I was late teens , lying on the floor of Beloved’s ex listening to
Elton John , Yellow Brick Road …Buzzed , and the intensity as
I listened to this new LP, connected me in a way that was scary/good .
Having been friendly all my life , certainly stepping back from what
I did not understand as energy .. I was shy, and did not try to evoke
attention , unless I wanted to…not often ..certainly tired of challenges
to be heard and understood .
Smiling , especially with the eyes is a gift to me and I hope I give it out
plenty…acceptance …
I hoped to be an instrument during these challenging times and I am
as clear , my own … Mind over body …Body seems weary .
9 hours sleep last night ***
Solar Plexus
Gut Reactions
Center of our intuitive power .
Pancreas Represents the Sweetness of Life
Pancreatitis Rejection Anger Frustration, because life seems
to have lost its sweetness.
Lymph A warning that the mind needs to be recentered
on the essentials of life . Love & Joy
I was a Bird , Mary Chapin Carpenter
www.youtube.com/watch
Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited
I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
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