I don’t really feel like talking
I lost someone close to me
There are just some things
Your eyes cannot un see
Excuse me if I am quiet
I don’t have much to say
I haven’t been the same
Not since that painful day
The world is too loud now
My heart cannot cope
It’s broken, I’m afraid
And there is no antidote
So for now,
Home is where I’ll stay
Attending to my heart
Safe and tucked away
@LEAVE HER WILD
Sharyn Marsh
Truth is liberating and does shatter illusions, and my life long experiences have intensified my efforts towards truth .
The truth is freedom and it will piss you off , often enrage you . Tempering that was major for me as I continued in my efforts to heal myself and grow ( no way to catch up , grieve lost time , lost children , lost health ) and after years of, decades I have been rewarded with healing and truths that often have knocked me down, had me walk back my progress . But I did not , could not , not pull it together .
Defiantly worse for wear but holding faith that all wrongs are righted ; Thy Will Be Done .
@resting
In more esoteric circles, these illusions are called Maya. There are many truths that get revealed on the ascension path but in a nutshell it’s simply this:
We are cosmic, energetic beings having a human experience, all at once.
This means we’re all many manifestations of one single entity, all that is.
I wanted to share this after talking to a friend , who
had a bed bug invasion and I recalled my own
invasion in 2004.
I had just bought a house , leaving a 3 level condo
and I was ” coming to ” in very often traumatic
experiences .
One day , I noticed these iridescent, dolly polie
things around my steps to the basement .
I followed the trail , to discover newly hatched
centipedes in my dryer , when was surrounded by
by wisteria .
I was already vulnerable and this freaked me out .
I called my realtor and she laughed upon seeing
them.
Not funny.
I wish I had read the following at the time :
www.angelicalbalance.com/spirituality/centipede-spiritual-meaning/
Stop testing the limits of my patience and my love. I’ve given you my trust, my loyalty, and my heart…but even I have boundaries. If you continue to deceive, manipulate, and betray me, don’t expect me to stay.
I’ve stood by you time and again, forgiving your mistakes, overlooking your flaws, and believing in the person I hoped you could become. I’ve poured everything into this relationship…my love, my energy, and my faith…even when it hurt me, even when you didn’t deserve it. That’s what love is: showing up, holding on, and believing in someone, even when it’s hard.
But love and loyalty are not infinite. They have limits, and they come with expectations. Cheating is not an accident; it’s a choice. Narcissism is not just a flaw; it’s a refusal to see anyone but yourself. If you keep exploiting my forgiveness, testing my understanding, and shattering my trust, there will come a moment when I no longer have the strength or desire to repair what you’ve broken.
And when that moment comes, don’t act surprised. Don’t play the victim. Don’t accuse me of walking away too easily. I’ve given you every opportunity to change, to grow, and to prove that this relationship is worth saving. But if you continue to take me for granted, you can’t be shocked when I finally choose to walk away.
When I leave, it won’t be out of anger or hate…it will be out of self-respect. And when you finally realize what you’ve lost, remember: it wasn’t me who gave up…it was you who pushed me away.
#karmasays
Totally correct
GreatCosmicMothersUnite 