Stop self gaslighting

“Stop gaslighting yourself into thinking you’re lazy, when you’re really exhausted AF from the trauma and grief you’ve endured.”

  • Dr. Jen via Twitter

Rest. Buy yourself flowers. Eat fresh fruit (the brain runs on glucose). Take a walk. Focus on taking in only those things which awaken your soul. Soak in a tub filled with flower petals, essential oils and mineral salts. Have a weekend blackout on all things media. Surround yourself with the provocation of all things sensual; soft, decadent fabrics, whatever moves your Spirit; music that you love, scents that enthrall you, books that feed your enthusiasm, beautiful art.

Just for this weekend, be the bee settling on all of the best flowers.

Love yourself deeply, and remember who and what you really are.

❤️

Mom asking about her child’s suicide

Is it the fluoride in fluoxetine that causes the brain to “misfire”?
Has pharma removed all ‘negative for them’ articles from the internet?
Most people I know call antidepressants medicine. Is there anything medicinal within antidepressants?
Why do a lot of people say antidepressants help them? And they don’t want me telling people they’re dangerous because they don’t want people to think they’re basically sinning if they do take an antidepressant, or that they haven’t prayed enough to feel better. And that some people Need a pill to chemically balance themselves. Are millions of people chemically imbalanced and need correction?
A friends son had a brain injury and they put him on one to balance his chemicals. He seems ok but I can’t ask them about it. Is it working for someone like that?
Is marijuana a safe alternative to antidepressants?
A psychiatrist told me that my son’s pot, and occasional other over the counter drug use (he was a junior in high school and partied on the weekends) (I didn’t know a lot of what he was doing at the time) cancelled out the effect of the antidepressant he was taking. So, the antidepressant had no effect on his suicide.
Is this true?
Our son was missing doses and the doctor said just get him back on it and take it for six more weeks until the end of school then he can quit. No instructions to wean off, just to quit. But, he died 4 weeks later, by suicide. He had continued to miss doses, so at the end, he was off and on, missing a day here and there. I believe this is what caused his suicidal thoughts. He kept moving from room to room his last day and was upset over the fight he was having with his girlfriend. He hadn’t slept most of the night. I didn’t know until we read his phone after he died that he cried all night too. I know he was stuck on the girlfriend problem and he tried to play video games but he couldn’t focus. Our daughter was 6 at the time and later said he told her his heart was racing. People always say a person commits suicide because of the emotion problem but I call his a symptom of what the pill did to him and the relationship problem just triggered the suicide. Can what he was experiencing be considered akathesia?
Have ‘they’ improved antidepressants from years ago, like so many believe?
I don’t know why I care to know all this now. I guess I just can’t quit talking about it. I don’t know why I talk about it with people, half or more just get mad because they believe in them. I guess I just want the truth and to tell the truth. In my mind, I believe pharma, with even one lie,
are not benevolent, to say the least. I believe they are evil. I don’t know why I bother and take so much of my own time trying to put together evidence against the antidepressants. Maybe because we were going to take it to court but the lawyer friend we were talking to said it wasn’t his specialty or anyone he worked with. Later found out he owned a walk in clinic. Probably didn’t have anything to do with it but?? My husband didn’t want to sue anyway because we didn’t want to make money off our son’s death.. I guess I’m just mad and I guess I’ll never let it go but maybe I’ll run out of steam about it and drop it. I do want to write about it for my blog but haven’t said much yet..
I know no parent out of so many I can’t count, that cares about this, even though I know a lot of their kids were taking an antidepressant at the time of their suicide.
The whole time I was growing up through the ‘70s & ‘80s, I remember of one suicide. I just believe it was because the dispensing of antidepressants weren’t as prevalent as later years?.?.

Venus Direct

Venus, the Planet of Love, stations direct today, after being retrograde since December 19th, however she will remain in the shadow phase until March 1st.

Over the past couple of months, since Venus entered her pre-retrograde shadow phase, we will no doubt have noticed that our entire vision of love has been shaken to the core. Our beliefs and values will have been questioned and we will likely have felt major internal shifts occurring as we realise that all that we love, believe in and dream of, may not be manifesting exactly as we hoped.

Despite how soul shattering this may feel, every single thing that has taken place is for a higher reason and it may not be until Venus enters Aquarius on March 6th that we receive full clarity. Over the next few weeks we will begin to gain a fuller insight into why we have gone through this emotional rollercoaster and the reason certain things have been abruptly brought to our attention.

Relationships that have felt stuck or confusing will have been tested, and if any dynamic is unaligned we will be now wanting to take action and either break down walls and fix issues so that the love deepens or realise there is no other option but to let go and walk away.

Since this retrograde began we will have received some pretty sharp lessons, mainly surrounding who we value and whether they value us in return. We will start to see where we have created myths or illusions, focusing on our perceived potential of certain people, rather than the stark reality that all is not how we might have hoped.

We have clearly seen where we haven’t been showing up authentically, or where those we care about are emotionally unavailable, distant and not showing up for us. We will also be noticing how we have been too busy focusing on receiving love from others and have been failing to give love, attention and care to ourselves.

Relationships where we have felt insecure, confused, neglected, rejected or abandoned will have been brought to our attention and we will see that we have healing work to do so we no longer look externally for acceptance and validation.

Underlying issues with self-love, self-esteem and self-worth will have arisen so that we continue the challenging process of full acceptance and unconditional love for ourselves, and regularly start taking time out for essential self-care.

We will also be seeing where there is a need to put boundaries in place, particularly if there are unreciprocated feelings or where we have been giving far more than we have been receiving, and allowing people the opportunity to manipulate or take advantage.

Venus delivers us a reality check and helps us clearly see who is harmful for our emotional or mental health, so that we can distance from those who aren’t healthy to be around.

It is highly possible we will have looked for clarity or validation within connections that are unstable or have caused us to feel worthless or under valued. If that hasn’t been forthcoming we may now be realising we are emotionally exhausted after giving all that we can, and it is now time to burn a bridge or two.

This chapter has been incredibly heavy, particularly if we have been resistant to change rather than surrendering to Venus’ wisdom and guidance.

We have been doing a lot of deep thinking and reassessing over the past few weeks and now it is time to rest, rejuvenate our energy to allow the changes to integrate on a cellular level. We are going through a major transformation where emotional wounds are surfacing and healing, so it is vital to give extra love, compassion and kindness to ourselves during this period.

The New Moon arrives in a couple of days and it is the turning point we need to release old, repressed and stagnant energies and fully focus on planting seeds to start anew. We will be feeling recharged and ready for new beginnings by this point, and life will suddenly switch from chaotic to harmonic almost overnight.

Alex Myles ❤

Powerful Energies 2/2

As we move towards the 2/2 Aquarius Gate on Wednesday, the energy and frequency is rising!
A large M Class Solar Flare has just sent waves of Light Codes to the Earth.
All of this is helping with the healing and rebalancing of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine.
The Divine Feminine flows are back online within our bodies, and we are healing our Ancestral lines as we discover who we really are.
Not only are we Soul and Spirit,
but our body is also a Sacred Creation.
It holds within our DNA a record not only of our lifetime that is transferred into our Soul Records at death, but also the history and lifetimes of all our ancestors.
Our body is a Living Library
of the story of Earth.
We are indeed Magical and Powerful Beings, and we know how to connect with our Angelic and Galactic Families because we have been Shamans and Galactic travellers on Earth before.
It is encoded in our DNA.
Mary Magdalene taught her followers to honor their body and to keep their frequency high, because of course the body functions best at the frequency of Unconditional Love. That is why the Cathars were known as the “pure ones”, because they recognised that to keep their frequency and consciousness high they needed be mindful of the choices that they made on a daily basis and to honor their body, soul and spirit.
These are important and awesome times! The incoming powerful Light Codes are helping us to remember who we are and prepare for our new lives as Magical Co-creators in the New Earth!
~ Celia Fenn ❤

Tesla

“It seems that I have always been ahead of my time. I had to wait nineteen years before Niagara was harnessed by my system, fifteen years before the basic inventions for wireless which I gave to the world in 1893 were applied universally. I announced the cosmic ray and my theory of radio activity in 1896. One of my most important discoveries–terrestrial resonance–which is the foundation of wireless power transmission and which I announced in 1899, is not understood even today. Nearly two years after I had flashed an electric current around the globe, Edison, Steinmetz, Marconi, and others declared that it would not be possible to transmit even signals by wireless across the Atlantic.“

–Nikola Tesla

“A Machine to End War.” Liberty Magazine, February 9, 1935.