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I am surrendered to and have faith in Divine .

Signs were in place slowly evolving several years ago.

Life’s demands and physical issues and professional help to enlist a better foundation for family .

Repeated instance that I am not family .

I don’t do as I’m told .

I cannot see grandchildren as a result .

I understand it may never get better only worse .

I am surrendered .

Nothing spoken from 2 who left long ago ..don’ t remember.

Honor Thy Father .

Mother does not exist .

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Aspects remind me of Mom but and without her communication in deep matters , my search concludes her AMA, RX and unhealed trauma and lack of strength against a masculine energy temper what sounds like narcisstic behavior .

I do better understand this wounded energy in masculine that tend to hold this love hate relationship to the end and exclusion of a healthy self image and partner .