“The years have touched her only to enrich her; the flower of her youth had not faded; it only hung more quietly on its stem.”
Henry James – The Portrait of a Lady, 1880’s.
Miriam Escofet – An Angel at My Table (portrait of the artist’s mother), Winner of the BP Portrait Award 2018.
When she was a little girl
they told her she was beautiful
but it had no meaning
in her world of bicycles
and pigtails
and adventures in make-believe.
Later, she hoped she was beautiful
as boys started taking notice
of her friends
and phones rang for
Saturday night dates.
She felt beautiful on her wedding day,
hopeful with her
new life partner by her side
but, later,
when her children called
her beautiful,
she was often exhausted,
her hair messily tied back,
no make up,
wide in the waist
where it used to be narrow;
she just couldn’t take it in.
Over the years, as she tried,
in fits and starts,
to look beautiful,
she found other things
to take priority,
like bills
and meals,
as she and her life partner
worked hard
to make a family,
to make ends meet,
to make children into adults,
to make a life.
Now,
she sat.
Alone.
Her children grown,
her partner flown,
and she couldn’t remember
the last time
she was called beautiful.
But she was.
It was in every line on her face,
in the strength of her arthritic hands,
the ampleness that had
a million hugs imprinted
on its very skin,
and in the jiggly thighs and
thickened ankles
that had run her race for her.
She had lived her life with a loving
and generous heart,
had wrapped her arms
around so many to
to give them comfort and peace.
Her ears had
heard both terrible news
and lovely songs,
and her eyes
had brimmed with,
oh, so many tears,
they were now bright
even as they dimmed.
She had lived and she was.
And because she was,
she was made beautiful.
Author: Suzanne Reynolds, © 2019
Photo credit: Nina Djaerff
Model: Marit Rannveig Haslestad
I have heard of Blue Ray beings but not Blue Light. This lady being interviewed had some information that I connected with, to the point of grateful tears .. The dates discussed were affirming as well as my gut..
To The Ascension LightWorker Collective: This is now a time of Reconstructions, Transformations , Removing of Obstacles Renewal Power , Retrieval. There has been a sense of impatience within the ascending collective recently, sensing something significant and exciting is about to happen. This next chapter is going to bring in significant breakthroughs, revelations, resets, and powerful transformations.
It is wise to Pay attention to any recurring themes at this moment. Becoming aware of how you may have subconsciously given your power away or where you can take more personal accountability. A powerful and significant change is aligning you for your greater good and destiny. Have faith and gracefully surrender while obstacles are being removed.
Higher energies continue to flood the Planet
You might not feel like yourself lately you could be feeling sad, stressed, overemotional or shifting from high to low. You are adjusting to the different Ascension earth energies that surround you , purgings are ongoing as nothing dense can remain in your vibrational fields.
You can call in your light team often to clear your energy fields. Together with higher self
You send love to any uncomfortable symptoms or situations . You are here experiencing everything for a reason. Soon you will know exactly why, you are in a fast pace stream of changing energies.
Authentic ascending souls will eventually stop living in the illusion of a linear reality that has a given past and a given future and you start waking up to the fact that there is no time, there is only Now.
The month of November has been filled with significant planetary shifts and changes, impacting many Ascending Souls. As we approach the upcoming 11-11 gateway activation on November 29th, the transformative and life-changing events associated with it may lead us in new directions. We might also encounter unfamiliar energies, relying on our intuition more than ever, despite the uncertainties, we remain connected to the divine energy source and maintain our sovereignty.
If you have been feeling tense, fearful, or uneasy about what lays ahead, know that you are sensitive to the approaching change in the collective consciousness. It is normal to feel unsure about the specific manifestations of these changes, as linear minds seek control over outcomes this is influenced by past fear-based experiences stored in the Akashic records.
These feelings are part of the ascension process, as we become consciously aware of self-sabotage occurring in our minds. With time you will naturally liberate yourself from attachment to outcomes as everything aligns, synchronising the integration process.
2023 has been a year of personal upgrades and delving into deeper complex layers to reach higher levels of consciousness, awakening, and awareness. It has also been a year of challenges and unexpected surprises all guiding you towards your soul’s true purpose.
Even advanced conscious souls have experienced extreme fear on this ascending and awakening path, but have persevered and continued despite of that fear. There is no need for shame in any of the areas where you are healing and overcoming obstacles. As you ascend, you continue to release shame-based structures deeply ingrained in your cellular memory. It is time to confront everything within that is not in balance with Your higher self’s vibrational alignment.
The Truth is you are never alone on this Ascension journey, despite what the ego may trick or convince you into believing. Trust that you will overcome every obstacle and begin flowing in synchronised vibrations, even when you may be experiencing fatigue as your body purges dense toxins.
View this time as an opportunity to invest in Self-love and acceptance. Love every aspect of yourself, including the traumatic and deepest memories. Through your own expansion of inner light, you will heal all wounds, traumas, and pain, harnessing your innate intelligence.
Acknowledging and expressing this to divine spirit source energy: Stating that you are ready to align with your desired future timelines for your highest good this moves you into higher conscious timelines.
There is no End to Ascension not on this planet or in any area of cosmic creation. , You are an instinctive part of the continuum of all there is . There for there is only progression and infinite evolution. Ascension in human form is a gradual process and takes the time it needs , this is different and varies for all ascending souls . Depending on one’s levels of conscious evolution, letting go of perceiving things to be wrong , accepting each part , each step is just as valuable.
The uncomfortable stages of your ascension path will gradually and incrementally dissolve and fade from the blueprint , it is the removal of all internal false conditioning that will be the most challenging , you are strengthening the inner virtues and sovereign attributes , transforming into authenticity means saying No to all that is not in your vibrational frequency and alignment , you are mastering living in Truth to be the authentic example amongst many others.
Cultivating Patience , endurance , courage , bravery , strength, loyalty, sovereignty, the mastering of all , There is no finish line to Ascending because there is only ever more of You not less .
Channeled In loving and devoted ascension service : By Ascension LightWorkers
Copyright ©️
I have had years of experience in the non growth in several relationships of great importance to me.. repeated lessons on how toxic these folks are, and how they fight the healing of the past etc, and I’m ready to release them to their Divine plan , especially if those plans are shrouded in darkness ( in not knowing) or targeting me .
It’s dark because you are trying too hard.
Lightly child, lightly. Learn to do everything lightly.
Yes, feel lightly even though you’re feeling deeply.
Just lightly let things happen and lightly cope with them.
I was so preposterously serious in those days, such a humorless little prig.
Lightly, lightly – it’s the best advice ever given me.
When it comes to dying even. Nothing ponderous, or portentous, or emphatic.
No rhetoric, no tremolos,
no self conscious persona putting on its celebrated imitation of Christ or Little Nell.
And of course, no theology, no metaphysics.
Just the fact of dying and the fact of the clear light.
So throw away your baggage and go forward.
There are quicksands all about you, sucking at your feet,
trying to suck you down into fear and self-pity and despair.
That’s why you must walk so lightly.
Lightly my darling,
on tiptoes and no luggage,
not even a sponge bag,
completely unencumbered. ~Aldous Huxley
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(Art: Photograph by Goncarlo Claro)
Extra Update
DEEP KARMIC COLLECTIVE CLEANSE GOING ON!
GIVES OVERLOADED PLEXUS SOLARIS AND OVERSTIGATION WITH ACCELERATED DETOX OF LIVER-GUTS-LUNGS-KIDNEY AND SKIN- OFTEN SHORT-TERM ATTACKS OF Nausea-CRAMPS-DIZZY-HEART FLATTERS-SHORT OF BREATHNESS-EMOTIONAL oiv ACTIVATION OF THE FLANKS FULL OF VERGANIZED POLLUTING LYMPHI REST AND STRESS- EXHAUSTION tgv STILL BUILDING HIGH FREQUENT ENERGY WAVES.
We collectively reach a turning point of merging the dimensional timelines with a huge outflow of dark stagnant energy from the deep-rooted ejection chakra=activation of the nervus terminalis or the 13th Ray from the core of the galactic sun=healing UV light and is connected to the fine capillary network=hair vessels.
This rollout of the 13th beam causes a powerful pressure between the shoulder blades and just below the chest bone which causes the thymus to spin at ever higher speeds and swings out the old stagnant lymph full of negative depressive thoughts towards chakra 5, again giving increased pressure to the vagus nerve which cramps and causes stress and anxiety reactions= the reaction from the reptile brain=brain stem with automatic flight and results in fighting reactions. You can recognize this by stress, excitement, panic, high short respiration.
An extreme Vortex influx of high-frequency cosmic light spirals through our crunch chakra through our spine to the bottom of the shaft = O point or stillpoint.
These powerful cosmic waves of light push us into our original form = blueprint oiv the sacro cranial rhythm, light pushes itself through all nerve channels and body cells to the skin and skin zones here it charges the thought shapes that seem to be on and through you all day, even if you walk outside; everything comes in at once and from all sides = multidimensional fields of consciousness and that can be very tiring!
The power waves line out our spine so that all vertebrae are properly lined up again and the energy can flow freely and unobstructed through the nerve channels.
This crystal clear light greatly affects us and resonates with our core of who we truly are. This white light shakes everything loose.
The white crystalline light enters through our crown [fountain] and connects to our brain fluid = liquid light and continues its way through the cranio sacral rhythm through the 12 cerebral nerve channels and then to our entire nervous system along the spine, which is now quickly overburdened by waste released from our energy system. We are being purified up to every cell!
As you prepare to receive the new energy, you will once again experience a rapid shift in consciousness. Your vibrational frequency accelerates again – and many experience physical symptoms of the purification and cleansing process.
***Intense physical pain and the portal healing of the reptile brain. Intense physical pain that occurs specifically on and/or around the face, neck, teeth, jaws= mean tooth and/or toothache, bleeding gums, gum problems, pressure on the cavities, snottyness, sore throat that comes and goes, coughing and headache with tension on the neck and shoulders, and on a specific area on the back from the head, the reptile brain at the top of the spinal cord connection with other parts of your brain. This can happen when you are expanding deep in the universal mind. Pain and discomfort on the spot can occur when deep ancient cellular healing loosens things.
Many light bearers and sacred code bearers are now releasing old traumas from Akasha records history at group level frequency. Here you can also experience a lot of energetic attacks to spread fear = polluted lymph nodes full of negative entities.
Extreme tiredness and exhaustion, often associated with difficulty sleeping or intense dreams = cleaning up akasha archive.
Joint pain, especially the legs, hips and knees.
Pain and pressure in the heart chakra area.
Nausea and cramps, acid burns and tension in the stomach.
Pain at the base of the neck and headache and pressing pain between the shoulder blades=ascension portals, this is where the influence of our educators is painfully felt-and visible,
Depression.
Dizziness and Sufiness, when your Higher Chakras are activated by the powerful Higher Energies.
Some volatility when energies flow through the whole system and put pressure on the meridians when they integrate.
The Symptoms of Detoxification when your body’s vibration increases and it releases toxins. These include headaches, diarrhea, nausea, etc…
Exhaustion, when your body works to integrate and balance the new energies. It will be energetically overload. This can also be experienced as short term memory loss, forgetfulness, and problems with time that seems too short.
Intense dreams at night, when your psyche goes through your Akasha chronicles and integrates the energies and light codes. This is associated with intense purification at the height of the Sacral Chakra as people prepare to use this chakra again in sacred servitude.
Deep sadness and depression, especially related to relationships. This is because people as a Collective are releasing old patterns and energies of abuse and negativity in the Sacral Chakra and making room for new positive relationship patterns.
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