Tag: consciousness

16-17 Exit Womb Virgo

At 1minute and 16 seconds the Room of Signs with Virgo begins to darken. An EXIT sign becomes visible.

Although the Room darkens Lily’s white dress remains bright, as does the Moon rabbit behind her. We also see a stag to her right. The Stag is both a symbol of Virgo’s Son Jesus as also a sign used for the Hunter’s Moon each October .

On the 16th to 18th the Sun will be exiting Virgo’s womb, she will be giving birth to the apple she holds in her womb.

In the Virgo constellation image you see how the Sun is exactly crossing out of her womb conjunct Spica that represents the fruit of her womb or the branch in Hebrew that represents Jesus -Yeshua.

By the 17th to 18th you see the EXIT sign behind her glowing red – suggestive of a bloody birthing, but also of the volcanic Nature of the Virgin Earth birthing – for Virgo represents our physical House – our Bodies, our Earth on which we live – these are the true Church, Temple or House of God – He is the Fire within body and earth, the Kundalini Fire Serpent that is now – maybe – about to Return. … And we will all be changed … the dead will rise … its all yin and yang – the Rising Fire within the Earth is the Sign of a Return to Good after a dark period …

Self Love

Before self-love becomes a liberation, it is first a burden.

Well, there’s the anger at who treated you poorly when you didn’t know to ask for better treatment.

The anger at yourself for what you’ve allowed.

There’s the grief for lost time.

There’s the strangling necessity to push people, things, ideas out, out, out because there’s no room for them.

There’s the loneliness and isolation that accompanies the growth of self.

There’s the new boundary lines, the new range of the word no, the opening of eyes that would rather be shut, and the terrifying realization that love isn’t synonymous with joy.

It’s synonymous with growth.

Jamie Varon đź’«

✨Artwork by Nina Zielienska – Krudysz

Cosmic Reset /10-02-24

Prepare for a major shake-up as the Solar Eclipse brings the sudden, positive changes you’ve been waiting for. This is an energetic reset, a turning point, and the beginning of a brand-new reality. Over the next few weeks, you’ll feel a powerful shift as one chapter of your life closes and a fresh one begins. Any blockages holding you back are being cleared, making way for progress and growth. It’s time to step confidently into this new phase with excitement.

The things you used to tolerate will no longer be welcome in your life. Harmful dynamics, toxic relationships, and outdated habits are being left behind for good. From here on out, only pure intentions, positive energy, and genuine connections are moving forward with you. The eclipse is pushing you to set stronger boundaries, embrace self-worth, and clear space for the abundance and blessings headed your way.

This is your moment of breakthrough. Hard work you’ve put in, whether in your career, personal life, or relationships, is finally being rewarded. The Universe is aligning to bring you the success, opportunities, and prosperity you’ve been manifesting. Expect surprises—those out-of-the-blue opportunities or financial boosts that can completely change your situation. This is your time to shine.

As you step into this new chapter, it’s important to stay open to the unexpected. You might find yourself embarking on new adventures you never planned or meeting people who change your life in ways you never imagined. Whether it’s a job offer from a company you didn’t apply to, or a sudden romantic connection that feels like destiny, these experiences are here to propel you forward.

Financial surprises may also come your way. Discovering a forgotten account, receiving an unexpected refund, or even a mysterious windfall could shift your financial landscape. The Universe is opening up new avenues of abundance—just be ready to receive.

With this eclipse energy, communication plays a big role. You might get an unexpected message or hear from someone you haven’t spoken to in a while. These messages can bring long-awaited clarity or closure, lifting a weight off your shoulders and helping you move into this new phase with a sense of peace and direction.

In love, anything is possible. A new connection might spark out of nowhere, or an old flame could rekindle. If you’ve been carrying emotional baggage, this is the perfect time to release it and open yourself up to love that aligns with your true self.

Ultimately, this Solar Eclipse is creating the perfect environment for transformation. It’s a cosmic reset—a fresh start where only what serves your highest good will stay. Let go of the old, embrace the new, and trust that this is the beginning of something incredible. The best is yet to come.

– Alex Myles ❤️

Divorcing your In-laws – John Davis

“Divorcing Your In-Laws: The Unspoken Heartbreak”

by: John Davis

When people talk about divorce, the focus is often on the couple and, understandably, the children. But what about the extended family, especially the in-laws? For many of us, they become more than just in-laws, they become your family. In my case, they were the family I never had growing up and losing them has been one of the most painful aspects of my divorce.

Having spent most of my childhood in an orphanage, without parents to guide me, my in-laws quickly became the family I had longed for all my life. My biological father and I reconnected later in life (my mother had told me he was dead), but unfortunately, our time together was brief before he passed away. It was my ex-wife’s family who became my parents throughout my adult life. They embraced me, welcomed me into their traditions, and showed me love that I had missed out on for so many years. We spent every holiday together, creating memories that I cherish to this day.

No one talks about the pain of losing this connection when a marriage ends. It’s not just a marital relationship that dissolves, it’s an entire family dynamic that shifts, and that shift can be agonizing. My ex-mother-in-law is a kind-hearted, intelligent woman who shares my love for reading, while my ex-father-in-law is a car enthusiast, a talented race car driver, and one of the kindest souls I’ve ever known. These weren’t just in-laws, they were role models, mentors, and the parents I never had.

I remember the first holidays post-divorce when my kids, my ex-wife, and her parents gathered without me. I sat at home alone, the silence in my new house was almost unbearable, while I knew they were celebrating together… without me. They were gracious enough to extend an invitation, but I declined, knowing that it would feel wrong, like an outsider in a place that used to be my home. And truthfully, I wasn’t sure I could hold it together emotionally. The weight of my broken heart was still too heavy, and I didn’t want to put anyone in an uncomfortable situation.

Still, I consider myself incredibly fortunate. My in-laws continue to show me kindness and respect. My ex-mother-in-law calls me on my birthday and holidays, and I do the same. We update each other on my kids’ achievements, and I’m deeply grateful that they’ve remained such loving grandparents to all my children. Many aren’t as lucky to maintain such a bond, but even with that, there’s a profound sense of mourning for what was lost.

I believe that divorce, in many ways, creates more victims than just the couple. The in-laws, the extended family, friends, and even the family traditions all become casualties of the separation. It’s easy to overlook just how many hearts are involved, but the truth is, these breakups ripple out much further than we often realize.

If I could offer one piece of advice to anyone considering divorce, it’s to remember that the bonds you’re severing aren’t limited to the person you married. They encompass an entire network of relationships, people who loved you, accepted you, and shared life with you. For me, as someone who never had parents of my own, this loss was particularly devastating. I wish I had called them “Mom” and “Dad” as my ex-wife had encouraged me to do many times. They were that for me, and they will always hold that place in my heart.

So please friends, let us acknowledge that divorce is never as simple as two people parting ways. Sometimes, it means saying goodbye to the family you never thought you’d have to live without…

John

Craig Childress PsyD – Do over

I’m too anxious to get any work done, and I’m too anxious because of all the work I’m doing. So I can’t do the work I’m doing. That’s annoying.

I get excited as the information coalesces, too excited. I have to get up and do something and I start to wander around… thinking and wandering aimlessly to release the energy of anxiety excitement.

I don’t know which it is – it’s just restless from the ideas, I gotta get up but when I get up I’m not getting anything done.

So I’ll talk to you to release the energy at the same time I’m sitting… so maybe I can get back to work.

I know what I want to talk about this Sunday over Coffee – the Conflict of Interest. Oh, and the under-line that’s emerging from that. We are headed for a point of collision between a thought disorder and reality.

This should be interesting. The pathogen hides – and – it seeks allies. The trick is to expose the pathogen in the allies

Exposing the pathogen in the parent is easy – its exposing the pathogen’s allies that’s the tricky part. We’re there now.

I wanna talk about that. In fact, I want to release and have some fun. I don’t need to be “productive” all the time now, I can indulge myself now.

And I’m going to, I’m going to allow myself some throw-off Sunday Coffees just for me.

I’ve hired an intern from UW who’s getting course credit for helping me out – and money – a paid internship, she lucked out.

She’s produced a list of all my YouTube “titles” – with her next instructions to retrieve the transcripts from the ones I select. Then we’re going to reverse-engineer them into books and booklets of various sorts.

I should say more about secret decoder rings stuff – the red pill of understanding. I should start ‘writing’ an audio-visual book about The Pathogen’s Source Code.

Debate. That will be one of the lines I’ll be developing: The Role of Forensic & Clinical Psychology in the Family Courts. I’ll represent for Clinical Psychology… now all we need is someone to represent for Forensic Psychology.

Dr. Saini? He’s President of the AFCC. How about him?

Or Dr. Pickar, he’s on the Board of Directors for the AFCC and he’s on the Editorial Board for their journal, the Family Court Review, how about him?

Or how about either Dr. Simon or Dr. Stahl, either one, they literally wrote the book (two Editions) on how to conduct a forensic custody evaluation, how about one of them to represent for Forensic Psychology’s role in the family courts?

How about Dr. Deutsch or Dr. Sullivan, they’re both prominent long-time forensic custody evaluators?

That’s six options. You should be able to find ONE of those forensic psychologists who is willing to defend what they do – hosted by the AFCC.

You know I’m a member now, right? I wasn’t a member before for… well… reasons. I didn’t want to trigger things too early. I want to trigger them now.

They’ve wanted to avoid me… which suited me just fine. The lion is a stalking hunter. When you see the lion, the hunt is already over. Howdy, I’m Dr. Childress, pleased to meet you.

I’ve got some things to do first. I need to get back to work.

This Sunday I’m going to indulge myself in reflective insights, it’s the Mirror after all. We have reached the Conflict of Interest stage, that’s the final one before the fall.

Forensic custody evaluations are ending. That… is simply a fact. Clinical diagnostic assessments are coming. That too is a fact.

When the forensic custody evaluations go away – and they will – all, all, all, of the forensic custody evaluators go with them because that’s all they know how to do.

It’s an evolutionary thing of specialized niches – they can be productive until… something changes, then they completely collapse because they’re too specialized to their niche.

Demand for forensic custody evaluations will disappear – and – they will face increasing scrutiny which will expose that which is hidden. Oh my, what’s hidden is a nightmare of bad.

Are you ready for a nightmare of bad before Christmas? Okay, I can do that if you want. Or how about sometime in 2025? Debate: The Role of Forensic & Clinical Psychology in the Family Courts hosted by the AFCC.

I’ll represent for Clinical Psychology, and Saini, Pickar, Stahl, Simon, Deutsch, Sullivan, or someone else can represent for Forensic Psychology.

I think a Debate on that topic would be great, don’t you? So… let’s do that. Saini’s President of the AFCC and Pickar’s on the Board of Directors, if they want the AFCC to sponsor a Debate – it’s sponsored.

Look, if I’m wrong, they get to humiliate me with their superior knowledge and understanding – and – if I’m right, I get to humiliate then with their ignorance and failure. It should be fun.

A 90-minute online moderated Debate – they can go first – they can describe the Role of Forensic Psychology in the family courts for ten minutes, then I can do the same for the Role of Clinical Psychology in the family courts – that’s the opening 20 minutes.

Then the moderator goes through a set of predetermined topic areas giving each side ten minutes to present on that topic from their point of view:

Opening Statement – Forensic – Clinical

Determining Best Interests of the Child – Forensic – Clincal

Risk Assessments & Duty to Protect – Forensic – Clinical

Ethical Standards 2.01 & 2.04 – Forensic – Clinical

That’s 80 minutes, now each side gets a 5 minute Closing Statement and we have a 90-minute Debate: The Role of Forensic and Clinical Psychology in the Family Courts.

Then a 30-minute moderated Q&A with submitted questions from the audience presented by the moderator.

Online so everyone can see and know the issues involved. I think that’s a good idea, don’t you?

I do. Let’s do that. I’m in.

Craig Childress, Psy.D.

Clinical Psychologist, CA PSY 18857