“If you don’t like something someone is doing that’s your shadow”
“If you have a negative judgement about someone that’s a projection”
“If you feel angry that’s actually your past trauma getting triggered”
“If you feel a strong NO to something that’s your ego being in resistance”
“All of these are opportunities to look within. Work on yourself. As well as open and surrender your resistance”
I used to believe these things.
They informed my life and my choices.
Yes, sometimes they are true.
They are not rules to be applied blindly to everything.
Like many “conscious women” they paved the way for my own ritualized self harm in the form of pathological self gaslighting.
They drained my life force and dissociated me from my self protective instincts and wisdom.
They entrapped me in narcissistic cult/abusive relationship dynamics.
They groomed me to be perfect prey.
I have watched so many people lost in this labyrinth of false spirituality, completely disconnected from themselves.
Completely dissociated from their own precious human existence. Their own sacred inner knowing.
Getting no where in their “healing” or “awakening”.
Spinning their wheels with no wisdom.
Trapped in the mind and held hostage by these beliefs.
Beliefs which I now believe are a kind of virus that originated from the minds of abusers wrapped in spiritual robes.
I have seen women’s healthy defenses completely dismantled by this paradigm.
I have watched women become sick and sucked dry because of these beliefs.
One woman I loved even died.
Anger is what broke this spell for me.
Anger is what clarified my ability to see.
Anger was the medicine that brought me back to life.
Anger is what grounded me back into my body and sanity.
Anger is exactly what this paradigm does not want you to feel and own.
Now I wonder who would be motivated to tell you that?