Dad

With a Capricorn Dad, this Pisces had plenty of test within our time together .

He was so young when I arrived , and though I didn’t realize it , he had survived a very difficult and traumatic family life , with divorce of his parents taking place around the time of my birth . He had experienced the death of his Maternal Grandfather , and his Maternal Grandmother just after my birth .. He and Mom experienced the still born death of their 1st baby and the promise by Mom’s parents to ‘raise’ Mom’s 1st daughter for the 1st year of parents marriage was withdrawn …so there was a lot going on , for the young man who wanted a son, and by the looks of my , I did look like a boy 🧐

Neither of them knew about trauma, or that they had plenty of it , and it sure deserved the healing ❤️‍🩹 that might have reduced the physical pain and suffering each endured.

Dad is never far from my heart , and I can honestly say he never ever wounded me as deeply and throughly as other family did , eventually and have no remorse, feeling I deserve the worst outcomes .

With the Capricorn full moon coming next week, I feel more illumination will be made about many things we hold near to our hearts ❤️⚖️

I send you Love & Light and Peace ☮️, this and every day 💯🤩🙏🏼

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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