He’s one with sons , and in rejecting and disposing of me
it was horrific to be faced with the trauma and abuse
through his sons.. and the supply was on top of .
Her hatred of me was visceral. .. I certainly understand
as he’s so communicative of very personal information.
He tormented her with vulgar lust , bedroom chatter
and fed her on me ..like a piece of red meat , she was
enraged at my having his property , income they coveted
over 20 years. Perhaps hoping I’d die , take my life so
he’d cash in.. I’ve learned how methodical , and planned
in detail his years before exiting , just laying in wait
for the supply.