Place Holder

I realized many times that I was a ” place holder ” and there aways was a 3rd party ; maybe more involved in his life .

Not able to act in truth , waiting for the right time and for the twin he found and together they destroyed each other in their zest to target me .

They traveled, lived large , exotic cars and the same dynamics destroyed that relationship , as they fed our sons on everything being my fault .

That was financial; ” oh I’d love to help you out but ” she”gets half my money and spousal .”

All the while I was short sheeted and legally he thought he had things secure .

Years of not caring for himself , not knowing how or caring , his behavior towards me was even less care .

Place holding had a short life and when he was done he was done and wanted to leave with as much as possible .

Always has a reserve , sexual partners and money to pay for services .

I’m very Thankful to be out of the energy of place holding and marriage to a man who was never ever satisfied .

#PlaceHolderNoMore🙌💯

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Girls are hitting puberty earlier

During the coronavirus pandemic, pediatric endocrinologists saw a new surge of referrals for girls with early puberty—the number of these referrals doubled or even tripled during the lockdown periods of 2020, recent studies show.

www.newyorker.com/science/annals-of-medicine/why-more-and-more-girls-are-hitting-puberty-early

Real Change

Soul Sisters Sanctuary

“The real damage is done by those millions who want to ‘survive’. The honest men who just want to be left in peace. Those who don’t want their little lives disturbed by anything bigger than themselves. Those with no sides and no causes. Those who won’t take measure of their own strength, for fear of antagonizing their own weakness. Those who don’t like to make waves—or enemies. Those for whom freedom, honor, truth, and principles are only literature.

Those who live small, die small. It’s the reductionist approach to life: if you keep it small, you’ll keep it under control. If you don’t make any noise, the bogeyman won’t find you. But it’s all an illusion, because they die too, those people who roll up their spirits into tiny little balls so as to be safe.

Safe?! From what? Life is always on the edge of death; narrow streets lead to the same place as wide avenues, and a little candle burns itself out just the same as a flaming torch does. I choose my own way to burn.”

– Sophie Scholl

Executed (at 21 years old) via guillotine in 1943 for protesting and resisting the German Nazi state.