A huge gift for me personally is the unveiling of someone
I have in my life at any given time , who begins to ” crack
their personal egg”. On many levels I am in awareness of
so many doing so, and having been there , so many times
having no real idea of the spiritual nature of each and every
moment , lessons that ravaged me to my core.
In my experience , it took many of these adverse teachings
to accept deep connection to spirit , for many reasons
and profoundly altered not only my life but the lives of 3
who did not and deserve to carry the legacy of shame and
stigma for generations for lack of facts , truths and abuse.
A culmination of circles are closing, and I’m pushing through
negatives , with guidance that tells me seeds planted that are
supposed to bear fruit are preparing to bud ..The cold temperatures
I have acclimated to these past 9 years , have forced my hermit mode
which until this year has had much adversity , including the 9 moves
that have tested my sanity and health ( more later) but here I am
67 ( 16 3/4 ) a master Leap Year Crone ) and it’s delicious
to be on the other side of so much shadow..
I don’t expect perfection, only peace and surrender to all that
is in my highest good .
I had to forgive myself , and many others.
I had to end many Karmic relationships .
I had to step out of anything that impeded my spiritual
growth and healing of trauma.
I moved here to be a woman of substance .
I observe which is often taken negatively , I engage when I want.
Thankfully , that is more frequent and varied and Blessed .
I buy my own flowers 🌺, I nurture myself, no horrid self talk,
I don’t beat myself up over a past in which I survived, or when
I did not know better . I observe always , I listen deeply but
I’m finding that that’s not conveyed if I join in . I am in deep
awe of those who hear me , despite my uneducated , or lost
capabilities in writing , editing etc.. So many lost years , yet
I know how blessed I am to not have permanent tremors
or worse , after years of toxins fed me in the name of medicine
and disease .
I am soon to be aided in correct composure , structure , balance
and edit of the word , which is a wish for 15 years .
Legal assistance is also shaping up , and so finally clearing
out .
2 – 7 year cycles of regeneration of cells , plus along with my efforts
in all ways of healing , and total surrender to spirit , allow
a brand new dance to be unveiled , and I am open to receive .
The gift to me of my awareness that someone has cracked
their egg , and can lay down burdens that have long weighted
them down ! To be on their way, seeds planted for their brand
new day; liberated from a past that no longer serves them ,
liberated to create the life of their dreams with intent. With
beautiful fragmented spirits that glow with all the self work
of polishing hearts to hues of gold , fracking light and love,
like new children 👶🏼, missions clearer …home❤️🙏🏼🎁
50 years of negatives , of stagnation, of not knowing
Bam ! BeGone🗽
Blessings & Much
Love ❤️
