I have received so much guidance on this that I know I must
release , more from my life , and accept that it could be forever .
Hardly supportive , positive or healing , much the opposite , and
noting words , with no action has been the response for 45 years
much to the harm done to my soul …it does rot the faith in
healing, growth and moving forward , consciously. . To the better
outcome for each individual. So I am Thankful
for all that got me here , I forgive and surrender to not walking
the path of spiritual enlightenment with everyone , but given the
light in regards to the past , of facts that I cannot and will not hold in
meaning anymore than they did . Revelation was and is and always
will be , that my role as wife and mother were my reality in a past that
exposed Hell on Earth , and ongoing effort to hold me there and or
eliminate , my truth , time after time ….I am surrendered to not
needing or desiring repeating or experiencing the words them in
the shadow… I recall the experience , was stuck for a long time ,
challenged on many levels , but I stayed focused , in between
In between challenges , that entertained the “ committee “
who ate “ too busy “ and “ not interested” to care , for over 20 years.
Over 24 years
Was it reality before that .? I thought so, I have even experienced
attempts by them to draw close , but then it’s gone, poof .
Forgiving them , frees me up, so creating more opportunities for
challenges , are put out there , and occasionally hit , UNTIL , I say
NO.
This is me saying NO..
Many years, fears, and tears brought me here, with the feeling all
my life , was I deserve better, indeed to be heard , to be seen , to
know I matter..
At the behest of Divine , and at the disturbance of “ blockers” ( who will
comprehend , justice , very soon ) to move forward , completion of
these challenging years , my dreams take root .
And I am ever ready, for the 110% peace ✌️peace, and rest that is
a major part of my personal dream…
I don’t hate them, perhaps all of this was Karmic, but understanding
all the drama and trauma that I encountered , grew my strength , self
love, self forgiveness , and discernment .
Absolutely, not walking it back…. Love our kiddos , wish the best for
the ex, and those who have tried to negatively influence my life
but as I watched , in anger sometimes, fear , or even “ what the
fuck” I witnessed the karmic lesson that was gonna find them
and how , and I didn’t want that… no revenge , just settling up
I had to accept the Free Will , and my efforts to assist them, would
not benefit my progress.
So , I release, surrender , let go… I proceed with the clearing of financial
, contracts etc ..business , but 2023 has brought me to this place
that has been seeded many years, so much loss and delay , but
so happy that Spiritually , I did not fail , and I’m assured I need not do
or say more , or hold anger , because justice is coming , not my choice
but no longer to be denied , due to Universal Law .
I let it Be …
I don’t participate
End Game 👍🔥🎁 which is not my thing … tricks and games are for
Kiddo
As was stated by our child, “All this to make you grow up “
Thank you 🙏🏼 child .. it’s an inside out job, and indeed entirely my job to do.
Blessings & Peace ,
Dona Luna 🐸☀️🌞
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