I am your mother

From the moment you were born,

I’ve made mistakes.

Despite my best intentions,

I mess up π‘œπ‘£π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘œπ‘£π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘Žπ‘”π‘Žπ‘–π‘›.

No matter how much I love you,

I will never get it all right.

𝑰 π’‚π’Ž π’‰π’–π’Žπ’‚π’.

From the moment you were born,

you have seen me frazzled.

You have seen me overwhelmed π‘šπ‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘‘π‘–π‘šπ‘’π‘  π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘› 𝐼 π‘π‘Žπ‘› π‘π‘œπ‘’π‘›π‘‘.

You have seen me frustrated when I should have been more patient.

You have seen me speak when I should have listened.

You have seen me uncertain and second guess my choices.

𝑰 π’‚π’Ž π’‰π’–π’Žπ’‚π’.

From the moment you were born,

𝐼 β„Žπ‘Žπ‘£π‘’ π‘™π‘œπ‘£π‘’π‘‘ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘€π‘–π‘‘β„Ž π‘’π‘£π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘¦ π‘œπ‘’π‘›π‘π‘’ π‘œπ‘“ π‘šπ‘¦ 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔.

I will always try to do right by you.

I will always get back up, no matter how many times I may fall down.

I will always apologize to you when I’ve done something wrong.

I will always put one foot in front of the other, no matter my uncertainty.

I will never get it all right,

𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝐼 𝑀𝑖𝑙𝑙 π‘Žπ‘™π‘€π‘Žπ‘¦π‘  π‘˜π‘’π‘’π‘ π‘‘π‘Ÿπ‘¦π‘–π‘›π‘”.

𝑰 π’‚π’Ž 𝒂 π’Žπ’π’•π’‰π’†π’“.

Written by: Surviving Mom Blog

Artwork by: Art to Remember

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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