I have been on my own for decades and know myself well enough that in relationship of important, I will respect the need for each to have freedom and space to be on our own . Very easily done with commitment and a foundation of truth.🥰

I have been on my own for decades and know myself well enough that in relationship of important, I will respect the need for each to have freedom and space to be on our own . Very easily done with commitment and a foundation of truth.🥰

Truth is liberating and does shatter illusions, and my life long experiences have intensified my efforts towards truth .
The truth is freedom and it will piss you off , often enrage you . Tempering that was major for me as I continued in my efforts to heal myself and grow ( no way to catch up , grieve lost time , lost children , lost health ) and after years of, decades I have been rewarded with healing and truths that often have knocked me down, had me walk back my progress . But I did not , could not , not pull it together .
Defiantly worse for wear but holding faith that all wrongs are righted ; Thy Will Be Done .
@resting

In more esoteric circles, these illusions are called Maya. There are many truths that get revealed on the ascension path but in a nutshell it’s simply this:
We are cosmic, energetic beings having a human experience, all at once.
This means we’re all many manifestations of one single entity, all that is.
To The Ascension LightWorker Collective
THE ASCENDING ARE EXPERIENCING HIGH FREQUENCY LIGHT-BODY AND DNA UPGRADES RIGHT NOW. Collectively ascending the energetic body of this planet as it is raising significantly as solar flares are hitting the earths atmosphere increasing the magnetic grid and has been ongoing for the last 3 days , this has also resulted in the crashing of Wi Fi , technical issues and various physical symptoms such as headaches, fatigue and skin irritations.
January 2025 many are experiencing a metaphysical pause , this will not be a year for playing it small, If you have felt in the shadows, Healing, upgrading, learning, recalibrating awakening, and remembering. This year in the universal 9 year will put many Starseeds in the front line. This is their time to shine on ascending planet Gaia . Ascending collective energies are upgrading making it a time on this planet to transform from more of what is holding the self back .
The Ascending are embarking on a journey of healing and transformation. The timeline shift that is currently underway is rapidly guiding many away from the confines of duality and into a state of wholeness ,unity and love.
Recognising that ascending self’s actions and intentions in healing the Akashic lineages, spanning across time and space, preparing you to take on the role in the creation of the New Earth.
New Earth Energy is expanding our sun to connect into the multiverse which is connecting to all the rest of the earths and suns because there are multiple Earth type planets , it is linking all suns and bringing in higher energy and information . This is future event information that is pouring into our open portal fields of this earth to upgrade your energy fields.
In new energy you will experience intense energy chargers of higher awareness and experience a multitude of epiphanies as well as clearer perceptions and multiple light bulb moments .That may occur in a specific cluster type pattern as well as accelerated light codes , number code attention and ascension symptoms .
This intense solar flare energy can cause headaches , pressure in the head and sinus regions , brain fog , cognitive dissonance clearing , sleepless nights , skin irritations ,blurry vision and sensitive eyes , feelings of being neither here nor there , this is due to the intense and accelerated energy coming from the cosmic solar flare eruptions and solar explosions .
As the earths vibrations raises the lower density vibrations of negative debris, this energy is being brought up for judgment and higher re assessment . Resulting in 2025 being the year of rebirth , alignment and change , exposures and disclosures . This is the main collective theme for the entire year. Ascending collective have reached a whole new and advanced planetary level within the New Earth future timeline.
planetary grids are being reclaimed and restored to receive and transmit original creational codes which will activate all life forms into higher frequency. Deeper truths will be exposed and profound inner and outer changes will occur whether we might be fully prepared or not. Energetically vibrationally and astrologically the blueprint for 2025 will bring drastic and radical changes into our Gaia earth .
Many Ascending souls are experiencing 3rd eye activations that have opened them up to feel and see a greater sense of the ascension purpose responsibility. This is because they can now see the doors that need to be opened for self and all ascending others.
You may feel a calling to assist others in gaining the same understanding and awareness that you have. Paying attention to any feelings of unease or uneasiness, as they may be indicators that you are on the verge of making significant and positive changes in life.
Obstacles that may have been present are being cleared away, allowing you to cognise and integrate the recent ascension changes into your higher consciousness, body, mind, and inner spirit. This will enable you to recognise the changes in your higher self and embrace the new opportunities that are coming your way.
This is a moment to RECALL YOUR INNATE ABILITY to enact transformation on Earth. Many have been misled into thinking they lack the power to effect MEANINGFUL changes in life and in the world.
As a human, you are a remarkable fusion of biological and ENERGY TECHNOLOGY at the core of your being. By engaging with the energy of your soul, you catalyse profound alterations in your reality. This occurs when you EMBODY the wisdom you acquire, the growth you experience, and the possibilities you allow. The unfolding of this transformational process is available to you continuously throughout your existence. When you actively focus on it and devote your attention to it, the pace of potential change accelerates significantly.
Once your soul is in HARMONY, the need to strive for change diminishes. Instead, a natural flow emerges within life’s journey. Through these moments of Rebirth, you will delve into rediscovering parts of your soul and self that may have been neglected over time but are now ready to return. The present era accelerates this reunion, as the younger generation amplifies the frequency and pace of changes on Earth, while the older generations witness rapid shifts in the systems they once relied upon.
By shedding obsolete identities and embracing aspects of your past that serve your present evolution, you will initiate a profound REBIRTH at the soul level.
Your inner transformation will be of a much higher value to you in this new collective year 2025( 9 ). You are now allowing your intuition to guide you and control the decisions in life rather than leaving it to chance with the ego self. Your intuition is the most honest friend that you will ever have .You are now Allowing the rebirthing stages in life to naturally and gradually occur and unfold .
You may have noticed in the last few days that you feel tired a lot of the time. You might have little energy to do things and not much desire or motivation , Life may be feeling boring or seemingly unfulfilled at times , The divine ascension is assisting and accelerating you along your journey. You are always evolving . Divine Ascension wants ascending souls to believe and trust that things will always come together in divine and perfect timing .
Ascension is working in the background to help move you into your desired destiny. things will start shifting for you and very soon . The theme for collective ascension has been the material shifts aligning you to the path your here to be on. you may notice that you dont need to try so hard keeping yourself in a higher vibration. Things seem to not effect you as deeply and your now Capable in stabilising your moods throughout the day as well as feeling increased love within and inner peace .
You may have intuitively started to protect yourself more recently calling in your ascension guides to support you. As new metaphyiscal gifts and abilities come forward in your Concious awareness as you align deeper Into who you really are.
The Solar flares that will continue to occur over the next week embody the highest light coded energy our ascending collective have yet to experience. The planetary upgrades are activating higher realm information releasing toxicities and dense iron buildup in the DNA. Expect significant internal Shifts and Collective Awareness of higher consciousness on Gaia Earth.
Not all Solar storms come to disrupt your life path , they come instead to clear and pave the path for the new chapters opening up .
As you embark on this new chapter in new earth energy , trust your instincts and exercise discernment in the relationships and situations you engage with. Focusing on building vibrationally aligned connections and situations that enhance the conscious journey and align with your inner core values, while gracefully letting go of anything that disrupts your inner peace.
In loving and devoted Ascension service
source information: by Ascension Lightworkers ©️

This is a comment I made on my friend, Sean Blackwell’s page.
“At the heart of both spiritual awakening and bipolar mania lies a significant surge of energy, often marked by an ego collapse. As the sense of self dissolves, the soul feels liberated for the first time, inviting a range of sensory experiences and heightened perceptions. The phenomena experienced during these states could reflect deeper levels of reality, unveiling intrinsic truths about our existence.
In exploring my own mystical experiences, I’ve felt a profound oneness with the universe—a dissolution of boundaries, whereby everything feels interconnected. Imagine this radical shift in perspective: seeing life as interconnected threads weaving the grand tapestry of existence. Such a transformation often defies normal communication, necessitating metaphors to convey the intensity of these insights.” Sean Blackwell
Why would we call this kind of experience a disorder? It is not a beautiful human experience like when we deeply feel music and art and fall in love. Also, there is no evidence that ‘bipolar disorder exists but there is plenty of evidence that psychotropic drugs cause brain damage which can deny us our humanity and make life and living very difficult.
Mary Maddock
The Universe Speaks: Are You Listening?
The universe communicates with us in profound and mysterious ways, often through chaos and unexpected shifts. When life feels negative or overwhelming, it may be a call for a deeper transformation. For instance, losing a job might seem like a setback, but it can guide you to discover a passion that leads to your true purpose. Similarly, strained relationships can serve as mirrors, urging you to reflect on how you give and receive love.
These “divine signs” are often subtle, like a repeated thought or a synchronistic encounter, nudging you toward your destined path. But to recognize these messages, you must align your energy with the universe. This involves acting with clarity and intention, whether it’s journaling your goals or meditating to invite guidance. Avoid passivity—waiting without action creates stagnancy. Instead, step forward with trust, knowing your intuition is your compass.
The key lies in presence. When you anchor yourself in the moment, the answers you seek reveal themselves—not as external revelations but as inner knowing. The universe isn’t testing you; it’s partnering with you. Open your heart and mind, and you’ll realize you’ve always had the wisdom within. You are the creator, in tune with the divine flow. 🙂

Here is a truth you often don’t hear: traumatized women have the potential to become the most powerful people in this world.
The most ignorant members of society call this type of woman “damaged.” But she is the most powerful type of woman there is.
What they forget is that survivors have the most dangerous advantage of all: resilience.
When you try and you try but you can never bring a woman down, you’ll know there is no going back. Don’t fool yourself. You could never defeat her. You never will.
This is the woman who will always rise from the dead; Lady Lazarus, after going through hell and back.
This is the woman who has burned her feet in the flames time and time again and always lives to tell another tale – even if she has to crawl back to life.
She was never given love or approval on a silver platter, so in order to survive, she had to love herself in a way others could only dream of. She fought tooth and nail for her own self-acceptance.
No one cuddled her as a child or told her pretty things; she had to fend for herself each step of the way. She knows she can survive because she already has and will again.
When someone tells her, “You can’t do it,” she says, “Watch me.”
She is fiery light birthed out of wintery darkness. Brought into the underworld by Hades, Persephone brings forth spring and rebirth when she reemerges finally from the cold.
She owns her shadows and seamlessly weaves them into the fabric of her freedom, creativity, imagination and independence.
All of her life, she was given every evidence of human cruelty and the evil people were capable of. She understood early on that the monsters people dreamed of existed in human skin.
She lived all of her nightmares in high definition. She was given every reason to give up, handed every justification to never believe in herself or anyone.
But there is raw magic in the ways in which she cultivates a faith in herself, to manifest the dreams her soul was meant to bring forth.
Despite it all, she still conquers.
She still survives and thrives.
The “damaged” woman is capable of immense manifestation not just in spite of, but because of the traumas she has gone through.
There is no one more motivated than a woman who has constantly been told what she cannot do or who she cannot be throughout her lifetime.
There is no one more determined to succeed than someone who has nothing left to lose.
The “damaged” woman doesn’t sign up for the hardships of her journey – but she plays the hell out of the cards she’s been dealt.
The “damaged” woman is not damaged at all – she is wounded, and in channeling and healing her wounds, she becomes the source of incredible energy, the site of unbelievable potential for abundance and change.
She possesses the power to use her wounds for the greater good and her highest good.
She builds her own success and becomes her own rugged hero; tends to her own scraped knees.
She uses every stone thrown at her to build the foundation for her empire.
Brick by brick she builds – and despite every attempt to tear her walls down, she rescues herself again and again.
Despite it all, this type of survivor may still face hatred, envy, greed from those around her. They try to tell her she is too damaged to soar.
See, when the women society call too “damaged” perform better than those who never were, it tends to upset the status quo.
As a result, she becomes the survivor of countless witch hunts, the target of many persecutors. Yet when they try to burn her at the stake, she does what comes naturally: she resurrects herself.
After all, nobody suspects that it is the wounded woman who has more power inside of her than the bullies who appear to overpower her.
They laugh and ridicule the mute warrior, the one who seems to never fight back.
But here’s the thing about this type of woman: she observes.
She learns how to pick and fight her own battles. Her spirit may be broken, but it is relentless. She perseveres, bit by bit. She takes it all in.
Perhaps she stays voiceless for years. For her soul, it may seem like for centuries. This is an ancient wound, one that seems to follow her from generation to generation.
Yet at some point, it comes time for her soul to fight back in order to survive. It comes time for her to rise.
She stays silent for so long that when she finally speaks, the world erupts and cracks wide open.
Her pent-up magnificent energy, born and bred in the pressure cooker that she calls life – is that of lightning.
Where once hopelessness was her default, now abundance becomes her birthright.
Where once she was timid, she now unleashes thunder in every action and word that she wields like a sword – and with it, she always brings a storm.
Now when she creates, she creates new worlds and transforms and manifests on a level that cannot be recreated by someone who never had to struggle to survive.
When you hear the voice of a powerful survivor and the will of a warrior – there is nothing you can do but to stop and listen.
She is the voice of a million lifetimes lived.
She is the voice of the hopeless and the powerless when the fire is brought back to their eyes. She is the harbinger of the justice that the voiceless have longed to hear and feel and touch.
Regardless of how much you try and how it may seem, you can never truly bring a survivor like this to her knees; she already knows the value her scars bring.
She knows how to fill the cracks between her wounds with gold.
She knows how to transform each bitter word cast upon her into an iron-clad will that will set her and other caged birds free.
You can’t ever defeat a “damaged” woman, because she knows exactly how to save herself.
– Shahida Arabi

“If my energy doesn’t wake you up,
I’m not for you.
If my mind doesn’t inspire you,
don’t force the connection.
If my thought doesn’t make you think deeper,
it’s no point in keeping me in mind.
If my passion doesn’t move you,
then you better change your direction.
If my presence doesn’t help you evolve,
my absence certainly will.
If my love doesn’t open your heart permanently, another love will.
Go and find what vibrates your being,
don’t even stop to look behind you.
One of the greatest acts of love is letting go.
The vibration doesn’t lie.
Trust your process. ”
🤍
Alejandro Jodorowsky

A real relationship is not made of flawless perfection. It’s made of two imperfect souls who refuse to let go of each other, no matter how rough the road gets.
In a world where giving up has become the easy way out, real love is a quiet rebellion. It’s the whispered promise of two hearts that say, “We’re in this together, always.”
It’s waking up on bad days and choosing love, even when it feels hard to find.
It’s fighting battles side by side, rather than against each other.
It’s understanding that arguments are not signs of a failing love, but proof of two people who care enough to fight for it.
A real relationship isn’t about perfection:
It’s about messy moments that turn into cherished memories.
It’s about misunderstandings that teach you to communicate better.
It’s about flaws that make you human and love that makes you extraordinary.
You’ll see the worst in each other and still choose to stay.
You’ll witness the tears, the anger, the doubts—and still believe in “us.”
You’ll learn to forgive more than you judge, to hold on tighter when life tries to pull you apart.
Real love is a choice, made every single day.
When pride tempts you to walk away, you choose patience.
When distance creates silence, you choose connection.
When the storms of life rage, you choose to shelter each other instead of letting the rain drown you both.
A real relationship isn’t fairy-tale perfect.
It’s raw. It’s unfiltered. It’s filled with both joy and pain.
But that’s what makes it beautiful. That’s what makes it real.
Because at the end of the day, love isn’t about finding someone who makes life easy. It’s about finding someone who makes life worth it and never giving up on them, no matter how imperfect they or the journey may be.
Here’s to the real relationships. To the imperfect souls creating perfect love stories, one day at a time.
– Unknown

Did you know your pineal gland, often referred to as your “third eye,” is crucial for connecting with higher energy and manifesting your desires?
Unfortunately, modern life exposes it to toxins from the water you drink, the air you breathe, the food you eat, and even the medications you take.
Over time, these toxins can create a calcified barrier around your pineal gland, diminishing its ability to function at its full potential. This can interrupt your connection to universal energy and block your ability to align with your deepest desires.
Even with mantras, meditation, audio frequencies, or efforts to activate your body’s energy, a compromised pineal gland can hold you back.
But there’s good news: you can start reversing this process with a simple 30-second daily ritual from the comfort of your home.
Discover how to clear this toxic buildup and restore your pineal gland’s natural power by watching this short presentation below. 👇
https://www.higherselfawakening.org/thirdeye-secret
#thirdeye #thirdeyeawakening #pinealgland #pinealglandactivation

When a man is unclear in his commitment to a woman, it often means he is still playing around. He might give mixed signals, promising love and loyalty one day, only to disappear emotionally the next. This inconsistency is not about confusion—it’s about keeping options open while enjoying the comfort of your presence. But the truth is, a woman often struggles to see this for what it is. She holds on to hope, believing that someday he will realize her worth and change. But, dear woman, let me tell you—someday rarely comes, and you cannot spend your life waiting for a man to step up.
You are not a project for someone to decide whether they are ready to invest in. You are not a placeholder for someone to figure out their priorities. You are a goddess, deserving of unwavering love and respect. A man who is truly ready for you will not make you question where you stand. His actions will match his words, and his commitment will be clear as day. Anything less than that is not your destiny—it’s a distraction from the life you are meant to live.
When you allow yourself to wait for someone who is unsure, you compromise your own worth. You put their indecisiveness above your peace, and that is never a fair trade. Remember, love does not thrive in uncertainty. It grows in security, respect, and mutual effort. A man who values you will not hesitate to choose you, to honor you, and to build a future with you. Anything less is not love—it’s a game, and you are far too valuable to play along.
The challenge for many women is that they confuse potential with reality. They see the good in a man and believe it will eventually surface fully. But potential is not enough. What you deserve is a partner who shows up for you every single day, not one who keeps you guessing or makes you doubt your place in their life. A man who loves you will make sure you know, not by words alone but through consistent actions.
Do not allow your hope to blind you to the truth. Sometimes, the hardest thing to do is to walk away from someone you love, but it is also the most empowering. When you choose yourself, you set a standard for how others should treat you. You teach the world that you will not settle for anything less than what you truly deserve. That choice is an act of love—for yourself.
To the women reading this: you are not someone’s option. You are not someone’s maybe. You are a woman of infinite value, and the right man will recognize that without hesitation. The one who is meant for you will not make you wait in confusion. He will come into your life with clarity, with purpose, and with the willingness to commit fully to you.
Stop shrinking yourself to fit into someone’s life. Stop dimming your light in the hope that they will finally see you. The right person will see you, as you are, and love every bit of it. They will not ask you to wait, to prove your worth, or to fight for their attention. They will show up, every single time, because they know what they have in you.
You are powerful beyond measure. You carry the strength of generations within you. You are not here to beg for love or to settle for crumbs of affection. You are here to live a life of purpose, surrounded by those who honor and cherish you. Do not let anyone convince you otherwise.
So, dear woman, know your worth. Love yourself fiercely and unapologetically. Walk away from anything that makes you feel less than whole. The universe is waiting to align you with the love and life you deserve, but first, you must choose yourself. Stop waiting for “one day.” Create your own day, your own happiness, and your own destiny.
A goddess does not chase. She stands firm in her power, knowing that what is meant for her will never require her to lose herself. You are that goddess. Step into your power and never settle for less than the divine love and respect that are your birthright. Truth is at some point you’ll realize that you’ve done too much for someone that the next possible step to do is to leave them alone & walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up but you have to draw the line from determination & desperation, what’s yours will be yours & what’s not yours will never be no matter how hard you try.
