Waking Self

I have had lots of help in the area , as before when a big shift is headed

towards me, there is no one …meaning I have to do this myself and that

I’m ready ..

The only faith I had , in this forwards leap was our sons being awake enough to not be negative , that they would show progress in their journey and silence was total and complete .. of course , I cry , full well knowing their intent , the power play , the never ending story .

Business is clearing , many gifts have come my way , and it’s going to happen .

For this I’m shown , that the human exchange , our sons being used or willing participating in continued efforts to abuse and control emotionally .

Or it’s just a moot point, dead …

So , my tears cleanse , my heart aches and I am surrendered to what is

revealed .. last year as this , the facts are facts ..

Which leaves room, space for those who do care , who do not intend me

harm or lack , who know their heart and minds , who can logically

acknowledge the tyranny , and see their path includes healing and

forgiveness, and growth ..

It’s challenging , exactly what it’s supposed to be , the gift that allows me

to complete this mission , lacking moral normalcy or universal law .

I am Thankful for the love and support and acceptance of others and

for the opportunity to hold my truths and preference for peace .

Ending the ripple effect of abuse , neglect , that’s malicious and malignant.

Thanking my ancestors for having the faith , love and support to show

me the way…💯❤️☮️

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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