How Loneliness Begets Loneliness

This was indeed fact for me for years , certainly

within marriage which is horrific when feeling

lonely in the company of a partner ..

In the aftermath of my removal from our home

loneliness was muted by stronger meds that

had me sleep 14 hours a day , but still there .

The beginnings of waking , brought home

losses that reduced me to primal fears , anger

at the falsehoods that altered every facet of my

life , laughed at by former whose real need to

torment me , long ago transformed to surrender

to the truth , I am never truly alone , or unloved .

I have come to accept , after many experiences

that former desires my physical death …

Spiritual, mental, physical, emotional death

has been ignored , stomped on …I’m sure he

feels my death would resolve all his issues .

It’s been many years , since I’ve experienced

that despair of loneliness , and I don’t classify

no contact disruption with regards to our sons

a basis for loneliness , for it was never their job

to fill that space their Dad did not …the fractured,

forced , fake facts fed them by a highly toxic,

abusive entitled human plus family and friends

affected 4 , whom are considered controllable

possessions , trophies or covers to fit in ..

Very Thankful, to have achieved an education

that supports my perceived 20 plus efforts

to know and do better .

In my alone time , my normal deep thinking

more often than not is connecting with

Spirit , very often necessary … Connecting

Spiritually is now as normal as breathing

as my Saturday bore out β™₯οΈπŸ™πŸΌπŸŽ an

amazing day and night , surrounded by

so many examples of Spirit and Love πŸ’•

..©️

Blessings & Peace ,

DoΓ±a Luna

I have an article that describes loneliness as

a molecule .

Social isolation kills, and in the process it makes it harder to reach out to others. A psychologist explains how to break the cycle.
β€” Read on getpocket.com/explore/item/how-loneliness-begets-loneliness

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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