Loss in the silence

Perhaps it’s due to several decades of overt targeting, prior to several decades of being up close and personal to the dream and the nightmare .

I know I’ll never be the same ; our sons won’t ever be who we were and it’s past time to recreate my space and step out of the long shadow of high conflict , malignant , manipulation , intimate partner violence that produces Child Psychological Abuse that’s largely abused or ignored legally .

“The loneliest moment in someone’s life

is when they are watching their

whole world fall apart,

and all they can do is stare blankly.

It’s not the shattering itself that breaks you

it’s the silence that follows,

the quiet space where you realize

there’s nothing left to salvage.

And in that moment,

you know that you’ll never be the same again.

You’ll build something new,

perhaps,

but it will never be what you lost.”

F. Scott Fitzgerald

Going to leave this broke down palace,

On my hands and my knees G⚡️D

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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