Years have passed since I felt the loss of a marriage that did not serve higher ground .
Coming to I knew that pills , drink , sex etc we’re not the antidote for the pain of what this marriage did to our sons .
Secrets are still unraveling but long ago when I mourned and ruminated , I can more objectively experience life ; many remedies and healing modalities await the ardent seeker .
So memories dim as does pain that I know will never fully abate , but will never be manipulated to abuse me or our children .
Circle has closed never to be unbroken again .