In the early stages of recovery having incurred the insanity of

AMA, APA, and a culture of suicide , I choose a psychic .

How long do I have to live?

He : hold out your hand , what’s your birthday ?

Feb 29

He: You are not even here.

Eureka 👁

Mayan calendar is 28 days.. Posing a threat to the patriarchs

so very long ago, human kind altered time.

We have much that is natural, especially love

and now we return ..❤️😘

We now return to natural time .. I’m ready , thus my

move 9 years , to be abled to have and provide shelter .

He: Surround yourself with writers, poets , musicians ,

artist .

9 years ago, I made that transition .

I will never leave . My body may transition but I have

my home town.

A beautiful hunk of a human man , arrived to aide my aide

at the time David “Radar ” Arno , and turned me on ….

The following artist, Xavier Rudd is pretty awesome ,

liberating me from all but connection with Divine.

Big shout out of Thankfulness to a light bearer , Josh

Penn! who also gifted me Sassy, an amazing lab/ hound

that Tucker2 trained to be an Alpha . Sadly I had to release

her , and I was not shocked when she was adopted in a short


Tucker2 passed 2 moves later , forced within 1 year to

move 3 times , in 1 year due to abuses . Scout was his 1st

baby , a Beagle mix , she barked like her dominate genes.

She vanished , I suspect killed by an overlord as I tried to

move in very ill health , in 30 days. All the while ex was

legally shaming me, his brother/son, allowing me to know

he did not care .

Music , lifts and supports me, heals me when nothing else

does. When that is not working , which is rare , but it does

as with the craziness that comes up with Beloveds and Beginnings

it’s a Red Flag , and I sleep , no longer dipping into the toxic well

that I have dwelled in of past . I have survived to thrive as Chiron

indicates in my chart , the wounded healer, old soul does not have

to surrender to the darkness . I have become aware of how deeply

affected males are , triggered by my life , most unaware their past

life included being feminine , and of course birthed , were loved,

abused etc ..

So a new approach , certainly listen more . The average person senses

7 things at once , SHP sense around 50.. being vocal , has threatened

many , as I heard recently ” how can you hold all this , for so long.”

I owe the world my “song” , my story that I might bring awareness

as Joni Mitchell describes as after a certain age and life experience

we become philosophers !

I concur , as an old soul I Thank each of my teachers , especially

Ivey, J, & Bucky .


Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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