In the early stages of recovery having incurred the insanity of
AMA, APA, and a culture of suicide , I choose a psychic .
How long do I have to live?
He : hold out your hand , what’s your birthday ?
Feb 29
He: You are not even here.
Eureka ๐
Mayan calendar is 28 days.. Posing a threat to the patriarchs
so very long ago, human kind altered time.
We have much that is natural, especially love
and now we return ..โค๏ธ๐
We now return to natural time .. I’m ready , thus my
move 9 years , to be abled to have and provide shelter .
He: Surround yourself with writers, poets , musicians ,
artist .
9 years ago, I made that transition .
I will never leave . My body may transition but I have
my home town.
A beautiful hunk of a human man , arrived to aide my aide
at the time David “Radar ” Arno , and turned me on ….
The following artist, Xavier Rudd is pretty awesome ,
liberating me from all but connection with Divine.
Big shout out of Thankfulness to a light bearer , Josh
Penn! who also gifted me Sassy, an amazing lab/ hound
that Tucker2 trained to be an Alpha . Sadly I had to release
her , and I was not shocked when she was adopted in a short
time.๐๐ผ๐.
Tucker2 passed 2 moves later , forced within 1 year to
move 3 times , in 1 year due to abuses . Scout was his 1st
baby , a Beagle mix , she barked like her dominate genes.
She vanished , I suspect killed by an overlord as I tried to
move in very ill health , in 30 days. All the while ex was
legally shaming me, his brother/son, allowing me to know
he did not care .
Music , lifts and supports me, heals me when nothing else
does. When that is not working , which is rare , but it does
as with the craziness that comes up with Beloveds and Beginnings
it’s a Red Flag , and I sleep , no longer dipping into the toxic well
that I have dwelled in of past . I have survived to thrive as Chiron
indicates in my chart , the wounded healer, old soul does not have
to surrender to the darkness . I have become aware of how deeply
affected males are , triggered by my life , most unaware their past
life included being feminine , and of course birthed , were loved,
abused etc ..
So a new approach , certainly listen more . The average person senses
7 things at once , SHP sense around 50.. being vocal , has threatened
many , as I heard recently ” how can you hold all this , for so long.”
I owe the world my “song” , my story that I might bring awareness
as Joni Mitchell describes as after a certain age and life experience
we become philosophers !
I concur , as an old soul I Thank each of my teachers , especially
Ivey, J, & Bucky .
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