Narcissist & Food Control

Whew this was so factual per my experience that I knew I had received a gift.

I was very thin when we met and married and pregnant 3 months later .

I gained weight and was always hungry . In this marriage I had a much better diet, access to food and I gained 60 lbs , loosing 30 within 3 days of childbirth .

It did begin a serious issue that wasn’t discussed , as he stated later on , that he would have sex more often IF I lost weight .

I had little respect , for his continued using sex , with me as a sleeping elixir , and his extremely loud snoring precluded my sleep. I wasn’t desirous of sex with him .

Back to the eating … he loved food and I think we both had childhood food issues.. . But he defiantly wasn’t interested in me with weight on , which psychiatrist RX authenticated , as my weight increased , a red flag , in many ways .

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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