The induced patient; yet another experience

I spent almost three decades in the system. Forced treatments caused me to lose everything. Job, home, relationships, my reputation. I was reduced to a drooling shuffling incontinente moron that couldn’t read a sentence!
I ran for my life and went through horrible withdrawals. The bipolar schizoaffective that NEVER WAS!!
I haven’t had a single episode of depression in almost 6 years since I started the withdrawal from their poisons. Rounds and rounds of ECTS. Depression was my primary symptom but the cause all of it was the treatments. By drugs by electricity by forced confinement and lies. By being treated Less than Human. I was hospitalized all most every year, sometimes several times a year.
None of that now, No hospitals, no obsessive thoughts, no symptoms!! No drugs, No mental health system!!!
I am SLOWLY recovering some of my brain. So much damage. So much loss.
I’m working part time now and I have a car.
I wouldn’t even turn the lights on when I brushed my hair when I was so drugged I could barely walk.
It’s HORRENDOUS what they do to people, what they did to me…
I tried to get a lawyer, I was so angry that I thought I could demand change.
No one would take my case.
I would still sue, if I had the chance.

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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