I have long ago accepted , forgiven and loved myself through very malignant shadows , parenting myself .
For as long as I remember
Mom was lost in trauma , distortions, having had Twilight
Sleep we failed to bond but I didn’t sense a close bond with any of her 5 . The child had to always make demonstrations of love 1st
I own my stuff and don’t deserve to be targeted for life by someone not in my life . Shadow or light .
I played Tracy Chapman intensely in the spring of 2018 as I felt on the very of breakthroughs long sought .
However someone entered by life and then disappeared and I decided I could enjoy Tracy today in honor of letting go
Blessings & Peace