Sade
I discovered Sade while drugged via psychiatry…ala the ” chemical
straightjacket ” and she helped keep the flame of love alive , while
my reality was of the disposal process , of a highly disinterested,
disturbed , detached , depressive person who had dumped all his
shadow on me and one of our children .
Like a light in the dark , a flickering flame , heart knowing that I
would know that love . That light became brighter and brighter as
After having the mother load of trauma , while still shedding decades
and pre birth trauma come all at once , without a single soul being
aware ; a gal befriended me and showed me the female version of
narcissism…It took a while but man, I walked away from that situation
with no regrets . It was an invaluable teaching experience.
I had to learn to roll through my feelings and traumatic memories, to
go within .. That was driven to move to the mountains that brought me
a slower pace , but first I had to slow my mind down …The pace of city
life was a challenge that had to be eliminated .
That accomplished , my normal Pisces mind can ‘roam’ as it were and
I own that , and try to not be overly excited as I was years ago and
it didn’t turn out well…
Thy Will Be Done ..
I have known I had to clear the tragedy and trauma of my family
and I have had to leave that to Divine Love , who know their hearts
and their horror , what they feel… I will trust that healing , for them
will allow healing on a comfortable degree with mother & child .
Today , messaging is of love ❤️…and I had this in mail, and thought
of this song , so anchoring in my world of horrors , and dissolutions .
I had to be able to roll through
Angel message :
https://youtu.be/AXenZU3XLIk?si=Hg3Ia4VDISxCYUP5
Sade,
No ordinary love ❤️
