Lonely

Lonely…….

Have you ever realized how lonely it is when you are in a relationship with a narcissist they can be in the same room with you and you still feel alone. That is because they are emotionally withdrawn from you. We are so confused because of the love bombing stage in the beginning how this person seems to have changed overnight and all those great loving emotions have turned into hateful spiteful hurtful cold undertones. That’s because the love bombing stage is fake it is all fake narcissist once again depending on where they are in the scale don’t feel empathy or sympathy to the degree that we need in order to sustain a healthy relationship. If you’re dealing with a malignant narcissist which is pretty much antisocial personality disorder then they are emotionally impotent entirely void of the capability of caring or nurture. When they do show love or nurture it is false it is just the mask they are wearing. It’s very hard to accept the person you love and care for doesn’t love you but you have to realize and you must accept that they can’t even if they wanted to. It is best for you to become indifferent, to start the journey of separation to remember that all the hurtful things they say and do is the real them take the steps to safely let go so you can find love and be loved where you can love and have it in return.

“Jamie Larsen”

https://youtu.be/RLM0tiZ5Kf8

Never Knew Lonely , by Vince Gill

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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