No ordinary Love ❤️

Sade

I discovered Sade while drugged via psychiatry…ala the ” chemical

straightjacket ” and she helped keep the flame of love alive , while

my reality was of the disposal process , of a highly disinterested,

disturbed , detached , depressive person who had dumped all his

shadow on me and one of our children .

Like a light in the dark , a flickering flame , heart knowing that I

would know that love . That light became brighter and brighter as

After having the mother load of trauma , while still shedding decades

and pre birth trauma come all at once , without a single soul being

aware ; a gal befriended me and showed me the female version of

narcissism…It took a while but man, I walked away from that situation

with no regrets . It was an invaluable teaching experience.

I had to learn to roll through my feelings and traumatic memories, to

go within .. That was driven to move to the mountains that brought me

a slower pace , but first I had to slow my mind down …The pace of city

life was a challenge that had to be eliminated .

That accomplished , my normal Pisces mind can ‘roam’ as it were and

I own that , and try to not be overly excited as I was years ago and

it didn’t turn out well…

Thy Will Be Done ..

I have known I had to clear the tragedy and trauma of my family

and I have had to leave that to Divine Love , who know their hearts

and their horror , what they feel… I will trust that healing , for them

will allow healing on a comfortable degree with mother & child .

Today , messaging is of love ❤️…and I had this in mail, and thought

of this song , so anchoring in my world of horrors , and dissolutions .

I had to be able to roll through

Angel message :

https://youtu.be/AXenZU3XLIk?si=Hg3Ia4VDISxCYUP5

Sade,

No ordinary love ❤️

https://youtu.be/_WcWHZc8s2I?si=cEYJjeAub_w0VuVW

youtube.com/watch

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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