Once I give you silence
I’ve nothing left to say
I’ve retreated to my darkness
I’ve moved out of your way
Silence is my blessing
Silence is my curse
And once I pass it on to you
I’m finished with the words
There’s nothing left to be said
And nothing left to do
When I retreat in silence
Just know I’m really through
I’m sure you feel the distance
It’s tangible, it’s real
Because I’ve got nothing left for you
There’s nothing left I feel
Just the ghost of aching sadness
A memory, a dream
Like something I’ve forgotten
As I’ve forgotten how to scream
Once I give you silence
I’ve blessed you with my curse
I’ve moved on to better things
And I’m putting myself first.
~Mandy Kocsis©2022~
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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited
I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
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