“I’ll never be Your Maybe “

Honey,I’m not the kind of person that will wait for you to “figure things out.”I know what i want and who I want it from- I expect the same from you.If you can’t make me a priority, then don’t think that I’ll stick around as a possibility.I know my worth and I’m as good as they come.If you can’t see that, someone else will.I may not have everything always figured out and I may just have “those” days sometimes where i cry in the shower, but then, who doesn’t?I never said I was perfect and I don’t ever want to be.So, if you’re looking for Barbie, Ken, you won’t find her here.I’m imperfectly beautiful in all the most chaotically wonderful ways, and if you’d stop looking at me and start actually seeing me, you might just get that.I need someone strong, confident and passionate-I don’t want to sit idly and watch a small camp fire, I want passion fiery enough to set a thousand nights ablaze.If you’re trying to define me like every other woman you’ve known, then let me just stop you right there.You may never figure me out, you might have a challenge trying to understand me, but if you want something badly enough, I’d think you’d do your best to try to unravel my layers.True love and blazing romance doesn’t just appear for the faint of heart.You can call me stubborn, headstrong or sassy- I’ll just smile and thank you for the compliments.I’m not going to be just another option in your playbook and I’m not happy settling for small slivers of your attention.So, this is your chance and I’m your wake up call.If you’re playing a game, then find another field to play on.My love isn’t something I value lightly and i don’t waste my time with hopscotch of the heart.So, do us both a favor, won’t you?Forget your maybes, hopefully and possibilities.Step up and treat me with some respect if you want to earn my love.My life isn’t a dress rehearsal and this isn’t an audition.This time..I’m playing for keeps.|ravenwolf

October new Moon opened this door

The New Sacred Masculine Revolution PART I
There are a group of men on this planet who are preparing to explode all previously-held notions of what ‘being a man on Earth’ means.
These men are being contacted by supreme forces of destined evolution for our planet. Most of them have been treading a gently-opening path of growth and change for many years. They are aware that they are ‘different’ at a core level. They are hyper-aware that they do not seem to fit into established or traditional roles, inhabited by their own fathers, and forefathers.In many ways, these men have been standing alone since childhood.
These are men that have always been vibrating at a deep level of higher consciousness, but they have not always been able to see it that way. Early on in this lifetime, they were born with a new directive that began ‘awakening’ them right from the beginning. These men have always been conscious that they were different. They were conscious of being pulled in directions that they did not fully understand, but being only shown one way of living ‘as a man’, continued to mould themselves into roles and relationships that were prescribed for them by culture and society.
These men always wanted to succeed. They always wanted to live up to their potential as potent wands of creative energy. They knew they had engines full of power and intelligence, fuelled up and ready to drive them into a purposeful life in the world. Some of them lived from this source of energy and power with recognisable success, and this was something that they could proudly tell their fathers. For a few moments, they could relax and know that their father approved of them; they were a ‘good boy’, a worthy man. This gave them a few more years of oxygen, a few more years of capability to keep being alive, despite the gnawing ache in their bones, the growing psychic sensitivity to being out in the ‘normal’ world, the inability to move with the herd, and feel satisfied with what all other men seemed to be content with.
Some of these men have never felt a sense of being a success. Some of them were so sensitive, so spiritually-anchored even from birth, that they ‘failed’ to reach the established societal goalposts almost from the beginning. Feeling an almost intangible alienation from everything they saw their friends, brothers, fathers, uncles and even admired role-models doing…some of these men may even have ‘dropped out’ of the net, sabotaged their own inner creative fire, numbed themselves to their spiritual acuity and extreme sensitivity. Obviously, many of the routes to doing this ‘dropping out’ involve what can become addictive behaviours; drugs & alcohol, non-emotionally or spiritually present sex, over-working or refusing to work, hiding and numbing within relationships or marriages that are not growth-inspired.
Most of these men – these actual pioneers of a new chapter in masculine energy evolution – have veered in-between these two extreme states. None of them have ever found what their deepest Soul-knowing would describe as ‘home’.
The New Age has arrived, and with it, some tolerable life-choice options for men like this who do not fit into the old patterns. Being ‘on a spiritual path’ has become a theme that can give some of these men permission to go and ‘just be’; to find themselves and escape the toxicity, the unbearable noise, the cacophony of voices that scream at them daily to achieve, conquer, strengthen, make money and more money no matter what human & natural destruction ensues, to dominate with ruthlessness and no heart, to crush all that lies in the way of owning everything at the expense of everyone.
No wonder they crave escape and a sunshine-covered beach full of the feminine-energy of Nature. Or a cave, where hermit-like, they sit and commune with the Divine: the higher freedoms of their lifelong-depleted spirits. No wonder they run for the hills, maybe even rejecting intimate relationships and sexual interaction, in the name of pursuing God, of pursuing a Real Objective, of pursuing their Hearts.
These men need a time-out from all this pressure to be what they never were in the first place.They need a time-out from their father’s voice in their head.They need to detox, to recover, to re-align.They need to be….alone.And yet in the nothingness, in the aloneness, in the silence, in the playful immersion into nature, in the blissful escape – in whatever form it takes in their lives – these men have come to feel that their existential restlessness – the one they have had since childhood – has not been alleviated.
In fact, it may have even increased in recent months and weeks.There is something that they must do. Something that they must embody, rise up to, explode through, penetrate, seed creative potential to.
It involves their Hearts, they know that much, because their hearts are on fire with….what is it? Is it passion? Is it desire? Is it urgency? Is it Love?
It involves their Spirits, they know that much, because recently there has been such a Call to Spirit, so much synchronicity, so much divine alignment in their lives…it is definitely Spirit moving.Are they capable of taking this risk, this jump?Right into the heart of their beautiful, mighty, pulsating Soul’s Mission?
Their minds do not know what to do. Nothing is being laid out or revealed as concrete evidence. There are no guarantees, and whatever it is that is leading these men is so far away from the landscape of what their father has ever risked his heart or reputation for, that it almost makes these men want to curl up and die. Just stay in the comfort zone forever – even if that comfort zone looks like a New Age paradise.
What these men may, or may not, know – is that the Goddess pantheon is with them, so deeply, so profoundly, so revolutionarily, that they will not have to wonder about the pros and cons of taking a risk on themselves for much longer.
All of these men who will resonate with the energy of these words have been touched by the Hand of the Goddess, and the resurrection of High Feminine consciousness.
Some of these men have been re-initiated into the ancient temples of the divine feminine and ignited into new active sacred purpose.
What the Goddess knows is that there is Work to do, and that these men have been in-filled with new source-codes of direction.The New Directions for these men – those who have a Contract to Return to uphold the Altar of the Sacred Feminine – are directions that involve taking their hearts into new territories. In some ways, they are risking it all, because they now have to stand up and be seen as the true warriors of Love that they Are.
And this means, demonstrating that Love in active purpose, in creative, meaningful, applied ways. It means being in relationships that are not allowing them to avoid the healing power of sacred intimacy – intimacy that requires their depth and their presence.This Sacred Purpose is not about running.It is about Staying.It is about showing up, opening up, growing up and stepping up.
It is about moving into all the voids, all the empty spaces, all the terrifyingly uncharted plains of existence that these men’s fathers, and fathers before them, could not reach into.
It is about finally coming home to the unheard, un-noticed, un-witnessed, even un-loved, parts of themselves – and being admired, appreciated, welcomed and trusted for their spiritual uniqueness.
All of these rare and deeply-needed men are being held by the Great Goddess, and contacted by the Great Gods, and their emissaries.
This is their time.
This is the Time of Total Trust being extended to the Pioneers of the New Masculine Paradigm.
Sophie Bashford ❤

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Watch “Brandi Carlile – The Mother (Official Video)” on YouTube

A beautiful rendering of the Sacred union of

Mother & child . Divinity, that has been leveraged

and is now coming into the forefront , as each

heals their mother wounds .

With a profoundly better educated viewpoint , and

a completion , I am very blessed to be on my way

to peace in my foundation to a degree that brings

restoration and resolution .

Settling in for a winter wonderland , perfection in

the timing and earth angels involved ; my plans

and needs are simple.. Eat, Sleep, Read , Write

in Gradatude and Thanks for Divine guidance 🙏.

Mother is the god we know 1st .

Blessings & Peace ,

Dona Luna

Separation & Polarity, by Sharon Lyn Shepard

The current battleground of separation and polarity we are observing on earth right now is what continues to hold the antiquated 3d/4d matrix in place. 
If this is the timeline in which you choose to play on behalf of humanity, then by all means take action. However, in order to be of the highest service it’s important to consciously ask: Can I intervene from a place of neutrality, a place of love and compassion? Otherwise, no matter the intent, we are continuing to augment the matrix of duality. 
If, on the other hand, you are choosing a timeline as a creator of the New Earth, which has transcended the matrix of duality, there is no battleground. There is nothing to fight. And yet, how easy it is to get pulled into the chaos and drama that is happening all around us, distracting us from creating a new earth so those who are awakening will have a new reality to step into when they are ready. 
Multiple timelines are playing out right now. During this time of emotional turmoil, I caution each of us to take a step back. Disengage, go deep into our hearts, and listen to the Wisdom of our Soul which will never lead us asunder. We each have our own unique Soul path. Take the time to become clear what your role is and then allow that “Point of Consciousness” to become your guiding star. *~ Sharon Lyn Shepard~ www.sharonlynshepard.com
💗 Sharing is always appreciated 💗

Message 4men : Surrender

**FOR HER SURRENDER – TRANSMISSION FOR MEN**⁣⁣I had a male client communicate to me today: “she’s so hard. I want her to be softer. It pisses me off when she is so hard. What do I do? I keep telling her to be softer and to surrender in her femininity, but it’s not working.”⁣⁣“Well firstly, you being annoyed by her “hardness” as you put it, is only going to support more hardness.” I replied.⁣⁣She is already “soft” by nature. If she is not willing to be in that energy with you, there are parts of your being which she does not fully trust at this point. ⁣⁣An emotionally reactive and unclear man, is felt as a weak untrustworthy man. You don’t have to like it. It simply is what it is. ⁣⁣Even if her mind wants to trust you, her body will never feel safe enough to open in your company. It will brace in your presence. There will be an energetic cocooning as a form of protection. Not because you are a bad man, but because there are too many parts of you which are unclear, uncertain, and dispersive. This is unsafe for her on every level of love & surrender. ⁣⁣Men, you must realize to some degree what it means for her to be in a place of deep softness and receptivity with you. For you, it turns you on. For her, it’s risking life. ⁣⁣It requires her to release all order and control, which she has been forced to barricade up around herself, based on her past experiences with males. ⁣⁣This is what you are asking when you request for her to “surrender” more. You are inviting her into absolute exposure.⁣⁣On top of that, you are also wanting to literally insert a part of your body up inside of her, in a way which allows you to have full control over how you move it inside of her, in the most sensitive part of her entire physicality. DO YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH TRUST THIS REQUIRES? ⁣⁣As men, we cannot ever truly feel the reality of this situation in our body, and what it must actually feel like when it is presented in a disconnected and hungry way. ⁣⁣On the other end of the scale, having such intimacy presented in a connected, sensitive and conscious way must be like taking silky rockets of love-drops, made of dark chocolate, to the milky way. Excuse me, I’m veering…⁣⁣Basically, you are requiring her to bathe in oceans of vulnerability. A vulnerability which has been many times before you; used against her – disrespected, judged & dropped.⁣⁣Based on all of this…why on earth would she trust a man who she hasn’t vetted repeatedly?⁣⁣Welcome her challenge. ⁣⁣Welcome her moment to moment tests. ⁣⁣Realize it’s because she actually gives a damn about you. If she didn’t, she would never feel the need to test anything about you.⁣ ⁣If any of this sounds like something you simply don’t want to engage with, then leave her alone. She can probably find someone safer than you. ⁣⁣What men need to see is the beauty in the challenge – the beauty present in the opportunity to demonstrate your wisdom and strength. This, is the dance. ⁣⁣If you are wanting to show up for yourself, for community, for her – regardless of how terrified you may be, beautiful! Stay there, in your integrity, and allow her to continuously experience you. ⁣⁣Finally, the question answered:⁣⁣How do we as men experience woman in her softness? ⁣⁣Through learning how to LOVE HER.⁣⁣Especially in her hardness. Especially in her anger. Especially in her frustration. Especially in her tension. Especially in all the places she has been mishandled and traumatized. ⁣⁣Love her!⁣⁣And then love her more…if you want to. ⁣⁣If you don’t want to, there’s nothing wrong with that – But leave her the fuck alone. She doesn’t need another half-assed version of undercooked love. None of us do. If you are going to be there, at least commit to it.⁣⁣You want her to be soft? Learn how to love her. ⁣⁣Much love,⁣Chris⁣www.awakenedintent.com

Love you , but I’m not in love with you

Its a reality unfortunately , an epidemic ..

Distorted and very Distructive.

This truth came when I was 5 years unto induced bipolar.

He had 5 years to plan , his escape to happiness.

Nothing to stop the distorted stories, drama, and damage done..

Still projecting blame , still distorted about many illegal acts, and universal blasphems ..

In addition to his logical uses of me , in marriage , I was leverage , to use successfully to please his true trauma bonded Master.

https://goodmenproject.com/featured-content/i-was-never-in-love-with-you-hesaid/

Cleanliness is next to Godiness

Cleanliness is next to Godliness…
If you come to me as a victim I will not support you.But I will have the courage to walk with you through the pain that you are suffering. I will put you in the fire, I will undress you, and I will sit you on the earth.I will bathe you with herbs, I will purge you, and you will vomit the rage and the darkness inside you.I’ll bang your body with good herbs, and I’ll put you to lay in the grass, face up to the sky.Then I will blow your crown to clean the old memories that make you repeat the same behavior. I will blow your forehead to scare away the thoughts that cloud your vision. I will blow your throat to release the knot that won’t let you talk.I will blow your heart to scare fear, so that it goes far away where it cannot find you.I will blow your solar plexus to extinguish the fire of the hell you carry inside, and you will know peace.I will blow with fire your belly to burn the attachments, and the love that was not.I will blow away the lovers that left you, the children that never came.I will blow your heart to make you warm, to rekindle your desire to feel, create and start again.I will blow with force your vagina or your penis, to clean the sexual door to your soul.I will blow away the garbage that you collected trying to love what did not wanted to be loved.I will use the broom, and the sponge, and the rag, and safely clean all the bitterness inside you.I will blow your hands to destroy the ties that prevent you from creating.I will blow your feet to dust and erase the footprints memories, so you can never return to that bad place. I will turn your body, so your face will kiss the earth.I’ll blow your spine from the root to the neck to increase your strength and help you walk upright.And I will let you rest.
After this you will cry, and after crying you will sleep, And you will dream beautiful and meaningful dreams, and when you wake up I’ll be waiting for you.I will smile at you, and you will smile backI will offer you food that you will eat with pleasure, tasting life, and I will thank you.Because what I’m offering today, was offered to me before when darkness lived within me.And after I was healed, I felt the darkness leaving, and I cried.
Then we will walk together, and  I will show you my garden, and my plants, and I will take you to the fire again.And will talk together in a single voice with the blessing of the earth.And we will shout to the forest the desires of your heart.And the fire will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together.And the mountains will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together.And the rivers will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together.And the wind will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together.And then we will bow before the fire, and we will call upon all the visible and invisible guardians.And you will say thank you to all of them.And you will say thank you to yourself.And you will say thank you to yourself. And you will say thank you
-author unknownThat is very beautiful.Thank You.BE Well…Show quoted text

Total Trust Extended to the New Masculine : The Shift has happened 👌

Totally sense this within and out, and it’s brought much peace to situations , that are concluding as new is birthing.

New Earth is creating balance by force or choice , and Divine is quite a flutter with this mist sacred balance, restoration .

Side by side , not behind , not ahead …

The New Sacred Masculine Revolution PART I
There are a group of men on this planet who are preparing to explode all previously-held notions of what ‘being a man on Earth’ means.
These men are being contacted by supreme forces of destined evolution for our planet. Most of them have been treading a gently-opening path of growth and change for many years. They are aware that they are ‘different’ at a core level. They are hyper-aware that they do not seem to fit into established or traditional roles, inhabited by their own fathers, and forefathers.In many ways, these men have been standing alone since childhood.
These are men that have always been vibrating at a deep level of higher consciousness, but they have not always been able to see it that way. Early on in this lifetime, they were born with a new directive that began ‘awakening’ them right from the beginning. These men have always been conscious that they were different. They were conscious of being pulled in directions that they did not fully understand, but being only shown one way of living ‘as a man’, continued to mould themselves into roles and relationships that were prescribed for them by culture and society.
These men always wanted to succeed. They always wanted to live up to their potential as potent wands of creative energy. They knew they had engines full of power and intelligence, fuelled up and ready to drive them into a purposeful life in the world. Some of them lived from this source of energy and power with recognisable success, and this was something that they could proudly tell their fathers. For a few moments, they could relax and know that their father approved of them; they were a ‘good boy’, a worthy man. This gave them a few more years of oxygen, a few more years of capability to keep being alive, despite the gnawing ache in their bones, the growing psychic sensitivity to being out in the ‘normal’ world, the inability to move with the herd, and feel satisfied with what all other men seemed to be content with.
Some of these men have never felt a sense of being a success. Some of them were so sensitive, so spiritually-anchored even from birth, that they ‘failed’ to reach the established societal goalposts almost from the beginning. Feeling an almost intangible alienation from everything they saw their friends, brothers, fathers, uncles and even admired role-models doing…some of these men may even have ‘dropped out’ of the net, sabotaged their own inner creative fire, numbed themselves to their spiritual acuity and extreme sensitivity. Obviously, many of the routes to doing this ‘dropping out’ involve what can become addictive behaviours; drugs & alcohol, non-emotionally or spiritually present sex, over-working or refusing to work, hiding and numbing within relationships or marriages that are not growth-inspired.
Most of these men – these actual pioneers of a new chapter in masculine energy evolution – have veered in-between these two extreme states. None of them have ever found what their deepest Soul-knowing would describe as ‘home’.
The New Age has arrived, and with it, some tolerable life-choice options for men like this who do not fit into the old patterns. Being ‘on a spiritual path’ has become a theme that can give some of these men permission to go and ‘just be’; to find themselves and escape the toxicity, the unbearable noise, the cacophony of voices that scream at them daily to achieve, conquer, strengthen, make money and more money no matter what human & natural destruction ensues, to dominate with ruthlessness and no heart, to crush all that lies in the way of owning everything at the expense of everyone.
No wonder they crave escape and a sunshine-covered beach full of the feminine-energy of Nature. Or a cave, where hermit-like, they sit and commune with the Divine: the higher freedoms of their lifelong-depleted spirits. No wonder they run for the hills, maybe even rejecting intimate relationships and sexual interaction, in the name of pursuing God, of pursuing a Real Objective, of pursuing their Hearts.
These men need a time-out from all this pressure to be what they never were in the first place.They need a time-out from their father’s voice in their head.They need to detox, to recover, to re-align.They need to be….alone.And yet in the nothingness, in the aloneness, in the silence, in the playful immersion into nature, in the blissful escape – in whatever form it takes in their lives – these men have come to feel that their existential restlessness – the one they have had since childhood – has not been alleviated.
In fact, it may have even increased in recent months and weeks.There is something that they must do. Something that they must embody, rise up to, explode through, penetrate, seed creative potential to.
It involves their Hearts, they know that much, because their hearts are on fire with….what is it? Is it passion? Is it desire? Is it urgency? Is it Love?
It involves their Spirits, they know that much, because recently there has been such a Call to Spirit, so much synchronicity, so much divine alignment in their lives…it is definitely Spirit moving.Are they capable of taking this risk, this jump?Right into the heart of their beautiful, mighty, pulsating Soul’s Mission?
Their minds do not know what to do. Nothing is being laid out or revealed as concrete evidence. There are no guarantees, and whatever it is that is leading these men is so far away from the landscape of what their father has ever risked his heart or reputation for, that it almost makes these men want to curl up and die. Just stay in the comfort zone forever – even if that comfort zone looks like a New Age paradise.
What these men may, or may not, know – is that the Goddess pantheon is with them, so deeply, so profoundly, so revolutionarily, that they will not have to wonder about the pros and cons of taking a risk on themselves for much longer.
All of these men who will resonate with the energy of these words have been touched by the Hand of the Goddess, and the resurrection of High Feminine consciousness.
Some of these men have been re-initiated into the ancient temples of the divine feminine and ignited into new active sacred purpose.
What the Goddess knows is that there is Work to do, and that these men have been in-filled with new source-codes of direction.The New Directions for these men – those who have a Contract to Return to uphold the Altar of the Sacred Feminine – are directions that involve taking their hearts into new territories. In some ways, they are risking it all, because they now have to stand up and be seen as the true warriors of Love that they Are.
And this means, demonstrating that Love in active purpose, in creative, meaningful, applied ways. It means being in relationships that are not allowing them to avoid the healing power of sacred intimacy – intimacy that requires their depth and their presence.This Sacred Purpose is not about running.It is about Staying.It is about showing up, opening up, growing up and stepping up.
It is about moving into all the voids, all the empty spaces, all the terrifyingly uncharted plains of existence that these men’s fathers, and fathers before them, could not reach into.
It is about finally coming home to the unheard, un-noticed, un-witnessed, even un-loved, parts of themselves – and being admired, appreciated, welcomed and trusted for their spiritual uniqueness.
All of these rare and deeply-needed men are being held by the Great Goddess, and contacted by the Great Gods, and their emissaries.
This is their time.
This is the Time of Total Trust being extended to the Pioneers of the New Masculine Paradigm.
Sophie Bashford ❤