Category: Parential Alienation-Child Abuse

Mid point – the Wild Path

May the stories of the old ones, the ancient ones, the land and the trees, the plants and the earth be whispered to you.
May you warm your toes by the hearth side as the land starts to speak in the cold and old icy voice of winter, the voice that appears when we pass the mid winter mark; the voice that talks in stories of growth, of becoming, of new slates and brand new mossy gateways.
May you be comforted by the fire that can be lit inside your body, by the light you hold inside, the light of love, forgiveness and passion.
Rest well dear one, warm your bones and listen in the silence, in the cold, for the rustling of truth telling that comes from the earth and the air, the rustling of the newness that springs from the compost of the old.

~ Brigit Anna McNeill The wild Path- foraging, wild medicine & nature connection ; https://www.brigitannamcneill.org/

[Art: Andy Kehoe Art]

Blessings 4 Broken Hearts



A Blessing for the Brokenhearted 


Let us agree
for now
that we will not say
the breaking
makes us stronger
or that it is better
to have this pain
than to have done
without this love.
Let us promise
we will not
tell ourselves
time will heal
the wound
when every day
our waking
opens it anew.
Perhaps for now
it can be enough
to simply marvel
at the mystery
of how a heart
so broken
can go on beating,
as if it were made
for precisely this—
as if it knows
the only cure for love
is more of it
as if it sees
the heart’s sole remedy
for breaking
is to love still
as if it trusts
that its own stubborn
and persistent pulse
is the rhythm
of a blessing
we cannot
begin to fathom
but will save us
nonetheless.


~ Jan Richardson 


[Art: Andrea Kowch]

Learning new stuff

Why not take a break from the Coronavirus news and learn something new. 1. Who are you named after?

My family didn’t name me after anyone but I always wished I’d 2. Last time you cried? When I had to bury a puppy.  3. Do you like your handwriting? Not anymore.  4. What is your favorite lunch meal? Can’t pick just one.   5. Longest relationship? 28 years 6. Do you still have your tonsils? Yes 7. Would you bungee jump? Nope 8. What is your favorite kind of cereal? Yogurt, granola and fruit.  9. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Yes, they’re boots.  10. Do you think you’re strong willed? Yes 11. Favorite ice cream?  Pistachio  12. What is the first thing you notice about a person? Their personality 13. Football or baseball? Neither 14. Favorite donut? Lemon filled 15. Last thing you ate? Brunswick stew  16. What are you listening to? Zeke snore 17. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Orange  18. What is your favorite smell? Sheets off a clothesline.  19. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Xantha  20. Married? Yes 21. Hair color?  Grey 22. Eye Color?  Green  23. Favorite food to eat? Dessert 24. Scary movies or happy ending?Solved mystery 25. Last movie you watched In a Movie theater? Good question.  26. What color shirt are you wearing? Black, grey and white  27. Favorite Holiday? July 4 28. Beer or Wine? Beer on the rare occasion.  29. Night owl or morning? Morning 30. Favorite day of the week? All the same to me.  31. Favorite animal? Dogs 32. Do you have a pet? Yes, 3 33. Where would you like to travel? Montana or Iceland   Copy and paste into your status and just change your answers or on my page below if ya don’t want it on your page.

2020. Corrective Morality , Radical Configuration happening

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RADICAL CONFUGURATION OF ALL LIFE STRUCTURES

Richard Tarnas, one of the best astrological thinkers on the planet, offered his views on this “grave and astonishing moment.”  Here’s the youtube link: youtu.be/TwhaNkUzBpg

Excerpts: “This is a time in which there are volcanically intense evolutionary pressures for the radical reconfiguration of all life structures.”

“We’re in the midst of an encounter with a collective mortal emergency that completely focuses our attention.”

“Our agency, as humans, plays a role in how these archetypal energies express themselves. The more courage, imagination intelligence, compassion we can bring to bear on these events, the more free and skillful we can be in shaping the expression of the archetypal energies.”

Quoting Greek philosopher Plotinus, Tarnas says, “The stars are like letters that inscribe themselves at every moment in the sky. Everything in the world is full of signs. All events are coordinated. All things depend on each other. Everything breathes together.”


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IMAGINING THE POST-PLAGUE WORLD

David Talbot offers the following thoughts:

The bad news is that it’s end of the world as we know it. The good news is that it’s the end of the world as we know it. And we can use our imaginations to dream up a better world.

I’ve begun jotting down some notes about how civilization can emerge from this catastrophic pandemic in more socially decent and healthy ways.

1. A climate crisis turning point. The skies have never seemed cleaner and brighter. My city has never seemed so quiet and placid. Do we really have to return to a fossil fuel-powered, frantically acquisitive way of life?

2. There is a new appreciation for the daily heroism of health care workers and the fragility of our public health system. Isn’t it past time for America to join the rest of the civilized world and move to Medicare for all?

3. There is a new appreciation for labor in America, especially those who are keeping the country running at warehouses, markets, delivery services. Isn’t it past time for employers like Amazon — run by the richest man in the world who’s now getting richer by the minute — to treat these workers fairly, increasing their wages and benefits and allowing them to join unions?

4. Crime is down and people are shooting each other in America with much less frequency. Does our society have to be so weaponized?

5. We have to think twice or more before reflexively making purchases these days as the ranks of the unemployed swell and the economy crashes. Let’s convert our society from its enslaving consumerism to cooperative networks and reduce our wasteful dependence on the latest fashions, cars and electronic gadgets.

6. Now that it’s dangerous to vote (black Americans can tell us all about that history), we have to reinvent democracy. How about if we we completely convert to a mail ballot system — which would not only make the election process safer, but also more inclusive?

How else can we imagine a new post-plague world? Your thoughts?

More from David Talbot: tinyurl.com/y8fsgrs3

A year old list of help/resources , ck on them if needed

MORE PRONOIA RESOURCES:

UC Berkeley is Offering Up Their Popular ‘Science of Happiness’ Course for Free Online
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More Than 20,000 WiFi Devices Are Being Donated to Hospitals So Patients Can Talk With Family in Quarantine
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Dogs Are Joining the Fight Against COVID-19 By Learning to Sniff Out the Virus
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Some Good News For Your TV: Watch the Pilot Episode of The Good News Network!
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Publix Supermarkets Are Buying Food From Struggling Farmers So They Can Use it to Feed Families in Need
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Air Pollution in Major World Cities Has Dropped By as Much as 60% During COVID Shutdowns, Says New Report
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This 1,000-Year-old Cherry Tree in Japan is a Role Model for Resilience During Trying Times
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Bored in Quarantine, 15-Year-old Transforms Her Bedroom Wall into 8-Foot Climbing Structure
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New York Governor Issues Order Allowing Couples to Be Legally Married Via Zoom
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89-Year-Old Sews 600 Masks While Listening to The Beatles –
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(Note: I endorse these because I like them. They aren’t advertisements, and I get no kickbacks.)

Please tell me your own nominations for PRONOIA RESOURCES: Truthrooster@gmail.com.
 

Homeless & More

I wrote this over a year ago.

I.have been helped by 2 nefarious individuals both offering a safe haven .

I left one very toxic house , overpriced etc . to shelter and heal in August 2021 .

I set up my LLC with a shadow player , determined to take everything I have , and forced himself into my current ” haven” .

Justice is NOT swift , and my total income but for social security is being held as I devolve the LLC and take legal steps to correct current hellish conditions.

I have donated food

I only require gas money .

I am not allowing this to digress me , mentally, or spiritually though my body is adversely responding .

I have recently set up a donation capability on WordPress.

I recently discovered that the place I was evicted from renting at $650 was window dressed and now rents for $1000 per month .

Read below of my base experience , of eviction .

My entire months pay , plus was garnished , despite laws that state only 25% of income can be garnished , as living expenses must be addressed .

It took loans , and using all my income to try to get steady again , with this repeated situation , legally o am not as vulnerable but it does take time .

And everybody is celebrating so 2022 looks like the closure on today’s issues.

Partial of what I wrote and did not publish 2020

I have been challenged by an eviction on 7/28 in full view of a family including

2 small girls .. Much joy was had as I struggled to get my things loaded in my

weary Kia , as Amy finished typing up my claim .

I was allowed in the next day… Folks came together , to help me and

teams of movers and pick up trucks showed up . My things are in 3 locations

at present , including warmer cloths , bedding and my alternative medications.

I was graced to give so much away , and have no idea what I will end up with

including my office things , books and research ..I had no idea that my entire pay

was garnished , and wrote checks when my card was declined ..I just thought my

auto deposit had not hit. I was allowed to keep my Social Security!

So , I have not been able to pay my bills , rest as doctor and therapist stated , or

work. This is very painful when so many folks are seeking answers or nurture.

No surprises as I am once again subjected to blame and shame from sons

and the character assignation in the winning is everything. Dismissing these

distorted energies is impossible , as character and consciousness , I am

leaning into the authentic and thankful there are plenty of em in my life.

This has occurred every 2 to 3 years , with great financial loss , and is traumatic

as the leaving of the family home 21 years ago, affecting sons adversely as well.

As a result of this situation it became necessary to implement something I had

in mind 10 years ago, and even before .

Neighbor care became a local group , of folks in need and folks who can help.

It is very beautiful that these folks came together and in doing so , meeting new

people and supported as well

I am very Thankful and Blessed to have supportive friends .

Blessings & Peace

Dona Luna

Famly of “womb mates”

The eldest , long dark hair never knew her bio Dad . She was a very young child when uncle began his sex implantation /abuse which continued thru her adult life , regardless of status .

Trauma Bond

It is my belief that each of us were affected by her experience or initiation.

No boundaries as far a partners which has been a theme for siblings .

I did not buy into it and avoided all engagement in entaglents even as a child , to be corrupted by the sexual trauma bonds .

I had many close calls .

I had no memory of my own oral rape and effort to initiate me into this shadow .

For this , knowledge and my truths , I hold in a place of distortion , or witchery in their minds and hearts to blasphemy me for not accepting sex as a weapon or tool or addiction .

It was this that fed , my past experience within the distorted masculine I married and had 3 sons with .

Not only sexually fed , taking of my property , allowing my financial support …a sister stated that she was going to help me IF I did as told….

Dad had seen the same energy as I experienced and it adversely affected Mom and Dad’s marriage .

Mom ignored a lot and allowed infighting, power plays etc

It shows , up in adults .

Nothing was acknowledged by Mom for her brother’s rape of 2 of her daughters .

It seems all 5 children were sexually molested outside of our home and carried on the abuse within and without our home without my knowledge or comprehension until 2005ish

Taking charge of Dads estate after his years of widowed existence , was a power play for brothers who Stockholmed Dad as he mentally declined .

The estate suffered from their devilish deeds , I was given a 1/3 of what I should have received.

I’m quite sure Dad would not have set a will up that had 2 brothers deciding how to carry out his wishes .

Dad had Dementia and after his accident without oxygen , with COPD , he developed Hypoxia, the brain cells died .

He had end stage COPD

He had end stage heart disease .

I did not know, nor was I told any of this .

In caring for him , I had no support and lost in my effort to keep him safe and at peace in his own home to die .

Mom died at home due to a very high profile nursing home neglecting her urgent care needs .

Dad brought her home and she passed within days .

I have not had funds to take this matter before court.

Just as ex has controlled my income , for nefarious , self provoked greed , covering up their misdeeds, family caste me out , after he did totally and demure I am the witch , but they love me !

Eldest passed horribly , never healing trauma or seeking absolution or forgiveness.

She seldom crosses my mind , sadly , her behaviors had many shadow effects on me and I understand and released her long ago . No attempts were made on her part , after I responded to her effort to have me disconnect from Dad and share my inheritance in 2004.

A lot of devil energy exist in siblings , I totally separated from after buried Dad in Jan of 2013.

She passed within months .

Family Fail strengthened my resolve to know and do better .

Remaining sister offers help as with my eviction , then spirals into shadow that has allowed me harm , so after 2020 , I am in no contact.

My failure was in ignoring Intuitive messages and signs , falling for the mask that devil/shadow energy and trauma unhealed that is not my place nor desire to heal for anyone beyond my facts and truths offering .

Blessings & Peace

Dona Luna

Trusting in what I know on Jabs

Part of what I do know

A biomat kills parasites as you sleep

Mine is in storage .

Check your resources, I found after purchase of an Amethyst

Biomat , and using it for years with great results and blowing out the chambers that held crystals 🔮, that a less expensive version can be bought at the A place .. comparison shop upon study of the original bio mat .

I would crank mine up and sweat , which left me more limber , sweating pushes the pain out of cells … it is an amazing health tool many massage therapist use .

Lymphatic draining is aided as well. I use poke root or ginger essential oil on my Lymph nodes to enhance the release .