Tag: abuse narcissistic behavior

This video was intense , because I don’t recall feeling ‘connected ‘ especially in sexual exchanges . That energy was highly influenced by his sexual history , his self satisfaction , detachment is not strong enough to express my withdrawal from expectations where sex was concerned .

Porn was indeed a huge negative factor and his casual behavior with me , instead of maturation, it was stuck big time ; and my education, my lessons only darkened with prescription medication 💊 that was slowly killing me and no body was adulting or educating themselves . With the exception of middles son who wrote a school paper with great grades in it on Bipolar . I don’t recall what he wrote but the information at that time was ‘chemical imbalance ‘ and no one discussed trauma . Domestic abuse was not and still is not considered as violence nor are our children protected by the current systems that must be corrected asap.

I’m but one voice there are millions of.

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