This video was intense , because I don’t recall feeling ‘connected ‘ especially in sexual exchanges . That energy was highly influenced by his sexual history , his self satisfaction , detachment is not strong enough to express my withdrawal from expectations where sex was concerned .
Porn was indeed a huge negative factor and his casual behavior with me , instead of maturation, it was stuck big time ; and my education, my lessons only darkened with prescription medication đź’Š that was slowly killing me and no body was adulting or educating themselves . With the exception of middles son who wrote a school paper with great grades in it on Bipolar . I don’t recall what he wrote but the information at that time was ‘chemical imbalance ‘ and no one discussed trauma . Domestic abuse was not and still is not considered as violence nor are our children protected by the current systems that must be corrected asap.
I’m but one voice there are millions of.
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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited
I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
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