In the early stages of recovery having incurred the insanity of
AMA, APA, and a culture of suicide , I choose a psychic .
How long do I have to live?
He : hold out your hand , what’s your birthday ?
He: You are not even here.
Mayan calendar is 28 days.. Posing a threat to the patriarchs
so very long ago, human kind altered time.
We have much that is natural, especially love
and now we return ..❤️😘
We now return to natural time .. I’m ready , thus my
move 9 years , to be abled to have and provide shelter .
He: Surround yourself with writers, poets , musicians ,
9 years ago, I made that transition .
I will never leave . My body may transition but I have
my home town.
A beautiful hunk of a human man , arrived to aide my aide
at the time David “Radar ” Arno , and turned me on ….
The following artist, Xavier Rudd is pretty awesome ,
liberating me from all but connection with Divine.
Big shout out of Thankfulness to a light bearer , Josh
Penn! who also gifted me Sassy, an amazing lab/ hound
that Tucker2 trained to be an Alpha . Sadly I had to release
her , and I was not shocked when she was adopted in a short
Tucker2 passed 2 moves later , forced within 1 year to
move 3 times , in 1 year due to abuses . Scout was his 1st
baby , a Beagle mix , she barked like her dominate genes.
She vanished , I suspect killed by an overlord as I tried to
move in very ill health , in 30 days. All the while ex was
legally shaming me, his brother/son, allowing me to know
he did not care .
Music , lifts and supports me, heals me when nothing else
does. When that is not working , which is rare , but it does
as with the craziness that comes up with Beloveds and Beginnings
it’s a Red Flag , and I sleep , no longer dipping into the toxic well
that I have dwelled in of past . I have survived to thrive as Chiron
indicates in my chart , the wounded healer, old soul does not have
to surrender to the darkness . I have become aware of how deeply
affected males are , triggered by my life , most unaware their past
life included being feminine , and of course birthed , were loved,
abused etc ..
So a new approach , certainly listen more . The average person senses
7 things at once , SHP sense around 50.. being vocal , has threatened
many , as I heard recently ” how can you hold all this , for so long.”
I owe the world my “song” , my story that I might bring awareness
as Joni Mitchell describes as after a certain age and life experience
we become philosophers !
I concur , as an old soul I Thank each of my teachers , especially
Ivey, J, & Bucky .