I’ll be back in a bit , 37 years ago today I birthed
our 3rd son.. My energy depleted , induced into
a labor that denied authentic birthdate …for business
was a defining moment , as was Ex MIL picking me
up , draining and shaming as she fed on…
Pasty next door came over with her girls , and warmed
our family room , so that vampire 🧛♀️, exited !
I wasn’t conscious , though my soul and spirt knew .
Retiring any fear or allowance for power that’s targeting
without responding from the balanced center …
Certain healing , has taught me strengths I’m finally
How delicious to discover , like a Mom who lost her child
discoverers adult child has inherited her spiritual/soul
traits of high intent …
This is pretty intense , so I am going to throw together
a yummy breakfast 🍳.
As I post this at the time of his birth. Exact 11:52 am
3 sons born between 11:00/12:00 noon
Boys, Men seldom talk; depression , rage and anger result .
Masculine is worthy of protection, of being heard , of justice .✔️🙏🏼❤️
A man tells how he was physically and sexually abused as a boy after being put into the care of a religious order in Fife.
— Read on www.bbc.com/news/uk-scotland-48559590
Growing up is definitely optional 40, 50, 60
Sadly , a pretense trips up any healthy mature
intimate relationship or friendship . Mask
are always up, leaving hologram nothingness
voidness that holds no mystery , no future .
End game …Forever immature, spins the same
old yarn…fake , false , jokester .. boomerangs
Far too many 3D stuck patterns herald past
energy , far from where I want or need to be .
Lovers nurture , mothering a lover is co dependent
rarely for filling, or long lasting .. of course casual
takes so little energy , effort , growth ..
So glad not to be involved with that energy from
any males ..
So grateful to know men of much higher character
compassion and reciprocal approach to friendship
and I hold them very dear 🎁😘💯
Blessings & Peace ☮️
Men don’t mature until they’re over 40, according to science
— Read on www.thelaughclub.net/news/men-dont-mature-until-theyre-over-40-according-to-science/
America has a bad habit of circumcising baby boys for no reasons other than culture and unfounded medical benefits.
— Read on metro.co.uk/2017/08/02/why-america-must-stop-circumcising-baby-boys-and-start-viewing-it-as-mutilation-6821551/
Horrible breach Abuse by a professional abusing her power .
The survivor deserves the best support in his healing 🙏🏼💯
Brittany Zamora, 28, a former teacher from Goodyear, Arizona who is accused of having sex with a 13-year-old boy has been sentenced to 20 years in prison and two life terms of probation.
— Read on www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-7242265/Ex-Arizona-teacher-28-sex-13-year-old-boy-sentenced-20-years-prison.html
One in seven American boys will be diagnosed with ADHD before they’re 18. But is there really a need to give psychotropic drugs to boys just for being boys?
I did not grow up with parents who drank .
On one occasion , parents had an intense exchange
at a dance hall , and in her 🔥 Aries mode Mom
threw her wedding rings out into the grass.
No doubt , drink was involved and she took
siblings and I to hunt for her rings . As I recall
we located them✔️💯
Perhaps lessons were learned , for an occasional
beer , or wine was our normal . Dad called a cab
for Mom’s eldest brother after he brought his
drunkenness to our home .O tolerance .
Both Mom and Dad smoked , and had poor
diets , and lack of restorative sleep and job
related stress . Mom’s fire was smoldered
rarely submerging within our home as
she became compliant and accepted her
responsibility, reading was her escape hatch
as was her trust in God ..evangelical god .
Dad resisted , but had a very strong foundation
as I suspect alcohol was part of his upbringing
as was abuse of his Mom , who was accused
of infidelity , ran off in a rage threatened
with weapons by his Dad for being seen having
a beverage in a public place with a male !
With only what she managed to run for her life
with , off the farm and away from him , she
was supported in court by a son , but was denied
justice for contesting his petition for divorce .
Until near puberty Dad made efforts , and
finally threw in the towel to honor the connection
of which I have no knowledge , or recall.
We ended visits to the farm , the replacement
intent on seizing all and conveying her assets
to her children as GF wasted away , dying
of COPD , emphysema and perhaps spiritual
denial ..I am not aware of any profound
religious connection , nor of attending his
His energy was not enjoyable , so I roamed
the farm , and the house , drawn to a bedroom
that housed hats , cloths , shoes , pocketbooks
Jewery , which I honored as mystical playthings
heaped upon the floor .. I was to discover much
later they were Granny’s , and mourned with her
trauma and loss that left an ever present haunting
even in her laughter .. She deserved so much more.
That divorce was final in 53, my 1 st year of life
and brother’s birth year . We both have the
experience of partnerships that abuse , extort
using us to procreate , produce , receive emotional
abuse and blackmail by our children , targets
where in we are responsible for not being
enough . Far from aiding , or healing ..abuses
that have forced our faith beyond measure
our burdens remain via separation and hostilities
while our health suffers , unnoticed in
continued trauma and abuse . I’m not sure
where brother is on his journey , kidney
disease has challenged him , forcing him
to retire prematurely ..Another example
of chemicals in the automotive industry
taking their toll , along with fear/anger/stress
and diet .. Being in his home , was stark
and austere , demanded that all was in
perfect order .. it was depressive as were lacks
in simple social skills that create an awareness
of being welcome or wanted as a guest .
Trauma at the core for each , recreated
and unhealthy for each , however she
has prevailed within her home, work
and health with 70 years, her 2 children
and 3 grandchildren , she holds honor
manipulating with funding , and intensive
time, support and love as she honored her
Mom, having tolerance for her Dad ..
I had no sense that excessive alcohol consumption
was part of the equation, and I’m aware of
a few very harsh martial abuses of his creation
as a survivor of C-PTSD , not acknowledged
continued Domestic Abuse , which is not
exposed , nor healed . Sending him
messages , after words failed of encouragement
that he locate his truth thus light , ending
the disconnect between he and his Divinity.
I am encouraged by positive signs of many
males in my life awakening.. Anger is a huge
component in catalyst, but very dangerous to
the process , and much like any addiction
support often is from internal sensitive,
guidance from spirt and elders as Divine
urges us to get to the heart of the matter .
No one is exempt or undeserving , as the
knowing or unknowing co dependent , survivor
of a soul still searching for his happiness
dependent on continuing to target ,ignoring
unhealthy side effects to 3 souls , we co created
and failed ..
In honor of the adversity, of exiting the matrix
I stand , for families , children , for each
to have foundations of security , and honor .
Blessings & Peace ,
This video is based on an article from Zahrah Sita The words “alembic” and “alcohol”, both metaphors for aqua vitae or “life water” and “spirit”, often refer to a distilled liquid that came from magical explorations in Middle Eastern alchemy. In the words of writer and health enthusiast, Jason Christoff – “In alchemy, alcohol is used to extract the soul essence of an entity. Hence its’ use in extracting essences for essential oils, and the sterilization of medical instruments. By consuming alcohol into the body, it in effect extracts the very essence of the soul, allowing the body to be more susceptible to neighboring entities most of which are of low frequencies (why do you think we call certain alcoholic beverages “SPIRITS?”). That is why people who consume excessive amounts of alcohol often black out, not remembering what happened. This happens when the good soul (we were sent here with) leaves because the living conditions are too polluted and too traumatic to tolerate. The good soul jettisons the body, staying connected to a tether, and a dark entity takes the body for a joy ride around the block, often in a hedonistic and self-serving illogical rampage. Our bodies are cars for spirits. If one leaves, another can take the car for a ride. Essentially when someone goes dark after drinking alcohol or polluting themselves in many other ways, their body often becomes possessed by another entity.” Daily videos on interesting topics like psychology, philosophy, spirituality and much more. Join us and expand your knowledge !
— Read on www.dailymotion.com/video/x630xd6
I am comfortable with true intimacy , which was highjacked
by porn which does not support my spiritual beliefs .
An intuitive knowledge that was apparent in my physical
world of indiscriminate sex , very early . Patterned by a
half sister , a victim of childhood sexual abuse , I evaded
becoming remotely of that shadow . From aged 6 to 52
that shadow haunted me, as if grieving that so few had
an awareness , then I began to receive affirmations , only
1 in the physical that convinced me that a time out was
Council with many masculine energies , concurs with the
implantation of expectations , of manhood beyond their
knowing .. Sex is one area that has been adulterated with
miss-information, socially shamed as well , and exposed
in school to horrific power plays in peer groups . That
becomes the cult like demand in college fraternity’s ,
that offers infinite support .. For those of affluent homes
connections prohibit growth from life lessons , character
skills , because they are bailed out, time after time.
Traumas of childhood , the horror of becoming adulted
at 13/14 without any true education , the college or a
work place that subjects them to servitude or high elevation
much harm is done ..
The sex sells everything , performance is all , missed
the depth and breath of truth in honesty , and trust
that creates a foundation that allows the blossom
of intimacy .. of being home , of safety , of connection
that would not allow abuse as it would be as if self
Porno is dank shadow fakery to me , it does not jive
with my code .
Masking my essence of this , evoked many harsh lessons
as I missed the connection that I knew exist . Sharing
within , deeply accepting myself , nurturing always
healing through my work , offering my truths in word
is all I can do, or be and it’s enough 🥰👁🌹♥️🎁©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Pornography is moulding and conditioning the sexual behaviours and attitudes of boys, and girls are being left without the resources to deal with these porn-saturated boys.
— Read on www.abc.net.au/religion/growing-up-in-pornland-girls-have-had-it-with-porn-conditioned-b/10097244