Begin Again -Jeff Foster

Awakening is not a path for the faint of heart. You will be Humbled. Oh yes.

Brought to your knees. Many, many times. What you thought you knew will occasionally dissolve into nothingness.

Your most brilliant Insights, your astonishing expertise, your life’s work,

it can all crumble to the ground.

Sometimes without warning.

You will be asked to begin again, and again, and again. And again. (Did I say,

this is not a path for the faint of heart?)

Oh yes, you will touch the Bliss

and Joy of existence, for sure!

You will Laugh at the Simplicity of things, some days, of course!

But you will also be asked to confront your deepest fears, face the darkness and the night within, go to the places where the unloved creatures dwell.

You will step into pockets of grief you never knew were there.

You will cry a billion tears for the lost and abandoned children, within and without.

You will rage to the sky, to your parents, to all the teachers who failed you, to the lies you were fed, to the ones who never showed up when you needed them the most.

You will tremble with fear some days.

Some days the ground will open up and swallow you and spit you back out.

Sometimes you will think you’ve reached the end of the path, and then you will find yourself back at the damn beginning.

Sometimes you will feel like giving up.

Sometimes you will feel like you’ve made no progress at all.

Sometimes you will curse the day

you started out on this journey.

But you are Healing .

Yes, you are.

You are thawing, undoing billions of years of karma. Fear-based conditioning is melting away, and you are meeting life in the raw.

You are returning to Nature, to the Garden, to the wild, where you were conceived.

It’s not always easy.

It’s not always peaceful.

It’s not always the spirituality

you were sold.

It’s not always love and light and joy and positivity and pure undisturbed Awareness.

(These are only dreams for frightened children.)

No, it’s an Authentic Awakening.

You are a Warrior of Realness now, tired of the bullshit and the false promises, weeping and raging and laughing your way into the terrible, wonderful wholeness that you are.

All your old dreams have crumbled,

but you have not.

The voices of fear and shame and doubt may still be with you, but you are bigger than them now.

You have days where you feel tiny,

yes, but you have days where you can hold the whole damn Universe

in the palm of your hand.

You have gone insane to be normal,

You have cracked to be whole,

You have traded the old security for a life of adventure, and given up the sad old dogmas for the thrill of not knowing.

You are finding safety in the darkest places, and beauty in the loneliest places, and love in the places you thought had been forsaken by love.

You are never abandoned by life, friend, for you are Life, and even when you fall to the ground, you are completely supported by unknowable forces.

And so what. So what! You fall!

You bruise yourself.

You feel ashamed for a while.

You weep out the old dream. So what! You cry out the expectation and

you turn to face the reality and it is never, never as bad as you’d feared.

You pick yourself up, you dust yourself off, you get back on the path,

and you walk on.

You never left the path, if truth be told.

For the path never left… you.

For the path forms Itself under your very feet, in every Now, with each step that

you take or do not take, rejoicing in your unique journey, Celebrating you exactly as you are today, bowing to your failures as well as your victories.

So, begin again, friend.

Begin again.

And Walk on.

~ Jeff Foster ❤️

January is a month of accelerated growth

Ascending Souls , Significant shifts are approaching, bringing about a new perspective and the opportunity to release old wounds and attachments. Through healing and self-reflection, you are becoming more capable of aligning with your true self and avoiding repeating past misalignments. Obstacles will be removed, rewarding your hard work and allowing your intentions to effortlessly manifest. Good karma is on its way, making this a highly anticipated year of positive change.

In 2023, significant progress was made in various aspects of ascension . It served as a foundation, establishing a solid base for future growth and success in 2024 and beyond. Many ascending individuals experienced the fulfillment and realisation of long-held dreams during this time. it marked the conclusion of certain chapters in life.

You may have already noticed subtle but real transformative changes in your life. Your newfound way of seeing and doing things has altered your path, leading you to “go with the flow” and follow your higher self towards your highest purpose. You have created space for miracles and blessings, making what was once out of reach now within your grasp.

In the coming weeks, you will receive further evidence that things are changing for the better, indicating that you are truly ready for the next phase. The energies of 2024 have been flowing powerfully since October and November as necessary catalysts for Ascension, preparing us for the heightened light frequencies we will experience this year.

We are in a no turning back zone, where the only way forward is through this purging phase. While many have already elevated their consciousness, they will now support those ascending , as they go through their own soul purges and transformations . The collective purpose of Starseeds is well underway, driven by the power of divine love, encouragement, and inspiration.

As we move purposefully towards our further awakening, the interconnectedness of Ascending souls will become increasingly evident. This significant moment will culminate in sacred celebrations. It’s important to reiterate this message as daily life often feels like a never-ending struggle, distracting us from our higher purpose to carry the divine light and guide others.

Emotionally overcoming past difficulties in relationships is key. Self-love will continue to support your heart’s healing, attracting what you truly desire. Recognising fears as feedback to catalyse growth and transmutation. Letting go of subconscious expectations of relationships and friendships to see far beyond the illusions.

As you grow and evolve, it is natural for your energy and vibration to change. This will result in a shift in your connections and relationships with others. As you ascend into higher levels of consciousness you will discover that you no longer resonate with those who are aligned with your old version of self, as your energetic configurations have transformed. This will lead to a natural movement into higher timelines and different paths that are in vibrational alignment with your new frequencies and evolution .

Starseed , A new position is opening up for you, providing stability, strength, and grounding in the New Earth. Releasing residual fears regarding close and intimate connections and embracing Creator Source unconditional love. By delving into what you are possibly still holding onto from the past, you open your heart to a life where joy, harmony and bliss flow freely and naturally .

Abundance will be a big relief for LightWorkers and Ascending souls who have worked tirelessly. Embrace this new energy shift and allow yourself to play , imagine , create , express and welcome in your newfound innocence. This may manifest as nature outings , sacred gatherings , travel, new friendships, new places . new connections , discovering new ways of enjoying your own company , as you develop stronger bonds with your higher self connection.

Creating and expressing the embodiment of new earth energy. Abundance is coming in for many ascending in this universal year 8 . You have earned these blessings through your hard work sovereignty, dedication , patience , resiliency , wisdom, endurance and over coming a great deal of sufferance that was deeply embedded in the cellular bodies and structures .

Channeled in loving ascension service

By Ascension Lightworkers LightWorkers . copyright ©️

Be the light

“Everyone is born with a light inside of them. In our early years, it is switched off because we are unaware that it exists, but it turns on once we recognize and awaken to it.

Many people marvel at other people’s lights, not realizing the light that exists within themselves and that the purpose of other people shining their light was never to distract them from discovering their own light but to remind them of the light that has always existed within them. This light may be found and switched on at any point in time; it is simply a matter of them awakening to their own worthiness, beauty and magnificence.

And so may you let the light you see in others inspire you to find the light within, for though you may admire the light that exists in others, and their unique expression of it, it is the same light that exists within all.”

— Tahlia Hunter

[ Artist • Asmo Grimae ]

Are You the Same Person You Used to Be? | The New Yorker

Researchers have studied how much of our personality is set from childhood, but what you’re like isn’t who you are. Joshua Rothman on “The Origins of You,” by Richie Poulton, Jay Belsky, Avshalom Caspi, and Terrie E. Moffitt; and “Life Is Hard,” by Kieran Setiya.
— Read on www.newyorker.com/magazine/2022/10/10/are-you-the-same-person-you-used-to-be-life-is-hard-the-origins-of-you

Letting Go

This Autumn, let something die.

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A worry, a relationship, a project that has run its course. Let go of anxiety over the future. Let go of guilt.

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Let go of other people’s dreams for you.

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Let go of the fear that happiness or success or love or joyousness somehow isn’t for you.

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Let go of feeling unwanted. Go outside, can you feel how deeply your presence is craved here?

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Let go of the small and burdensome things. Gifts never opened. Keys without a lock. Broken earrings, old love letters, the ephemera on your fridge.

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As David Whyte writes, “Anything or anyone that does not bring you alive is too small for you.” This Autumn, let go of all the clothes you have outgrown.

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Let go of comparison.

Let go of doubt.

Let go of the feeling that you are somehow not good enough.

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Because every imperfect apple that lays soft in your hands, and every ray of low Autumn sunlight that warms you through woolens will tell you a different story, a much truer story. The story that you are more, much more, than enough. That you bless this world simply by being alive.

.Letting Go

Susie Boggus

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📷 by @oceanmountainmedia

Evolving

Me: Hi God.

God: Hello…

Me: I’m falling apart. Can you put me back together?

God: I’d rather not.

Me: why not?

God: Because you are not a puzzle.

Me: What about all the pieces of my life that are falling to the ground?!

God: Leave them there for a while. They fell for a reason. Let them sit there for a bit and then decide if you need to retrieve any of those pieces.

Me: But you don’t understand! I’m breaking!

God: No, you don’t understand. You are transcending, evolving. What you feel are growing pains. You are letting go of the things and people in your life that are holding you back. The pieces are not falling off. The pieces are falling into place. Just relax. Take a deep breath and let those things you no longer need fall away. Stop holding on to the pieces that are no longer for you. Let them fall. let them go.

Me: ok… but once I start doing that, what will I be left with?…

God: Only the best pieces of you.

Me: I’m afraid of changing…

God: I keep telling you: YOU ARE NOT CHANGING! YOU ARE BECOMING!

Me: …Becoming who?!

God: Becoming who I created you to be! A person of light, love, charity, hope, courage, joy, mercy, grace and compassion. I made you for much more than those superficial pieces with which you have decided to adorn yourself and to which you cling with so much greed and fear. Let those things fall off you. Love yourself! Do not change! Become! Do not change! Become! Become who I want you to be, who I created. I’m going to keep telling you this until you remember…

Me: oops… there goes another piece…

God: Yes. Let it be so.

Me: So… I’m not broken?

God: No, but you are breaking through the darkness, like the dawn. It is a new day. Become! Become who you really are!

—Adapted from John Roedel.

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Much love ❤️

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http://www.diegoberman.com

Fucket Buckets

Posted one year ago today…I am at peace and doing well now.

You called yourself my friend.
You tried to control me…I resisted.
You put me down…I didn’t listen.
You created constant drama in my life.
You took from me…then made excuses.
You yelled at me and threw temper tantrums.
I made excuses for you.
You helped yourself to my money
and possessions… and manipulated me.
I closed ranks.
You betrayed me…
You lied to me and about me…
Then you lied and said you didn’t lie.
Then you blamed me for everything.
When I would not comply, you flew into rages.
Then you called me crazy when I would get upset.
Then I felt as if my life was at risk and it was.
You created a horrible situation and then didn’t
understand why I told you I would move.
The trust was completely gone
and then…

SO was I.

So when you ask me why?
This is why.
End of story…
Over
Done with…
Gone.
This woman found a new home.

Rev.Diannia Baty