Perhaps some , distorted
folks do fake intimacy . The
fact is it never existed on his
part, ever ! I knew that was
the place we needed to go
to succeed; it never got there .
It was good insanity to lies
his war , his lies , his
addictions .
It took , years to face that fact
and realize that smut and
pornography, swinging and
drinking at every opportunity
with no growth whatsoever
in our marriage . End Game
I considered options and
internalizing his rejects , lack
of support with expectations
that our home was in perfect
order and our lives were to
be envied .
Never Knew Lonely as deeply
and began to know how
weaponized he would make
every body and everything
I held sacred and holy .
In the 2 decades since he
released himself from any
and all emotional ties with
me , all that remains is hatred
and the continuation of my
living death so truths die with
me .
There was a beginning .
There is an end .
His WAR belongs to him as
liberation has released each
if our family to peruse their
lives as they wish .
War
Peace
And in between Thy Will Is
Done
Blessings & Peace ✌️
Dona Luna