This was indeed fact for me for years , certainly
within marriage which is horrific when feeling
lonely in the company of a partner ..
In the aftermath of my removal from our home
loneliness was muted by stronger meds that
had me sleep 14 hours a day , but still there .
The beginnings of waking , brought home
losses that reduced me to primal fears , anger
at the falsehoods that altered every facet of my
life , laughed at by former whose real need to
torment me , long ago transformed to surrender
to the truth , I am never truly alone , or unloved .
I have come to accept , after many experiences
that former desires my physical death …
Spiritual, mental, physical, emotional death
has been ignored , stomped on …I’m sure he
feels my death would resolve all his issues .
It’s been many years , since I’ve experienced
that despair of loneliness , and I don’t classify
no contact disruption with regards to our sons
a basis for loneliness , for it was never their job
to fill that space their Dad did not …the fractured,
forced , fake facts fed them by a highly toxic,
abusive entitled human plus family and friends
affected 4 , whom are considered controllable
possessions , trophies or covers to fit in ..
Very Thankful, to have achieved an education
that supports my perceived 20 plus efforts
to know and do better .
In my alone time , my normal deep thinking
more often than not is connecting with
Spirit , very often necessary … Connecting
Spiritually is now as normal as breathing
as my Saturday bore out ♥️🙏🏼🎁 an
amazing day and night , surrounded by
so many examples of Spirit and Love 💕
Blessings & Peace ,
I have an article that describes loneliness as
a molecule .
Social isolation kills, and in the process it makes it harder to reach out to others. A psychologist explains how to break the cycle.
— Read on getpocket.com/explore/item/how-loneliness-begets-loneliness