www.wisbar.org/NewsPublications/WisconsinLawyer/Pages/Article.aspx