Perhaps some , distorted
folks do fake intimacy . The
fact is it never existed on his
part, ever ! I knew that was
the place we needed to go
to succeed; it never got there .
It was good insanity to lies
his war , his lies , his
addictions .
It took , years to face that fact
and realize that smut and
pornography, swinging and
drinking at every opportunity
with no growth whatsoever
in our marriage . End Game
I considered options and
internalizing his rejects , lack
of support with expectations
that our home was in perfect
order and our lives were to
be envied .
Never Knew Lonely as deeply
and began to know how
weaponized he would make
every body and everything
I held sacred and holy .
In the 2 decades since he
released himself from any
and all emotional ties with
me , all that remains is hatred
and the continuation of my
living death so truths die with
me .
There was a beginning .
There is an end .
His WAR belongs to him as
liberation has released each
if our family to peruse their
lives as they wish .
War
Peace
And in between Thy Will Is
Done
Blessings & Peace ✌️
Dona Luna
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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited
I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
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