The lovely memories of Christmas past within
our family have been covertly destroyed in
my non allowance to participate or be acknowledged .
To do so would dishonor the ever present
hatred of Mother and Son , to whom all bow.
He brags in court about how much he spends
well aware of his power; Tis unfortunate that
this escapes the judge .
In my experience within this ” relationship”
year after year of watching as his gifts were presented
in unlimited expenditures, and a token singular gift
given our sons or myself. Gifts from him were
thoughtless , impersonal or later on tweaked by
someone else’s gift…What’s perceived as a loving gift
by a man who has it all, is contrived and cheap
lacking thought, it was just another show.
Our last 5 Christmas as a family , I did not participate
in holidays , for I lived day today , medicated into
a submission that he could advantage while he made
his plans to extract himself . As those 5 years wound
down , Mom heard of his victimhood and of course
rescued him without a pause ..Trauma Bound ?
Perhaps .
From birthdays to sacred holidays to observing Mothers
Day , the Grinch who stole holidays, sucks happiness
and joy , much less light out of his ladies.. Shameful
it’s allowed , shameful it still serves him and ” his”
family , to reduce the Mother of his sons that he is
Mother/Father/God .
I’m clearly knowing many truths are going to be highlighted
and much effort will be put in front of me to block if not
kill me .
I don’t feel I have a choice , in lieu of on going abuse.
I don’t celebrate Christmas as I used to ..I have tried
but it’s not the same in many regards .
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Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
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