Tag: consciousness
Know yourself
I learned this after moving to my mountain, and spending quality time alone . I have come to understand that my liberation threatens some folks , our sons call me forceful …. however I understand , for I’ve been in that place of “fog” and I’ve got to move forward , prayers for each of them , as with all my family, but I’m flowing in the direction of my dreams come true . Lessons learned , and I’m Thankful and Grateful and proud of my diligence , my flight to light has no fight .
Know yourself they say
and don’t be led astray
but how can I know who I am
when I’m different every day?
Some days I’m the smart one
with the answers people need
and some days I’m the strong one
standing up to take the lead.
On other days I’m sure
that if the wind blew me too hard
I would shatter like a glass
into a million tiny shards.
And on those days I cower
and I hide out from the world
waiting on my inner child
to blossom and unfurl.
And each day I’m surprised
by the newness that I see
the things I’m finding out
the complexity of me.
So how to know yourself
when you’re all things rolled in one?
you simply must decide
to love whatever you become.
Donna Ashworth
From ‘I Wish I Knew’:
Art, shared with permission, by the amazing Lisa Aisato. #lisaaiasatoart #lisaaisatobooks
#loveyourself #poetry #art #donnaashworth #mentalhealthawareness #selflovepoetry

Immunity to the drama/trauma of the Narcissist
Yep, with education and decades of research , and my personal inner work, I’ve reached that point.
He’s going to land where he lands on his karmic ride …I’m not responsible for anything or anyone but myself. An outstretched arm towards my back for our sons, the other arm embracing liberation complete , a my personal new earth .
Gravitational Waves Should Change How You See the World – The Atlantic
We’ve just learned that the whole universe is humming around us. Now what?
— Read on www.theatlantic.com/science/archive/2023/06/universe-gravitational-waves-nanograv-discovery/674570/
Be yourself
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace
there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly
and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself
with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater
and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well
as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery
But let this not blind you to what
virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity
and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life
keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery,
and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy. ~Max Ehrmann
(Book: Desiderata https://amzn.to/3KvRZjo)
(Art: Photograph by Albarrán Cabrera)

Lions Gate Portal?
I no longer celebrate Lion’s Gate, and I invite other people take a closer look at what Lion’s Gate really is and make up your own mind.
For me, No one has really been able to satisfy the origins of this day. I’ve never really understood what we are celebrating here, or why?
For instance yesterday was Solar Lugnasah. We know that because the Sun was at 15° Leo. It has an astrological basis, and we can easily trace the history of this day to the Solar King Lugh.
Unlike the 8 High Holy days of the Pagan year, Lion’s Gate portal is relatively new.
For Lion’s Gate, Sirius indeed is Rising, but only over a small part of the globe. It’s not a global event. In fact, it won’t rise for Australia until January.
On 8/8, it rises over the 37th parallel latitudinal line. The same line as the civil war in America, and the “paranormal super highway”.
No matter what anyone tells you about its ancient origins, it’s really only been in the collective awareness since 2012. (Keep this year in mind)
In my own search of blogposts about Lion’s Gate, I can’t find anything written about Lion’s Gate prior to that year. This only confirms the claims of other Lion’s Gate questioners.
What happened in 2012? Cast your mind back. Including all of the galactic alignments, the ending of the Mayan Calendar and closing of a major cycles….
The Royal Star Regulus moved from the Fixed sign of Leo, to the mutable sign of Virgo.
This was the last Royal Star to move from Fixed signs into Mutable.
Mutable energy is transitional.
We can all see the plain truth that humanity consents less and less to a power that coalesces around a central closed system.
You will recognize the “Fixed” symbols of power on all of our major buildings that represent “power” in the world. Including churches.
The Man, The Bull, The Eagle, and The Lion.
These symbols correlate to the Fixed signs, and where the Royal Stars were prior to 2012.
With these central systems of power under attack, central power is definitely fighting back against humanity’s shift.
The symbols of mutable signs are much more balanced, and “open minded”. Gemini (the twins) Virgo, (The Priestess), Sagittarius, (the centaur-archer) and Pisces the (two fish).
We can already feel the shift into this energy.
Just the word Lion’s Gate. What’s that about?
In the old city Jerusalem, the Lion’s Gate was the gate Jesus walked through on the way to his crucifixion.
One thing to consider is; is Lion’s Gate portal a ritual of false light matrix?
Is the energy of our celebrations and rituals being used or “hijacked” for the wrong purposes.
Are our intentions, prayers, and willing consent, being walked through a Gate, leading to our symbolic slaughter?
I know that sounds a bit far out and conspiratorial, but stick with me for a moment.
The first thing that clued me in was the fact that I don’t find many mainstream articles covering the 8 High Holy Days.
But just this year, several mainstream outlets are amping up a celebration on this day. Lion’s Gate.
We know that the New Age was founded by secret societies, and that it’s been infiltrated by some of our global security services.
In esoteric circles, 8 symbolizes “The Right to Rule” through a bloodline, or other elitist concepts.
And Sirius is the focal point of Free Masonry.
We really do need to become aware of what we are giving our attention to these days. And the way that participation = consent in many occult rituals.
We need to be able to feel the stamp of the false light matrix when it’s vying for our attention.
The true spiritual path is not about identities. As Sasha Rose so beautifully said yesterday, and my whole spiritual ethos absolutely aligns… “if your spirituality includes putting on more and more identities, we might want to take a closer look at that.” (Not verbatim)
That’s why working with Venus is so powerful. She is about disrobing. Becoming spiritually naked, and more and more in contact with the pure essence of who we are. She is about balance.
If you were looking forward to doing ritual on this day, we can honor the completion of the Venus Cycle. These energies are especially potent.
Also, as I mentioned, Solar Lugnasah just passed yesterday.
Today I will actually be closing my energy system. Pulling it in tight. Rather than opening, or doing any channeling.
I will be finishing my completion contemplations for the Venus Cycle.
It’s all about discernment, and understanding where we are focusing our attention.
If you are interested in going down this Rabbit Hole a bit further, my jumping off point was Divine Harmony’s Lion’s Gate MasterClass from last year? It lays out some of the astrological/astronomical points. divine harmony
And Cosmic Space Witch on Instagram who has so much information on this.
There are several astrologers who have covered this over the years.
ETA; Zoe Christina Solaris and Tami Brunk have written comments in this thread that are definitely worthwhile context in your own personal inquiries.
In all, this is enough to have me pause. To ask questions…
#liongate #lionsgate #lionsgateportal

The shadow of shadow work
“The Shadow of Shadow Work:
If you think shadow work is about self improvement by way of making the negative and unsavory parts of yourself better or getting rid of them or replacing them with better more acceptable habits and patterns then you do not actually understand what shadow is.
Don’t fall into the trap!
Also remember: shadow does not simply mean the violent or ugly aspects of you. Shadow is whatever part of you you have disowned.
Your innocence could be in your shadow. Your love of life could be in your shadow. Your courage could be in your shadow.
Shadow is whatever you have disowned by choosing instead to identify with its polarity.
The continual judgement and desire to get rid of shadow is in fact actually the essence of what creates shadow.
Point being: much of what I hear of these days as shadow work is actually just the definition of what shadow is.”
~Maya Luna~
Archaeology for the Woman’s Soul

Empaths Can Trigger People

The split has begun
My life is calm , if not peaceful, as the unraveling , revelations cast light , that is not seen nor acknowledged by one’s held dear in my heart .
Wobbly is definitely how it feels , and I definitely want and need more on my own time, as I pray and hold patience.
All is not as it should be and that’s coming , soon.
As I hold space , for others, in their own journey , their own destination , while I am in reality holding plan B , and a ” fuck it bucket” for those things I release, those things and people that have no interest in rising to their higher self, the self of higher power , of knowing yourself and your gifts .
For over 20 years , I have exampled the monster in the closet , disposal, hatred and vengeance , the lack of love and respect and a preference to lie , cheat and steal , in order to own power that’s distorted realities .
My miss is my mercy , and so happily , I seek my home , a fall of preparing , a winter of rest and writing , and peace in my heart .
I never wanted certain things to be hopeless, and I prefer to have faith that what’s meant for me will be : Thy Will Be Done .
Holographic Body
8/8 Lions Gate 2023 and
the Holographic Light Body
Intense is not the word.
Post Full Moon with the 8/8 portal rapidly approaching, yesterdays X Class Solar Flare was just over the top. The Galaxy is gearing up for the huge shift. And we are part of it as first wavers step into their Holographic Light Bodies and prepare to become the Creators and Manifesters of New Earth in 2023/4 and at the Lions Gate.
I love the Holographic Light Body, it is our final step into the Multi-Dimensional Light Body connected to Source.
It is the gift of the Soul to those who have embodied Soul as part of their Journey on Earth.
From its seat in the Heart, the Soul sends out holographic plasma energy (aquafire/starfire) that spins into a sphere that encompasses all dimensions and home to the Source. The Human Body is contained within this sphere, and the 13 Chakra system keeps it in balance and harmony. But, the stability of the sphere depends on our ability to stay in Love, Peace and Harmony.
No matter how fast the sphere may spin, it is always anchored in Peace and Love and Joy.
It is our vehicle for Angelic Creativity and Manifestation.
It includes our connection to Source/Prime Creator and so is a powerful energy.
When we align with our active Holographic Light body, we are able to cope with high frequency light transmission as well as being resilient in lower frequencies.
Because we are always anchored in the Heart and Soul and always focussed on our Soul and its mission for New Earth.
Stay in Peace and Love.
We got this! ~ Celia Fenn ❤️

