abuse narcissistic behavior – Page 257

I’m sure as a medicated, highly toxic , extremely unhealthy I tried to reciprocate his behavior .

I didn’t even come close

Love Bombing – In the Beginning .. this was eye opening

In love but quickly out … yeah

All that he says, and more ..

I accepted that I disappointed him with my pregnancy 3 months after we wed.

But in listening I recall his ego , and note he never really did engage .

My car went down a bank, and I called him..” call a tow truck “.

He wasn’t a note write, hugger, or gift giver ..

I had to ask repeatedly for things .

Nope it wasn’t something that triggered these with holding traits .

I have NO idea why he married me and held so many secrets and with held affection, just skimming the surface .

I saw this , he chooses not to.

It’s up to the individual to heal that inner child without harming those close to the victim /survivor

He spoke of his stuff, as if it were a friend .. He liked to share his experience without implying it was himself .

He spoke of other women in our bed .

He want to “swing ” even in our own home with our children upstairs .

WOW ,

I heard this poor adult , whose childhood experience in so many ways , it jived with my experience.

Admire this son, who searched for the answers , respecting his Mom and himself , via the truth .