As a veteran of isolation , since childhood
which was part nature , as I preferred the
dream world , version, rather than my
day to day reality, intermittently doused
by light and laughter . It had to be enough
and though I tried to stay centered , the
distanced and dislocated impacted my life
adversely , remaining shadow, without
resolution. Awareness was a wack-a-mole
and adulthood saw me running for my
renewal or claim beginning; the solid
foundation so necessary for true balance .
Impatience, diet, prescription medication
as the abuses within my home towards
me , and each of our sons, as I witnessed
the result of 3 adults , who masked abuse
and addictions , and targeted me in
united family domestic and child abuse .
In pregnancy, I had to learn patience ,
as I relearned the prayer equaled
patience in the last 2 decades , even more
for the RX and knowing advantage taken
that allowed the continuation of these
I learned that patience, prayer , love
and forgiveness are cellular , inherent
in my nature , as is creation, and after
all the tragic lessons , and hell on earth
experiences , I know peace within .
I know love and forgiveness within .
It simply does not make sense to have
mastered so much , weight what I did in
1983, and rejoyce to be alive each
moment, a lover of life , more so for
the love of Divine, the support of many
around the world .
Awareness , of the tremendous efforts of
many in this quest of spiritual liberation
as well as the inability to step back in
time, or have illusion, delusion or
addiction , to what is not in my best
interest . I am certainly aware I have to
accept and surrender to past being
insurmountable , or totally reject me to
infinity… even children, lovers , brothers
sisters and signigant others …as has been
their perogitive , desire that I be dead
after a postmortem, I am certainly ready
and willing to honor her and just be ..
I cannot deny, graduation of 12 steps and
rejection of my essence , in silent living
denial that is death .
While I am very sad to be releasing folks
and situations that have adversely
affected my growth in a perverse
competitive sport . Compounded by child
abuse of 2 generations, my blood kin
in what I have learned is generational ;
with conformations of these abuses in
behaviors, silence , communication and
actions as well as non actions .
Blessings & Peace ,
“I’ve tried to be semi quiet about all of this to avoid drama
But this is completely how I feel, maybe would have worded it more sweetly 🤣 but it what it is. I was willing to quarantine for a few weeks for the sake of our healthcare and flattening the curve – anything past that is just delaying the inevitable. ♥️ So if you see pics of us enjoying our life with like-minded friends and family….it is what it is. I love you all and respect your views, and I hope you’d give us the same respect 😘
“Anyone who thinks social distancing is a good idea for the next few years, or thinks that a ‘benevolent’ dictatorship is for the good of humanity, know that I do not agree. This is about so much more than the virus. You can continue reading, or move on.
You are a free sovereign human being and if you want to stay home, stay home. That’s your right to do so.
If you want to wear a mask, wear a mask. That’s your right to choose.
If you want to avoid large crowds, avoid large crowds. That’s your right to do so.
If you want to justify your social distancing, quarantining, wearing a mask, etc. by claiming that you’re “protecting the vulnerable” or “preventing the spread” that’s fine, if that’s what you truly believe, then continue to do so, you have the right.
I am also a free sovereign human being.
I am not required to abstain from human contact for you or anyone else.
I am not required to go weeks or months without seeing my family and keeping my kids from their grandparents, aunts and uncles, for you or anyone else.
I am not required to shop alone, without my family, for you or anyone else.
I am not required to limit those shopping trips or refrain from buying anything but “essentials”, for you or anyone else.
I am not required to suppress my immune system and inhibit my body’s natural flow of oxygen with a piece of cloth over my face, for you or anyone else.
I refuse to participate in “quarantine life” until there’s an unsafe, untested vaccine released in eighteen months.
I refuse to receive said vaccine to make others feel more safe.
That is MY sovereign right to choose.
If you’re convinced the vaccine is safe and effective, you can get it.
I can’t control your behaviors, but we all have a say in the once great USA and the planet we live on.
We need to tell legislators that we demand options.
We have a constitutional right to take risks. Life is and always has been full of bacteria and viruses–many of which spread before symptoms manifest and after they subside.
The data was inaccurate at best; purposely overblown to justify government overreach at worst.
Stop allowing the government to destroy:
The Food Supply
Access to Healthcare
Our Mental Health
When the “new normal” is filled with starvation, depression, suicide, child abuse, domestic violence, imprisonment, governmental spying, tracking, micro-chipping and pure DESPERATION, the virus is going to look preferable to the world you helped facilitate.
Start thinking for yourself.
Start asking questions.
What happened to the measles “outbreaks”? Where did the flu go? If masks work, why can’t we re-open? If they don’t, why are we being told to wear them? Why does all of the data on this virus seem to be completely different, depending on what source it comes from? Why are healthcare workers across the country being furloughed? Why isn’t the Governor focusing on nursing homes and assisted livings, where the death rates make up around 80% of the numbers in MN? Why is he instead targeting small businesses and policing playgrounds?
The list goes on and on.
Stop allowing yourself to be spoon-fed lies, skewed data and hidden agenda by the media, the news, Dr. Fauci, the CDC, your elected officials.
Will you comply with your rights being taken away?
Will you continue to live in fear, anxiety and paranoia?
Make an educated decision for yourself. You have the RIGHT to do so,
and so do I”