Category: Parential Alienation-Child Abuse

Jupiter Retrograde – Stay in Peace & Calm

#astrology We’re entering a very strong period of energy cosmically and astrologically. The Solar Flares keep on coming, with 3 X-class flares already this month, and Solar Cycle 25 twice as strong as expected so far. Comet Atlas is heading for its closest point to Earth in the next few days, and Comets can bring new information, boost our spiritual awakening but also initiate big periods of change globally.

Today Jupiter moves stationary retrograde at 21°20′ Gemini, just 2′ from an exact conjunction with US Mars. As Jupiter is the planet of expansion, this can expand the aggressive potential of the US. Please stay in peace, calm and stillness to dissipate this possibility, the collective energy absolutely affects how the planetary energy manifests.

Jupiter is also conjunct the dwarf planet Altjira and one of the themes here is a shedding of old social programming as we become aware of more facts and information that change our belief systems (Jupiter retrograde, rethinking our beliefs and social programming). I think it is clear how that is beginning to happen on a bigger scale.

We are well within Pluto’s station direct on October 12th at 29° Capricorn, the last time it will be in this sign in our lifetime as it now starts to move forward and exit Capricorn on November 19th. With this change in direction and only a few short weeks to go until Pluto enters Aquarius, I believe we will start to feel more rebellious and revolutionary energy (Aquarius) from people globally. Aquarius is the sign of freedom, human rights, civil rights, equality, and humanitarianism. So I would ask everyone to always act peaceful as anger begets more anger, but most certainly grassroots-based solutions are already emerging quietly in communities (Aquarius).

This theme of rebellion is reinforced by the Moon at the Full SuperMoon on the 17th being exactly by degree conjunct Eris, warrior sister of Mars, who demands that every voice is heard, truth and justice. This is a very powerful SuperMoon which includes a Cardinal Grand Cross involving the Sun, Moon, Mars and Pluto. That is about as strong as it gets in terms of willpower, focus, and it can be very assertive. This is wonderful for initiating new projects personally, but may create more explosive energy in the collective.

So in these coming days please do more work to stay calm, peaceful, and book even more stillness meetings with yourself. Ask for benevolent help in the form of your guides and angels to release and heal the trauma in the land and the people who currently are caught up in extreme weather situations. See these being soothed and calmed, with the bright light high frequency loving light shone upon them all.

We are entering another episode of extremely strong energy in the coming months, so stay centred, strong and as far as possible keep life simple. Operate from the inside out not the outside in, otherwise you will become very scattered. Keep ‘welcoming in an expanded consciousness of love’.

Many blessings to you all.

Pam Gregory ❤️

Distorted

I told you I was struggling,

Showed you the cracks beneath the surface,

But instead of helping me heal,

You poured salt into the wounds.

You saw my weaknesses and turned them into weapons,

Each word you spoke cut deeper,

And as I stood on the edge, barely holding on,

You gave me one more push.

It’s like you enjoyed watching me crumble,

Like seeing me lost gave you power.

You knew exactly where to strike,

Playing my mind like a game you couldn’t lose.

I wanted to be strong for you,

Wanted to be the man you could count on,

But you kept tearing me down,

Piece by piece, until nothing was left.

Now I sit here, broken and empty,

And somehow, I’m the one to blame.

You’ll say I was too distant, too cold,

That I couldn’t open up, couldn’t be enough.

And while you paint yourself as the victim,

The world will listen to your story,

But no one will see the quiet destruction

You left behind in me.

Shared by: Mr. Nigel

#lifesometimessucks #reality #love #relationship #couple

Showing up

I showed up for people when I was tired.

I showed up for people when I was broke.

I showed up for people when I was hurt.

I showed up for people when I needed someone to show up for me.

I showed up for people that I knew wouldn’t show up for me if the tables were turned.

THAT is why I will never water down or apologize for the season of life I’m in now!

You don’t know the half of what it took to get here.

Unknown

𝜕𝛳𝛼𝐵𝜔

Art: Aiko Sakamoto

Aging & Family

I am 82 years old, 4 children, 11 grandchildren, 2 great-grandchildren and a 3 x 3 room in a nursing home where they left me stranded.

I no longer have my house or my beloved things, but I do have someone who fixes my room, makes my food and bed, takes my blood pressure and weighs me.

I no longer have the laughter of my grandchildren, seeing them grow, hug each other and fight; some come to see me every 15 days; others, every three or four months; others, never…

I no longer make croquettes, or deviled eggs, or minced meat curls, or knit, or crochet.

I still have a hobby of doing Sudoku that is somewhat entertaining.

I don’t know how long I will have left, but I must get used to this loneliness; I go to occupational therapy and help those who are worse off than me as much as I can, although I don’t want to get too close. They disappear frequently.

They say that life gets longer and longer.

So that?

When I’m alone, I can look at photos of my family and some souvenirs from home that I brought back.

And that’s all.

I hope that the next generations see that the family is formed to have a tomorrow (with the children) and give back to our parents the time they gave us when raising us.

“Taking care of someone who has already taken care of us is the greatest honor.”

Credits: Ofelia Rodriguez

No apology

I don’t need your apology, but one day i hope you feel guilty for the way you treated me.

your words and actions cut deep, leaving scars that will take time to heal. but i won’t hold my breath waiting for you to acknowledge the pain you caused. your apology would be too little, too late.

instead, i hope that someday you’ll experience the weight of guilt for the way you treated me. i hope that the memories of your actions will haunt you, and that you’ll realize the harm you inflicted.

i hope that guilt will gnaw at your conscience, forcing you to confront the hurt you caused. maybe then you’ll understand the impact of your words and actions.

but even if that day never comes, i’ll still rise above. i’ll heal, i’ll grow, and i’ll learn to love myself more than i ever loved the idea of your approval.

your treatment of me was a lesson in resilience, a reminder that i don’t need your validation to be worthy. so, keep your apology; i don’t need it. but know that i hope you’ll one day feel the weight of your actions, and that it will be a catalyst for growth and change.

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